Ning Zhirang was widely considered a handsome guy in the study-abroad crowd. By day, he was a harmless top student studying overseas. By night, he was the sweet, wildly popular No. 1 on a companion-chat app.
"Good night, baby~ Dream about me tonight too, okay~"
Ning Zhirang couldn't help it. His family had suddenly gone bankrupt, so he had to earn tuition money chatting with people while keeping his college GPA at a perfect 4.0. He was a poor, overworked wage slave.
One day, Ning Zhirang took on a mysterious client who only typed and never spoke. His ID was simple: [G].
G was cold, but had money to burn, and soon became the top spender.
Ning Zhirang was moved to tears. He opened up to G, logging on every day to talk about life at school and vent his frustrations.
The main target of his rants was...
A guy surnamed Gong, named Huai.
*
Gong Huai was in the same year as him. His family was on the Forbes list, and everyone around him was a top-tier rich kid. They even flew on private jets for weekend outings.
People like that could get into an elite university just by donating a building. Compared to a top student like him, who'd earned his place through hard work, it was so unfair!
[Ningning: Baby, that Gong jerk is such a poser. He even drinks Evian from glass bottles! Who doesn't know that water tastes weird?]
[G: Mm. He does seem like a poser.]
The next day, Gong Huai sat in front of him in class, drinking $2.99 bottled water. When he finished, he deliberately tossed the plastic bottle into the trash can right in front of Ning Zhirang.
Another night...
[Ningning: Gong's friends can't even write their own papers, and they tried to pay me to do it for them. They're a bunch of useless idiots.]
[G: Oh? You really hate them.]
To his surprise, the next day Gong Huai asked him to team up for a presentation.
He made the slides himself, delivered the whole presentation without notes, and carried the entire group. He was dazzling.
Well, he didn't seem like an idiot.
Ning Zhirang: What's going on? Did that strong bro set me up?!
*
Gong Huai had always thought Ning Zhirang was fake. Fake cheerful, fake sunny, like a beautiful piece of brittle glass.
He really wanted to crush that glass.
After uncovering Ning Zhirang's secret identity on the companion-chat app, Gong Huai happily listened to him insult him every day, never tiring of it.
Day one: Quickly took screenshots to keep proof of his identity being exposed.
Day three: He's kind of interesting.
Day N: ...Maybe he's not glass, but a sparkling crystal.
After putting in a lot of effort, he finally got to taste that crystal.
Gong Huai: "You've been cursing me for three months. Feel better now, Ningning?"
Ning Zhirang's eyes flew open. He looked at the man in front of him, then noticed he was drenched and covered in red marks. Only then did he realize that, one curse at a time, he'd talked Gong Huai right into bed with him...
# Every complaint became an invitation to let the wolf in.
# He cursed with gusto, while the other man listened the whole time, waiting to devour him completely.
Top student turned sex worker, a red-eyed, rich-hating bunny bottom x A self-deluding king with a mind that takes countless twists and turns, the top
# The top spender on my companion-chat app is the strong classmate I curse out every day
Reader's guide:
1. Happy ending, one-on-one, both sexually inexperienced, and a sweet little story. At the start, both think they're straight.
2. The bottom is two years older than the top. The top is a self-deluding type who can talk himself into anything. He's an atypical younger dog top who comes with his own leash.
2025.06.01
★★★
I'm adding a danmei pre-release to my author page: a younger-man, angsty romance between brothers. Trying out a new style. If you like it, please add it to your favorites!
Younger man | Angst | Equally matched | Enemies | Love and hate
Xie Shiyao, chairman of the Yaoshi Group, has a troublesome little brother who haunts him like a ghost.
From the first day they met, they wanted to kill each other. They smashed cars and framed one another, made false accusations, and pulled every dirty trick in the book. In the end, Lin Zhuyi used the cruelest trick of all and drove Xie Shiyao to America for four years.
They met again at their father's funeral.
Among rows of black umbrellas, Lin Zhuyi stood alone in the rain, wearing a fitted black suit. A familiar hearing aid hung against his pale neck.
