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The notorious actress Qiao Zheng had weathered one storm after another in the entertainment industry, with countless scandals to her name: throwing her weight around, keeping a sugar daddy, and bullying newcomers.
Truth and lies blended together, turning Qiao Zheng into someone who seemed warm but was cold inside. Gossips dubbed her “the entertainment industry's number one vixen.”
Qiao Zheng had plenty of money. Qiao Zheng didn't need anyone to love her.
But nobody knew that when she was eighteen and still called Qiao Zhizheng, her greatest wish was simply to have a little house with a yard, where she could keep a cat and a puppy.
By a twist of fate, Qiao Zheng transmigrated ten years into the past and met the bright, innocent Qiao Zhizheng. Kind and passionate, Qiao Zhizheng was the polar opposite of the cold Qiao Zheng.
Qiao Zheng hated Qiao Zhizheng: her kindness, her passion, and her carefree innocence.
Qiao Zheng had planned to coldly watch her walk into a dark future, but at the critical moment, she pulled her back.
Only Qiao Zheng was allowed to bully Qiao Zhizheng.
When Qiao Zheng was “bullying” Qiao Zhizheng, the latter kissed her sweetly. “Qiao Zheng, I love you.”
Qiao Zheng's “bullying” hand trembled.
Qiao Zheng didn't need anyone to love her.
But what if that someone was herself?
That... might just be acceptable.
Qiao Zhizheng: You gave all your hate to me, so your love can only be mine, too.
One-on-one romance, both are each other's first and only.
The outwardly warm, inwardly cold Qiao Zheng, who only “bullies” Qiao Zhizheng, x Qiao Zhizheng, who thinks, “Why does Qiao Zheng only bully me and not anyone else? She must really love me.”
Note: The “bullying” isn't real bullying! No physical or emotional abuse! Just healing, redemption, and sweetness!
“Don't hate your past self. The decisions you look back on and think were foolish were the best choices you could make at the time.”
Here's a recommendation for my upcoming girls' love story, opening at the end of September: The Wuxia Female Lead's Mary Sue Lover.
As a textbook tragic-romance heroine, Ni Su has a gambling-addicted father, a timid mother, a biased grandmother, a good-for-nothing older brother, and a crush who misunderstands her and thinks she's a gold digger.
According to the original plot, Ni Su would use her kindness and goodness to win over those around her with an indomitable spirit. After three or four hundred chapters of one dramatic chase after another, hardship, and a minor illness developing into a serious one, everyone around her would finally see the light. In the last two chapters, one chapter would be devoted to them weeping bitterly, punishing themselves, and begging Ni Su to forgive them. Ni Su would forgive them and reach a happy ending in a broken-down body.
That was how it was supposed to go. But one day, just as Ni Su's tragic life was beginning, she met a peculiar person: Hua Mengli Shang Diezhilei Anjilina Zimo Lei Weiweier Bingxue Shangli Mengyuan Ailisi Antaliya Haishavi Liuli Bingjing Dieying Feiwu Xue Luoying Qiangwei Meigui Lei Shangxue Cai.
She had rainbow-colored hair that changed with her mood, beautiful eyes like seven-colored glass, and tears that turned into diamonds. Wherever she went, flower petals rained down. She was good at everything, had earned a doctorate from the world's best university at twelve, spoke ten languages fluently, and was a born athlete: the very definition of a Mary Sue heroine.
“Hello, Ms. Hua Mengli Shang Diezhilei Anjilina Zimo Lei Weiweier Bingxue Shangli Mengyuan Ailisi Antaliya Haishavi Liuli Bingjing Dieying Feiwu Xue Luoying Qiangwei Meigui Lei Shangxue Cai.”
The Mary Sue replied, “Wonderful! You're the first girl to see me and say my full name. I hereby declare that from now on, you are my friend, and I am Hua Mengli Shang Diezhilei Anjilina Zimo Lei Weiweier Bingxue Shangli Mengyuan Ailisi Antaliya Haishavi Liuli Bingjing Dieying Feiwu Xue Luoying Qiangwei Meigui Lei Shangxue Cai!”
The Mary Sue spoke so quickly that Ni Su became her friend before she even had a chance to refuse.
Feeling ill? The Mary Sue would summon the world's best team of doctors.
Feeling down? The Mary Sue would make a colorful rain of flower petals fall for you.
Your crush mocks you for being a gold digger? The Mary Sue would have people wall off your crush with gold bricks on the spot, building a golden house: “You? You're not even worth gold-digging for.”
As for Ni Su's tragic heroine life, the Mary Sue's aura had already crushed it into oblivion.
The day Ni Su confessed to the Mary Sue, she replied in surprise, “Weren't we already together?”
Ni Su: ??? Since when?
Want to know? Come read the story with me and find out~
The original tragic heroine defies fate x the Mary Sue heroine who thinks tragic romances are nonsense and she's the strongest in the world.
Here's a recommendation for my completed girls' love story. Visit my profile to save it and read it: The Person I Like Is Your Girlfriend.
