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Content warning: The top is inexperienced; the bottom is not. The top has a serious mental illness and will die without the bottom.
In college, Xiao Cheng had a secret crush on an upperclassman.
Xie Lin was a gifted young man, the center of everyone's attention. That iceberg always stood in the middle of the crowd, yet kept everyone at arm's length.
To get closer to him, Xiao Cheng volunteered to become his intern. Their relationship gradually warmed, and Xie Lin showed him a little more patience than he did others. Xiao Cheng secretly rejoiced over it.
Then, on Xie Lin's birthday, Xiao Cheng spent three sleepless nights learning how to make a cake.
He carried the cake he'd made himself to Xie Lin's office and carefully knocked on the door.
Xie Lin glanced at it and replied coldly, "Thank you. I don't need it."
Not long afterward, his secretary thoughtfully threw the cake away.
Xiao Cheng stood frozen, his smile stiffening on his face.
Later, an accident happened.
Xie Lin pinned him beneath himself and gripped his chin, his gaze icy. "Why are you looking at me like that? Didn't you put something in my drink?"
Xiao Cheng stared at the disgust in his eyes, then suddenly laughed and said mockingly, "I did."
After that night, Xiao Cheng deleted everything related to Xie Lin.
He would never have to hurt himself chasing after him again.
Five years later.
When Xiao Cheng woke up, he couldn't remember anything. He only remembered one name: Shen Yu, his fiance.
He clutched the hem of Xie Lin's clothes and asked timidly, "Are you A-Yu?"
Xie Lin wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth. Meeting Xiao Cheng's bewildered gaze, his pupils contracted and his whole body began to tremble. He said,
"Yes. I'm Shen Yu."
After that, Xie Lin began clumsily playing the role of Xiao Cheng's fiance.
He moved into Xiao Cheng's home. He learned to cook the dishes Shen Yu often made, to speak the way Shen Yu did, and to look at Xiao Cheng the way Shen Yu did.
Xiao Cheng was clingy, but it wasn't Xie Lin he clung to.
"A-Yu, give me a hug."
Xie Lin put down his work and hugged him.
"A-Yu, kiss me."
He set down his pills and kissed him.
"A-Yu, tonight..."
Xie Lin took Xiao Cheng's hand in trembling fingers, his voice choked with emotion. "Could you love me a little, the way you did back then...?"
"I love you so much, too."
Xiao Cheng stared at him in confusion, not understanding what he meant.
This is my first novel as a beginner, so the writing is a little rough and there are quite a few flaws. Thank you, dear readers, for your patience. It will always be free to read. •o•ᐝ
Reader's guide:
1. The top is inexperienced; the bottom is not.
Theme: The protagonist doesn't want a bad ending.
I would like to give some small suggestions to the author, (no malice, but you can refuse to accept them). First of all, I have been reading the article for many years. According to the current popular trend, the sadistic attack part is very enjoyable, but the villain's disgusting operations are too many and too trivial. The feeling of interspersed among them is like a cake with coriander in it, and I bite it from time to time. Coriander, a little bit at a time, but a little bit is enough to make it uncomfortable (I don't mean to say that coriander is bad, you can replace it with onions, ginger and garlic that you don't eat, please bear with your personal taste), or we can focus on writing the villain's actions and then cover them up, and then pull them out next time when we need to promote the plot, or just bury a little foreshadowing in the article. This book is generally very good, but the details could be improved upon. After looking at the author's situation, it can only be regarded as a matter of experience. 1. The protagonists in the dialogue are sometimes easily confused, and the role switching is too fast and confusing. 2. The self often appears in psychological descriptions, but this "self" is just like the previous article. It takes several readings to figure out who the self refers to. 3. The villain is too disgusting and appears too many times, which may lead to the loss of some readers who just want to read sour and sour stories. 4. The plot advancement is a bit stiff Excellent aspects: 1. The characters are well drawn, at least they stand up and have distinct personalities. 2. The transitions are written very smoothly. I personally don't like to read interludes, but it's acceptable here. 3. The words and sentences are very fluent, and the writing style is relatively mature. The above are all personal opinions. I don't know if my expression is clear enough. If the author feels that something is wrong or the expression is unclear, you are welcome to communicate with me [Compare your heart]
I really like the sour taste of this mouthful, I must torture them hard, both of them must be tortured 😭
Someone watch it again! Me!
The writing style needs to be improved,,, and why is it so frustrating compared to the copywriting?
Wait, is Shen being raped???
The teacher is so good at writing villains, it made me really angry 😭
Thank you for reading this. When I started this book, I started writing it passionately. I didn't have any manuscripts to save. But I have been very busy these past few months, and the update time has been delayed. I'm really sorry. I'm currently saving the full text of the manuscript "Who brings up the relationship first, who is the dog". I hope it can give all readers a better reading experience [Spread Flowers]
😏😏😏 Still too young, the general manager of the Beijing Construction Administration, it's just a recording 😂
I don't understand a bit. I don't know if I missed it. So who gave Gong the medicine six years ago? Why did Gong say that to Shou? I'm so confused.
Some people saw it, some people saw it and it was so cool 😭 😭 😭