Lin Zhuyi said he had amnesia. He couldn't remember anyone in the world. He only remembered Xie Shiyao.
He looked pure and innocent, and asked Xie Shiyao to take him home.
Xie Shiyao only sneered inwardly.
Lin Zhuyi was a naturally brilliant little monster. This so-called amnesia could only be another trick he'd made up.
Until Xie Shiyao was getting intimate with someone else at his own hotel, and the door swung open.
Lin Zhuyi appeared in the doorway, his tone flat.
"Hello, I'm his younger brother, Lin Zhuyi."
"Is my brother good in bed? Did you enjoy yourself?"
Xie Shiyao locked Lin Zhuyi inside the house and covered it with surveillance cameras, all to find proof that Lin Zhuyi was faking his amnesia.
But Lin Zhuyi stood calmly in front of the cameras, took off all his clothes, and looked up with a faint smile. "Hi, big brother."
"Do you like my body?"
Xie Shiyao finally understood. Lin Zhuyi had faked amnesia just to cling to him, and it seemed he wanted something more than simply being his little brother.
Just as he thought.
One day, the act ended, and the fangs came out.
Lin Zhuyi stopped pretending to have amnesia and playing innocent, revealing all his aggression.
On a bed strewn with golden bells, Lin Zhuyi traced Xie Shiyao's cheek, Adam's apple, and neck with his cold fingertips.
"Four years, 1,461 days, 35,064 hours. Every day, I asked around to find out how you were living it up. How dare you... forget me completely?"
"You made me fall for you, abandoned me, and left without a word. Big brother, I really do hate you."
Lin Zhuyi pressed against him. The bells rang as he pulled off his tie, bound Xie Shiyao's wrists, and slowly removed the hearing aid from his right ear.
"Xie Shiyao, try calling out louder."
"I can't hear you, big brother."
"I can't hear you..."
*
Two years later, Lin Zhuyi returned from Britain in a bespoke suit, a rising star in the investment world.
At a business banquet, Xie Shiyao stood under the glittering lights, while a young celebrity beside him stared in admiration.
The elevator doors opened. Lin Zhuyi stood outside in a bespoke suit, his gaze passing over the young celebrity fawning over his brother.
The young celebrity asked curiously, "And you are...?"
Lin Zhuyi reached out and pulled Xie Shiyao into his arms in front of everyone, resting his chin on Xie Shiyao's shoulder. He looked up at the other man, the corner of his mouth lifting. He looked beautiful and dangerous.
"His ex-wife."
Powerful, beautiful, tragic queen bottom x Green-tea, gloomy ghost top
Reader's guide:
1. A self-indulgent, kink-driven story written to indulge the author's tastes. A mutually obsessive, hate-filled couple go madly in love. Crazy people falling in love, so proceed with caution if that's not your thing. Five-year age gap. They hate and love each other. Happy ending.
2. The bottom used to be a top only. His past as a top wasn't sexually pure, but as a bottom he is completely untouched. He's never had a stable relationship before. The top is utterly pure, inside and out.
3. Imperfect characters. Two powerful, crazy people face off, and both are completely insane.
4. There is no adoption relationship! They are not on the same household register! Their parents were never married! They are not blood-related!
Theme: Always grow toward the sun
It's interesting at the beginning, but becomes bitter at the end and not so delicious.
Well, what I remember very clearly is that I started reading Boss's articles during the National Day last year, and it's been a year now (actually, it's still a day away, so it's not a big problem). After that, I watched Brotherhood and Infamous together, and I'm currently finishing the second episode of Brotherhood.
This is the first time I've come up with the idea of writing a long review, so give yourself a pat on the back. I'm currently in my first year of high school, and I only get about 20 points for my 60-point essay, so boss, you may see a paragraph with the word order reversed and confusing.
The first time I read your book, Boss, was during the National Day last year. It was this book. I seemed to have seen it from the list. The name attracted me very much. At that time, I had an irresistible factor in self-defense. The name also successfully attracted me.