Ge Mingwei's boyfriend had a friend group, and there was one girl in it: bright, beautiful, outgoing, and warm. She was great in every way, except that she was a shamelessly fake, attention-seeking flirt.
She wore matching outfits with Ge Mingwei, making Ge Mingwei look like a mere supporting character beside her.
When Ge Mingwei picked a love song, the flirt would join in with her ethereal, gorgeous voice, making Ge Mingwei sound tone-deaf.
In front of everyone, the flirt would pat her chest and say, “Just think of me as one of the guys.”
When the flirt ate a cream bun, she accidentally got cream on her nose. Looking like a pitiful little deer, she glanced toward Ge Mingwei, and Ge Mingwei's boyfriend rushed over first with a tissue to wipe it off.
Ge Mingwei found it all infuriating.
Until they went hiking together. Ge Mingwei twisted her ankle, and her boyfriend kept blaming her for not watching where she was going and complaining that she was heavy. Meanwhile, the flirt carried Ge Mingwei all the way down the mountain, step by step.
Her hair was dripping wet, but she never said she would put Ge Mingwei down.
Ge Mingwei broke up with her boyfriend, and his friends all called to berate her. Only the flirt stood up to every one of them on her own, then went back and forth helping Ge Mingwei find a place to live and move her things.
Little by little, Ge Mingwei realized the flirt wasn't so fake after all. Could it be... that she liked her?
It turned out the flirt wasn't fake. She just liked Ge Mingwei.
After the scumbag broke up with Ge Mingwei, he slowly remembered how good she was and knocked on her door in the middle of the night, begging to get back together.
On the other side of the door, the once fake, overly performative flirt, now Ge Mingwei's girlfriend, kissed her again and again. “Baby, look at him. He's so fake.”
Ge Mingwei was kissed until she could barely breathe, begging for mercy over and over.
The romance between the two heroines begins after Ge Mingwei breaks up with the scumbag.
The big sister who her girlfriend mistakes for a fake flirt, though she's really just trying to show off x the younger sister who thinks, “That fake flirt who always copies me actually likes me?”
One-on-one romance, both are each other's first and only.
A second-chance romance about Lou Heng: Pathological Attachment.
The first time Lou Heng wanted to be a “bad” girl, she met Xia Cangshu, a girl who only cared about money.
So one offered to keep the other, and the other agreed to be kept. They promised to pretend their feelings were real.
As they spent more time together, Lou Heng began to think Xia Cangshu might actually be falling for her. The signs included:
Every month, Xia Cangshu would spend half the money Lou Heng sent her on gifts for Lou Heng.
Lou Heng was a picky eater, so Xia Cangshu would cook for her herself and cater to her finicky tastes.
When Lou Heng was caught in an avalanche, Xia Cangshu braved the freezing cold, tirelessly following the search party until they found her.
Lou Heng thought, Since Xia Cangshu loves me so much, I might as well share a little of my love with her.
As Lou Heng waited in joyful anticipation for Xia Cangshu to confess, Xia Cangshu left the country without a word. When Lou Heng confronted her, all she got was a cold reply: “I don't love you. I was only with you for the money.”
Lou Heng realized that she was the only one who had fallen in love in their little game.
Lou Heng had always scoffed at the idea of true love, but in the end, the very thing she'd scoffed at hurt her deeply.
From then on, Lou Heng disdained romance and focused on her career.
Only the pillow she soaked with tears every night knew how much she missed Xia Cangshu.
Ten years after they parted, Xia Cangshu came back.
Lou Heng stole a glance at her, and her heart raced despite herself.
But Xia Cangshu no longer needed money.
Lou Heng couldn't stop herself from loving Xia Cangshu, and resented her for not loving her back.
Lou Heng offered Xia Cangshu her bleeding heart. “I used you before. Now you can use me.”
The eyes she had kissed a thousand times no longer held any tenderness, only coldness. But when those cold eyes heard Lou Heng's words, they seemed to waver.
“On the street where we met again, my heart recognized you before I did.”
One-on-one romance, both are each other's first and only loves. Neither dated anyone else while they were apart. They have only ever loved each other.
It's probably a story about two girls who slowly learn how to love.
Any supposed “ex” plotlines in the story are fake and misleading. This will be explained later.
Theme: No matter what hardships you face, never give up on yourself!!!
