I first wanted to write this article because after reading "Retreat Notes", I thought more about some well-known words with negative connotations than conventional thinking. For the first time, I decided to choose the word "prostitute" because I watched an interview that left a deep impression on me. In fact, I didn't deliberately want to write about BE. I just wanted to occasionally try out such sensitive topics and lay a foundation for writing on this subject in the future. In addition, sometimes when I am bored, I will scroll through the novel tweets, and I can also see this kind of novels with a bit of fast food nature. I thought it is always good to have the courage to try, so I spent a few days in my free time to write this. There was also sadness in the middle of writing. Although my nose was sore, it didn't make me shed tears. But on the day I finished writing the manuscript, I came home at noon and was going to put on my clothes on the balcony. When I saw the sunshine in winter, I realized that Manyu would never be seen again. After finishing writing, the energy suddenly came to me, and I began to question myself why I wanted to write about a girl with such a tragic fate, and why I wanted to let her live and live in such pain.
But novels often come from reality, and Dr. Hao's story really happened to people around me, and it is true to the letter. Literary works can be modified and removed from the shelves, but life cannot.
In fact, the first title that came to mind was "Sister", but I don't know why this title violated the rules, so I used my sister's name as the title.
"Living is silence in the hustle and bustle, loneliness in the crowd, living is unreasonable suffering. What about death?" - Shi Tiesheng's "Retreat Notes"
I would like to dedicate this article to my sister, Dang.
I traced the cover myself, her back.
Reference books:
Background reference:
1. "Brothers"
2. "Retreat Notes"
3. "Alive"
4. "Three-body"
5. "Ten Deadly Sins"
Reference for details:
1. "Love in the Time of Cholera"
Reference film (interview):
Setting reference:
1. "The Thirteen Hairpins of Jinling"
2. "Exclusive Interview with Prostitute Exotic"
3. "Miss"
Reference for details:
1. "Merry Christmas, Mr. Lawrence"
Supplement:
When I watched "Exotic", I felt very uncomfortable but I insisted on finishing it. I'm not actually a person who wants to cry when I see other people crying, but I couldn't help but cry when I watched those episodes. I'm really happy for Exotic (Asriah) to see her change.
However, there are thousands of girls like her in the world who have never escaped from the sea of suffering.
Concept: Tragedy is always between good people and good people.