The beginning of the story, in fact, I think, is full of dramatic contrasts. Outside, Ning Zhiran is a gay beet, an outstanding student studying abroad, but privately, due to the sudden change in her family circumstances, she relies on part-time chatting to raise tuition. He arbitrarily complained about his real-life rival (maybe?) Gong Huai to the leader of the anonymous list. Almost every word and every sentence was filled with resentment, but he just never thought that all the content of his complaints would fall into the eyes of the person involved word for word.
Someone else's secret love: tender love words
Gong Huai's temptation: Hitting means kissing and scolding means loving
He is also successful with a unique set of inner logic
Every word of dissatisfaction and every complaint made by Ning Zhiran was secretly interpreted by him as a different kind of concern. In this way, he fell in love step by step and had a love affair that was hidden from the parties involved. By the time Ning Zhiran realized the truth, he had already made herself into a prospective husband.
For me, the so-called "Self-Strike Mania" setting is never mindless or self-motivated. Every heartbeat has a reason, even if it is an inexplicable reason.
After learning about Ning Zhiran's family through his identity as G, he began to quietly (maybe?) Pay attention to Ning Zhiran for a long time. Then through his dual identity, he knew the boy's stubbornness and fragility better than anyone else. Perhaps from the time he learned about Ning Zhiran's family background , I started to put some "he loves me" filter on his every behavior (no, I just guessed). He was obviously complained about time and time again, and was said bad things behind his back (in fact, in front of him), but he was still willing to leave all his preferences to the other party.
Then, I feel that Ning Zhiran's life is too hard.
His family background is poor, he works alone, and clings to his own pride. He is used to pretending to be well-behaved, used to carrying all the pressure alone, and is used to being jealous of Gong Huai, who is dazzling and incompatible with his own world.
He has low self-esteem, is sensitive, and protects himself with thorns all over his body
But the appearance of Gong Huai was another beam of light that broke into his closed world.
He doesn't ask about the past, doesn't reveal scars, and doesn't dislike his embarrassment.
When others see Ning Zhiran's dignity, he only prefers Ning Zhiran's truthfulness and calls him a ball inlaid with gold (there were obviously no knives here at the time, but I just wanted to cry inexplicably)
What touches me most about this article is the slow decline in both directions (perhaps there is a linguistic error in this sentence?)
In the early stage, Gong Huai fought alone and completed the entire process of heartbeat, fall, preference, and obsession (in fact, we were also panicked to death)
In the later stage, Ning Zhiran slowly let go of her guard, going from resistance, guarding, and alienation to being willing to fall.
There is no forced redemption, and there is no bloody sadomasochism. There are only two people who go from misunderstanding to knowing each other, from tit-for-tat to being filled with each other's gentle pull.
The whole book only has about 300,000 words. It was originally serialized with the boss for a few months. Although there is no gorgeous plot, there is no extremely crazy love-hate entanglement, and each chapter may be a bit bland if you read it alone (not), but it has written the cleanest and purest teenage love.
It turns out that the best love is never two-way love at first sight.
It's me who has seen through all your sharp, embarrassed, and ungentle looks, but I still have no hesitation, preferring you again and again, just for you to conquer yourself, just for you willingly (oh my god, I feel like I have become a Chinese language genius)
This self-guided strategy belongs exclusively to Gong Huai,
Never being sentimental,
It is the greatest deep feeling that he has hidden for a long time and never expressed it to his mouth.
The following is the extracurricular expansion that our Chinese teacher taught today. I think it is very suitable for this article, so I came up with the idea of writing a long review——
My heart is always nervous and trembling for you, but you feel nothing about it, just like you have a pocket watch in your pocket and you feel nothing about its taut spring. This clockwork is patiently counting your end point in the secret, calculating your time, and accompanying you here and there with its inaudible heartbeat. And you only glanced at it once during its millions of ticking seconds. You are everything to me, and others are just passers-by who pass by my life.
