An Abnormal Relationship [Mystery]

This is primarily a mystery novel. The story is entirely fictional, so please don't take it as real.

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Mu Feng was adopted. When he was eighteen, Zi Chen left to study abroad without a word, leaving behind countless regrets.

Before they parted, there was no love story between them. They were simply in love with each other in secret.

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The bottom lost his memory for a short time when he was adopted. He fell in love with the top at first sight, while the top had been plotting to win him over for a long time.

The bottom's account while he had amnesia:

I often reflect on myself, but I can't make myself stop loving him.

I can't love him in a way that's perfectly pure, or in a way that's perfectly filthy.

The only thing between us is that I cling to him, using dependence as an excuse.

I know he'll get married and have children. He'll be happy, but I still can't stop relying on him. It's as if I've been bewitched and can't bear to leave him.

I want to drag him into this mess with me, but I can't bring myself to.

The more I love him, the more I want him to be happy.

I can't bear to leave him, so I can only hide this filthy love, just so I can spend a little more time with him.

I'll gladly accept him being with someone else. I want him to be happy, but I can't control my desire to have his love, even if it's fake.

See how contradictory I am, and yet how reasonable it all seems.

This is human nature.

He'll never know what kind of love I feel for him, unless I tell him.

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One-on-one romance, both leads' first and only love, old lovers reunited

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Urban suspense and mystery, with interconnected cases.

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Currently updating "A Place to Land at the Edge of the Sky," a road-trip novel set in Tibet, with a Tibetan top. Come take a look if you're interested.

Theme: Truth above all, with your beloved by your side.