How to Drive a Gentle God Mad

(Third-person narration)

A headstrong little rose x a gentle god

I'm a vain, vicious, useless female supporting character.

Keeping up my persona is my biggest job.

The male lead is my childhood friend, and also a god who was imprisoned by the Church and torn to pieces. He's awakened his memories.

Realistically, he should be a dark, vengeful monster now, but he's so gentle that even meeting his gaze makes people feel ashamed of themselves.

I kept pushing my luck and making all sorts of unreasonable demands. He seemed willing to indulge me without limit.

That is, until I pinned him to the bed and tried to kiss him. He stopped me, still wearing that gentle, helpless expression. "This is not allowed."

Of course. The male lead has to be chaste, at least until the female lead gets his first time.

Because I was jealous of the female lead,

I always interpreted her in the worst possible light, suspected there was something between them, and would occasionally do incredibly unreasonable things because of it.

I never remember what I've promised. I just keep making the same mistakes over and over.

Then, when the truth comes out, I hysterically cry to the male lead about how much I love him, how jealous I am, how possessive I am...

The male lead is supposed to gradually lose faith in me during all this, even come to hate me.

But after I finish my entire storyline, the male lead beside me is still wondering what pretty hairstyle to give me tomorrow.

I tell him I hate him and that I'm leaving him forever.

But he just thinks I'm throwing a tantrum.

He arrogantly assumes I won't leave him, that I'm a dodder vine dependent on him to live.

I really want to tear off his gentle mask and watch him go mad.

But my mission is over. It's time for me to go.

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A few months later, the System forcibly summons me back.

I open my eyes like a corpse coming back to life, and the gentle god has his eyes closed, kissing me with near-pathological fervor...

But I've been dead for ages, haven't I???

#His first impression wasn't his affection rating, but his golden hair

#I'm super evil, and he loves me so much

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