Happy ending. I have been following the series for so long and I feel a bit reluctant to let it go, but no matter how good the story is, it will have an end. I will never forget the sweet love between Nian Qiao, a cat, and Nian Qiao, a dog. I wish all of us can harvest precious and beautiful emotional treasures [Cat's Claw] Don't tell me, compared to the 24-year-old Sister Qiao in the extra story, the 28-year-old Sister Qiao in the main text is colder on the outside and hotter on the inside. I seriously doubt that the "unpalatable" food that Sister Qiao stuffed for Sister Qiao in the front of the text is just to make Sister Qiao develop a regular drinking habit early. Eat, don't eat randomly. Sister Qiao doesn't listen to the doctor and eats all kinds of food, but Sister Qiao was raised by Sister Qiao to passively follow the doctor's orders 🐶 (I am also forced to eat light meals these days 😭 😭 😭) Also, at the beginning of the text, Sister Qiao was wandering around the house with a suitcase full of gold bars. Did she have insomnia at that time? After traveling through time, I always thought of Sister Qiao. After taking Sister Qiao home, Sister Qiao slept well. Sister Qiao is Sister Qiao's sleeping aid. Regardless of the main text or the extras, Sister Qiao has to sleep with her wife close to each other in order to have a good rest. In fact, Sister Qiao is the clingiest one 🧋 [Sunglasses] [Spread Flowers] Overall, the author wrote this Narcissus very well. The characters of the two female protagonists were solid from beginning to end. There were two or three scenes within the play that I liked very much after reading it. For me personally, this article is one of the sweet articles that I will want to read again in the future [Like] Next, in my opinion, there are several improvement points that may affect the reading data (it is not a major shortcoming of the author and can be ignored): First, the story settings and descriptions of the play-within-a-play are good, but the number is a little too high. Regarding this point, what I think is that if you meet readers who love to jump into dramas, then this article will feel a bit like reading a quick travel article. Second, the variety show part, about the description of the bl group. If there are readers who want Amway to praise your Narcissus article in the future, this will most likely become a minefield. Third, it is recommended that the author divide the text into more paragraphs. I have read many comments that were dismissed by the layout from the beginning, and I feel this is quite important. There are several chapters at the end of this article with many long sentences and few paragraphs. If you read it on a mobile phone, it will affect your perception a bit. The above three points, in my opinion, are not shortcomings. What I want to say more is this sentence. The advantage of this article is that the character setting and point of view output, as well as the horse-dropping link, are very much to my liking without any discomfort. As a lover of narcissus novels, I really like the emotional line of this article. It is really well written [Like][Like][Like] Finally, I hope the author can write happily every day. We may meet again by chance. Best wishes [Cat Claw]
In fact, I found this article quite fatefully. I wanted to write a novel before, probably about two female protagonists named Narcissus, but I still didn't write it because of my studies. The general content is that the heroine has not felt love since she was a child, and her parents have experienced rough experiences. Her mother was cheated on her, and she was born in a family that values boys over girls. Therefore, this mother does not know how to love, and her father cheated on her during marriage, gambled and drank too much. The main person fantasizes about a perfect lover who loves him. To put it nicely, he longs to be loved, but this is a disease. If he fantasizes about this person and continues to be obsessed with him, the disease will become worse. And this fantasized lover is also self-aware. The result is that the girl in the fantasy wants to make this girl in real life better, so she has to sacrifice herself, and this girl in real life wants to be with this girl. The girls in the fantasy are together. The two people have different cognitive concepts and have not communicated. After all, they have never been loved, so the communication skills are also very poor. It is because of this mouth that the two people will never meet again. Either the heroine dies of illness, or the imaginary girl disappears. Anyway, they will never meet each other. Because this girl has not been loved since she was a child, she does not dare to express herself. In this relationship, the two people had never established a relationship at all. The words "I love you" were not uttered until death. My idea was that one night the girl in the fantasy said good night to another girl, see you tomorrow, and never see each other again the next day. Chasing the traces of the previous life, the girl slowly lost herself and doubted herself. Did the girl in the fantasy really exist? Maybe everything is my dream, I have never been loved, and I start to think that I am mentally ill. Actually, there is a way to solve it, that is, two people confess their love and slowly get better, maybe there will be a turn for the better (but I am also thinking about this, I haven't figured out how exactly). The result is that the girl in the fantasy wants this reality The girl in life becomes better, so she has to sacrifice herself, and this girl in real life wants to be with this girl in fantasy. The two people have different cognitive concepts and have not communicated. After all, they have never been loved, so their communication skills are also very poor. It is because of this mouth that the two people will never see each other again (probably like this)
It's good to watch. It would be better if there were more side stories.
I didn't plan to read it based on the collection, but it was about narcissus, so I came in to take a look. The writing and plot were all flawless, so I immediately ordered all of them 🐶. It's a pity that this book didn't make the list. Come on, be optimistic about the author.
I just love to see Sister Qiao being jealous, she looks so cute when she is jealous and hurt at the same time [Like]
I don't want to owe anyone anything, especially emotionally. I'd rather all the people I meet who make me unhappy are complete suckers, or that I can't think of anything good about them. But it backfired. One of the reasons why I particularly like reading Narcissus is that in the final analysis, it is just to find a reason to deceive myself. I don't dare to like and trust others anymore, and I also try to love my timid and clumsy past self. Even if I do something wrong or get hurt, it is only my fault. I will never have deeper interactions with others.
Oh~, you can't reply, right? You don't love me at all. Let's break up [changed][changed]
Hey, I seem to have found your Weibo 🤩
The smell of this pheromone sounds good, it must smell even better [Sunglasses]
It's so nice to be able to he in this way woo woo woo 😭 😭 😭