Funeral Rites

I have also finished reading the article. There are twenty-five chapters in the article, which means that Tan Yeyun only lived to be twenty-five years old, but Zhang Chaowang recalled those twenty-five days at the end of his life, including the twenty-five days of Tan Yeyun, Uncle Wu, Lao Yang, and Dongdong. The process was very painful, but it made him remember it more clearly. After all these years, he still has not forgotten it. In every dream, that familiar face always comes to his mind. And Chao Wang finally came to the end. In a daze, he seemed to see Ye Yun coming to pick him up. The next second Ye Yun stretched out his hand to him, and then they held hands and walked toward home together. Zhang Chao Wang became a little younger with every step he took. Until the rickets on the back are gone and the lost collagen on the face has returned. They are in their best years. When they open the door, they see a lively scene. Happy New Year, someone said. 🎆🎆🎆

"I pray that the Emperor of Heaven will let these two lovers go, and that what we are afraid of will never happen." There are still twenty-five days before the Spring Festival and twenty-five days before Zhang Chaowang's death. No, no, there are still twenty-five days before Zhang Chaowang meets Tan Yeyun, and he will go home. He generously gave us twenty-five days of memories, what about you? Zhang Chaowang, how many twenty-five days and how many seventeen years have you been guarding the memory of seventeen years alone? I stubbornly believe that if you meet Lao Yang and Tan Yeyun, everything will not be worse. But, but. It was the first time for a young man to travel far away, and he left with great expectations. There were many tall buildings and busy traffic, but he only brought back bad news and Tan Yeyun's cold body. "Don't be afraid of living" It's just four words. How do you end the sentence to talk about Ye Yun? Or Tan Yeyun never said this at all. He was too cowardly and fragile, and wanted to weave a lie about Tan Yeyun to deceive himself into living. Is it really bad luck? Zhang Chaowang. If you don't play the drums, you may die in a garbage dump or by a stream. Maybe Lao Yang and Uncle Wu will see you off. If you don't play the drums, you won't have hope, and you won't finally enter a new world and be pushed back to loneliness. Is it really bad luck? Zhang Chaowang. No. Then why does everything around you leave you? Even Dongdong never came back, and even the chicken stopped crowing one day. Do you want to eat eggs? Tan Yeyun, yes, you haven't eaten the eggs laid by this chicken yet. Marriage certificates, wedding photos, and posthumous photos are all covered with thick dust. Who says your love is not witnessed by anyone? The shallow mouse teeth marks are traces. Rat, rat, you didn't eat the bowl of medicine with medicine when you were seven years old, but when you were twenty-five years old, you wanted to end your life. But Zhang Chaowang opened the door, just like he was holding your hand when he was eight years old. If Zhang Chaowang wants to, then live a little longer, even if he can never see him again. But in the end, he couldn't even hear Zhang Chaowang's voice anymore. What about you, Zhang Chaowang, did you hear what he said? He said "Don't be afraid of living." It's snowing, Tan Yeyun, you haven't seen snow together yet, what does your white hair look like? It doesn't matter, Tan Yeyun, he is lying on your grave in the wind and snow. This time it is you who will take him home.

Zhang Chaowang had died a long time ago, and he and Tan Yeyun died that morning. He and he were buried under the big tree looking at the green mountains and trees. He relied on those words from He Tan Ye Yun and the little things in the house to live to old age, but his heart was already empty... The memoirs of his late husband, so realistic, so delicate, and made me cry 😭 😭

Tan Yeyun died at the age of twenty-five, and Zhang Chaowang's soul died at the same age. After that, he no longer lived as a complete person.

It's okay, Zhang Chaowang

"I want to see you smiling." Even if it's dark and you can't see it, just touch it with your own hands.

Darling, you are such a treasured author. I finished reading this article in one day. I couldn't stop crying. I didn't like to read be at first, but your writing style made it impossible for me to abandon the article. I had no choice but to cry through it. Darling, you are so awesome.

Before opening this article, I hesitated for a long time, because I almost never read be's articles, but I really liked the subject matter, so I just finished reading this article. Every trivial daily life described by the author, every eye, every movement, every sentence, feels like it can be reflected in reality. Chapter 25 is like reviewing the life of Youye Yunzai with Chao Wang. The two souls are shaped as if they have grown flesh and blood. It is like listening to an old story from the last century. People with strong empathy are really sad to read it? But there is no doubt that this is a short story worth reading. Praise the author?

I was very tearful, basically crying from the beginning to the end... The writing is so delicate, and the background of this era is so difficult,

I'm relieved, it's another kind of happy ending 😭😭