Only Cherry Still Remembers

Cold and ruthless attack x Sensible and dedicated recipient. Original name: Cherry Kiss Farewell (same name on the cover) By chance, I met Shen Caihui. Almost at a glance, I could tell that he and I were the same kind. It seems this is not the first time we have met. His name feels inexplicably familiar to me, but I can't recall any memories of him. The second time I saw him was at his mother's funeral. He seemed to have something to say to me, but I ran away. I instinctively didn't want to get close to him, as if I would fall into the abyss of endless pain if I got close to him. The third time I saw him was at the door of my house. He wanted to find a job in the city, so he asked to stay at my house, and I agreed. But he didn't focus on finding a job at all. Instead, he did some things at home that burdened me. He worked hard to show that he was sensible, hard-working and capable, all hinting to me that he liked me. But he's not my type. I don't hate being liked by such a pure and dedicated person, nor do I object to sleeping with or kissing him. However, I never fall in love with someone I am not interested in. This is the principle. Although I knew that I might have had some good memories with him a long time ago, so that he would always think of me well and have a filter for me, but I still told him all the mean reasons for rejecting him. ——I look down upon your profession. ——I don't like the way you talk either. ——I can't even accept that you are mentally retarded. ——Also, the fact that you are an illegitimate child... I find it quite disgusting. I think at this moment, I must be extremely bad. This is the most vicious thing I have ever said in my life. He stayed at my house until the deadline I left for him. During this period, he was still struggling, but the sound of retreating had clearly reached my ears. His courage must have been completely exhausted. #Pre-reading reminder# ○First person - main attack (side story - main subject, it is recommended to read the main text first) ○ Attack uncleanness, suffer mild mental retardation (know what sex is) ○ It will be released on the 10.1St for free reading. Come and take a look~ The pace of the beginning is slow (because Gong is a bad talker), so be sure to survive the first three chapters! *Excerpt from "Everyday You and the Light of the Universe" by Pablo Neruda Intention: Love stops like rain, love falls like tears.