——Stephen Zweig
At the end, I would like to express my deepest feelings to the boss.
I don't feel like the boss is a person who is very good at reading comments. Regardless of whether you can see it or not, I want to say something. Boss, please update the new article soon, finish it early, and rest early. Then, I love you, and I must be happy every day in the three-dimensional life [dog head holding roses]
Treasure writer! ! ! Happy ending. I can't bear to leave after watching it [kiss]
After seeing this, as a reader, I would like to say a few words of my own opinion [Gotou] Overall, the writing is okay. As a new author, it is not bad and I can hone it, but it is a bit weak in some places [laughing and crying] I keep saying that attacking my dad is scary, but there is no reflection. This part is very empty, like labeling him. Also, I don't advocate Gong's tire-piercing behavior and finding someone to act as a homeless person to scare Ning [laughing and crying], but Gong is indeed not a completely good person. The other characters are a bit like NPCs. For example, the appearance of adm has always been to serve the protagonist's emotional scenes. [Laughing and crying] Ning's mother is also very weird [laughing and crying]. The emotional scenes of attack and reception are okay and can make people feel touched, but there are still quite a few flaws. I hope the author can hone himself more and write better works [Star Eyes]~
Finished spreading flowers! ! ! So happy
Little couple 99, stay happy forever [hug]
May the two little ones stay happy forever!
So sweet! ! I want to be happy forever [please]
After reading it in one go, I felt that the plot was not very smooth in some places, but it was okay as the first book I wrote, and it is suitable for reading without thinking. (Yeah, but the author's Y quotient is very high. It's a pity that the environment is not good, otherwise it would definitely be very delicious. Sorry)
When will the Succubus book be released? That's why I pay attention to it
It's interesting at the beginning, but becomes bitter at the end and not so delicious.
Well, what I remember very clearly is that I started reading Boss's articles during the National Day last year, and it's been a year now (actually, it's still a day away, so it's not a big problem). After that, I watched Brotherhood and Infamous together, and I'm currently finishing the second episode of Brotherhood. This is the first time I've come up with the idea of writing a long review, so give yourself a pat on the back. I'm currently in my first year of high school, and I only get about 20 points for my 60-point essay, so boss, you may see a paragraph with the word order reversed and confusing. The first time I read your book, Boss, was during the National Day last year. It was this book. I seemed to have seen it from the list. The name attracted me very much. At that time, I had an irresistible factor in self-defense. The name also successfully attracted me. The beginning of the story, in fact, I think, is full of dramatic contrasts. Outside, Ning Zhiran is a gay beet, an outstanding student studying abroad, but privately, due to the sudden change in her family circumstances, she relies on part-time chatting to raise tuition. He arbitrarily complained about his real-life rival (maybe?) Gong Huai to the leader of the anonymous list. Almost every word and every sentence was filled with resentment, but he just never thought that all the content of his complaints would fall into the eyes of the person involved word for word. Someone else's secret love: tender love words Gong Huai's temptation: Hitting means kissing and scolding means loving He is also successful with a unique set of inner logic Every word of dissatisfaction and every complaint made by Ning Zhiran was secretly interpreted by him as a different kind of concern. In this way, he fell in love step by step and had a love affair that was hidden from the parties involved. By the time Ning Zhiran realized the truth, he had already made herself into a prospective husband. For me, the so-called "Self-Strike Mania" setting is never mindless or self-motivated. Every heartbeat has a reason, even if it is an inexplicable reason. After learning about Ning Zhiran's family through his identity as G, he began to quietly (maybe?) Pay attention to Ning Zhiran for a long time. Then through his dual identity, he knew the boy's stubbornness and fragility better than anyone else. Perhaps from the time he learned about Ning Zhiran's family background , I started to put some "he loves me" filter on his every behavior (no, I just guessed). He was obviously complained about time and time again, and was said bad things behind his back (in fact, in front of him), but he was still willing to leave all his preferences to the other party. Then, I feel that Ning Zhiran's life is too hard. His family