After Failing to Reject a Brooding Yandere

Pretty, confident good girl x masochistic, love-crazed, insecure man

[A selection of blog posts hidden in some guy's dark corner]

6/23. So hot. Hot like the day I was abandoned.

I was reborn.

I felt my face. No scars. I look so much better than I did in my last life.

7/9. Rain.

I followed her to a bookstore. My baby is still a student. When she picked up her pen, her ponytail lightly brushed the back of my hand.

So ticklish.

She smells so good.

I want to lick her so badly.

It hurts, being this hard.

8/15. Sunny. The first anniversary of becoming friends with my girl.

I deliberately bumped into her today.

As expected, I got milk tea spilled all over me.

When my baby apologized, her eyes sparkled, and she even gave me a tissue to wipe my clothes.

I deliberately pulled my collar low so she could see my wounds.

My darling furrowed her brow, just as I knew she would.

She's still so softhearted.

How wonderful.

9/30. Cloudy.

In our third year of knowing each other, she agreed to be my girlfriend.

I wasn't as happy as I'd imagined.

I put a tracking chip in a necklace, so I can always know where she is.

I walked her back to her dorm that night. My girlfriend stood on tiptoe, touched my hair, and kissed my cheek.

Fuck.

I almost dropped to my knees right there and begged her to step on me.

11/7. Rain.

I hid a listening device in the bracelet I bought her. I heard her tell her friend, "My boyfriend seems really well-behaved."

Well-behaved?

She's still too softhearted.

Darling, I'm just really good at pretending, and I'm a pretty good actor, too.

12/11. It's snowing. So cold.

She found the listening device.

I deliberately deleted a message from her senior fellow disciple.

My baby slapped me for the first time.

It hurt, but it felt so good.

I held her and apologized. She didn't push me away.

How wonderful.

1/22. Heavy snow. The New Year is coming soon.

She found out again.

I was pretty banged up, but at least my little brother wasn't too badly hurt. My friends laughed at me when I went to the hot springs.

It doesn't matter, really. As long as I can stay by her side, even if I can't be her husband in name, even if I can't be her boyfriend... I'd still be willing.

Both leads are reborn.

The male lead after being reborn: This is great. I can use my handsome original face to seduce my wife.

◆A few things to know:

Dark, love-crazed romance; both leads are each other's first love.

The heroine strokes the male lead's face and pinches his cheeks. The insecure male lead loves it. He likes her messing with him, but the good girl heroine is shy and refuses to admit she's enjoying herself as she does it.

(New blurb written on 2025.9.21, revised for republication on 2026.3.12, further revisions pending)

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