My Amnesiac White Moonlight

[Next up: *My White Moonlight Who Framed Me Has Amnesia*. Please add it to your favorites! ovo] Thanks to every reader who supports the official release. I’m not responsible for any historical inaccuracies in pirated copies. A sick, gloomy mad dog who tries and fails to pass himself off as a refined gentleman VS a sweet, resilient girl who loves boldly and grows stronger Blurb Zhong Yi has lost her memory. When she wakes, her maid tells her that she is the legitimate daughter of the Minister’s household, with parents and family who dote on her, and that she grew up cherished and pampered. She meets the supreme ruler, who becomes the love of her life: a man as bright and gentle as the moon, as warm as jade, who promises that among three thousand beauties, he will choose only her. A single imperial edict, and she joyfully enters the palace as the emperor’s bride. The emperor becomes her husband. There are no rivalries in the harem, and life is peaceful and carefree, like something out of a fairyland. Everything is perfect, except that her husband demands her attention a little too often and is a little too suffocatingly possessive. Zhong Yi thinks she will go on being happy like this forever. Until one day, her lost memories come rushing back At last, she remembers that the emperor before her is the madman who once imprisoned her in her chambers just because she had exchanged a few words with another man. Unable to bear his terrifying love and need for control, she chose to flee and fell into the water, losing her memory. Now that her memories have returned, so has her fear. So she continues acting affectionate with him every day, while secretly plotting to escape again. But he sees through her at a glance. The emperor wears the same gentle smile as always as he locks their hands together to an ornate golden bedpost, then kisses away the tears spilling from the corners of her eyes. Their raven hair entwined, he caresses her cheek and murmurs in a husky, tender voice, “Look. This way, we’ll never be apart again.” * [The Male Lead’s POV] I have a beloved. She is quick-witted and clever, with a little knowledge of medicine. She is the finest woman under heaven. When we were young, she saved me from the brink of death. Smiling brightly, she charmed me with sweet words. I believed her, and willingly lost myself in her. I wanted to keep her by my side, but she was a bird that could not be caged. So I locked her in her room. To comfort her, I promised her the world’s treasures and countless favors, even laying the supreme phoenix throne before her, all just to win her smile. Yet she kept trying to leave me. I couldn’t bear to hurt her, so when she fled the first time, I slaughtered every maid by her side. When she fled the second time, I sent her the head of the person who had bewitched her. I thought that if I did everything in my power to keep her near me, one day she would understand my love. But she fought her way out of the palace, preferring death to looking at me again. I was at a loss. Kneeling before her, I asked why she no longer loved me. That day, the river wind howled, buffeting her until she nearly fell. Her eyes red, she wept and said, “Your Majesty has never understood affection. How could you know love?” Fortunately, Heaven took pity on me and gave me another chance. She lost her memory. So this time, I’ll try a different way. I’ll learn to be a gentle husband, patiently keeping close to her and soothing her. When she is deeply attached to me, when she has fallen completely in love, I’ll tell her Never dream of leaving me again. [Reader’s Guide]: 1. One-on-one romance, happy ending. The male lead hasn’t touched a female since he was three (as requested by the author). 2. Set in a completely fictional world. Pure romance; the plot serves the relationship, so please don’t nitpick the details. 3. [Important] [Important] The male lead is an absolutely unhinged, obsessive, deranged, perverted love-brain and only gets crazier as the story goes on. Everything in the blurb will happen, including sending people’s heads (literally). He’ll suffer, but his moral standards are low, and he will not be redeemed. Please don’t read if you can’t accept that. 4. A turbulent, tragic romance. [Coming soon in my author’s collection: *Tidal Daze*. Blurb below, have a look if you’re interested! ovo] School setting / older sister and younger brother / obsessive love / coercion Fang Hui has always been well-behaved. She is mild-mannered, quiet, and even-tempered, like a shadow no one notices. Her younger brother, Fang Yu, is sunny and outgoing, the pride of their parents and his teachers’ favorite, a gifted student guaranteed a place at a prestigious school. Naturally, she is expected to take care of him and give way to him. She is a good big sister. Fang Yu treats her as the closest person in the world, behaving like a loyal puppy around her: dependent and clingy, sometimes acting cute or throwing a tantrum. When did it start? Her underwear kept disappearing from her wardrobe; Someone would stand outside the bathroom while she showered, their faint, indistinct footsteps muffled by the sound of the water; Every day when she came home from school, things on her desk would have been shifted by a centimeter or two. Then one night, she opened her eyes to find Fang Yu kneeling beside her bed, whispering her name in a hoarse, excited voice. She sat up and turned on the light. He showed no sign of embarrassment at being caught. Breathing hard, he gave her a damp, gleaming smile. “...Ah... Big Sister finally caught me.” Fang Yu said he was under too much pressure and needed his big sister to comfort him. He didn’t ask whether she was willing. He pinned her against the door, with their parents just on the other side of the wall, and kissed her recklessly. Under the pretext of tutoring, he played with her until her eyes brimmed with tears. As a big sister who had been expected to tolerate everything her younger brother did since childhood, Fang Hui seemed to have no room to refuse. But was that really true? - To Fang Hui, Fang Yu was the person she hated most. She had lived in his shadow her whole life. Every gaze, every bit of favoritism, everything that should have belonged to her, went to him with ease. So every time her hand brushed his face, she wanted to follow through and snap his neck; Every soft word of praise she spoke concealed a dark curse; Every time she felt his forehead lean against her, her pounding heart screamed: Fang Yu, die. Die He loves her? Disgusting. Still, giving up everything for his big sister is only right, isn’t it? - Fang Yu knows he has been deceived all along. But he enjoys the resentment she can’t hide behind her tearful eyes when she’s beneath him, and the way her hand unconsciously rests against his throat when they kiss. He is more than willing. Theme: Love and freedom are everyone’s rights. When faced with love and fate, we need the courage to seek the truth and follow our hearts.