background is poor, he works alone, and clings to his own pride. He is used to pretending to be well-behaved, used to carrying all the pressure alone, and is used to being jealous of Gong Huai, who is dazzling and incompatible with his own world. He has low self-esteem, is sensitive, and protects himself with thorns all over his body But the appearance of Gong Huai was another beam of light that broke into his closed world. He doesn't ask about the past, doesn't reveal scars, and doesn't dislike his embarrassment. When others see Ning Zhiran's dignity, he only prefers Ning Zhiran's truthfulness and calls him a ball inlaid with gold (there were obviously no knives here at the time, but I just wanted to cry inexplicably) What touches me most about this article is the slow decline in both directions (perhaps there is a linguistic error in this sentence?) In the early stage, Gong Huai fought alone and completed the entire process of heartbeat, fall, preference, and obsession (in fact, we were also panicked to death) In the later stage, Ning Zhiran slowly let go of her guard, going from resistance, guarding, and alienation to being willing to fall. There is no forced redemption, and there is no bloody sadomasochism. There are only two people who go from misunderstanding to knowing each other, from tit-for-tat to being filled with each other's gentle pull. The whole book only has about 300,000 words. It was originally serialized with the boss for a few months. Although there is no gorgeous plot, there is no extremely crazy love-hate entanglement, and each chapter may be a bit bland if you read it alone (not), but it has written the cleanest and purest teenage love. It turns out that the best love is never two-way love at first sight. It's me who has seen through all your sharp, embarrassed, and ungentle looks, but I still have no hesitation, preferring you again and again, just for you to conquer yourself, just for you willingly (oh my god, I feel like I have become a Chinese language genius) This self-guided strategy belongs exclusively to Gong Huai, Never being sentimental, It is the greatest deep feeling that he has hidden for a long time and never expressed it to his mouth. The following is the extracurricular expansion that our Chinese teacher taught today. I think it is very suitable for this article, so I came up with the idea of writing a long review—— My heart is always nervous and trembling for you, but you feel nothing about it, just like you have a pocket watch in your pocket and you feel nothing about its taut spring. This clockwork is patiently counting your end point in the secret, calculating your time, and accompanying you here and there with its inaudible heartbeat. And you only glanced at it once during its millions of ticking seconds. You are everything to me, and others are just passers-by who pass by my life. ——Stephen Zweig At the end, I would like to express my deepest feelings to the boss. I don't feel like the boss is a person who is very good at reading comments. Regardless of whether you can see it or not, I want to say something. Boss, please update the new article soon, finish it early, and rest early. Then, I love you, and I must be happy every day in the three-dimensional life [dog head holding roses]
Treasure writer! ! ! Happy ending. I can't bear to leave after watching it [kiss]
After seeing this, as a reader, I would like to say a few words of my own opinion [Gotou] Overall, the writing is okay. As a new author, it is not bad and I can hone it, but it is a bit weak in some places [laughing and crying] I keep saying that attacking my dad is scary, but there is no reflection. This part is very empty, like labeling him. Also, I don't advocate Gong's tire-piercing behavior and finding someone to act as a homeless person to scare Ning [laughing and crying], but Gong is indeed not a completely good person. The other characters are a bit like NPCs. For example, the appearance of adm has always been to serve the protagonist's emotional scenes. [Laughing and crying] Ning's mother is also very weird [laughing and crying]. The emotional scenes of attack and reception are okay and can make people feel touched, but there are still quite a few flaws. I hope the author can hone himself more and write better works [Star Eyes]~
Finished spreading flowers! ! ! So happy
Little couple 99, stay happy forever [hug]
May the two little ones stay happy forever!
So sweet! ! I want to be happy forever [please]
After reading it in one go, I felt that the plot was not very smooth in some places, but it was okay as the first book I wrote, and it is suitable for reading without thinking. (Yeah, but the author's Y quotient is very high. It's a pity that the environment is not good, otherwise it would definitely be very delicious. Sorry)
When will the Succubus book be released? That's why I pay attention to it