Zhou Lingyun never understood what it meant to be a substitute for someone who resembled the original.
She spent high school and college as someone's replacement. Officially, she was the employer's scholarship student, living in their home and following strict instructions to look as much as possible like a girl in a photo who had been dead for many years.
Keep her long, straight black hair. Wear white dresses. Never laugh too loudly. Don't walk around too wildly. Be a sweet, well-behaved young lady.
The girl was gone. As time passed, Zhou Lingyun naively came to believe that Jiang Min liked her, at least a little.
The woman seemed fierce, forbidding this and that every day, and had a very strange temperament. One moment she'd say sternly, “Stand up straight.” The next, she'd beckon to Zhou Lingyun with bleary eyes and say, “Come here.”
The illusion that she was loved came from the woman's sharply boned hand sinking into the fluffy bedding in the dark of night, and her warm, damp whispers in Zhou Lingyun's ear.
A pet name meant just for her: kitty.
But one day, the cat she'd been raising got sick and died. Jiang Min found another cat that looked just like it. Her experience told her it was fine.
Zhou Lingyun accepted it in a daze and cared for the new cat for a while, but she could never convince herself.
Her cat was one of a kind, irreplaceable. Just like the girl in the photo.
She couldn't become someone else, and she no longer felt like herself. Years of pent-up feelings finally erupted.
*
“End the contract?” Jiang Min had heard her say it before.
“Don't forget who gave you the life you have today. Without me, you're just a penniless country girl who couldn't even afford high school.”
“If you want to leave, I won't stop you. Go ahead and try. Let's see which of us gives in first.”
After delivering her ultimatum, Jiang Min let her go, convinced she'd come back after a few days to cool off.
*
A long time passed, and when Zhou Lingyun still hadn't returned, Jiang Min drove out to look for her. In front of a bubble tea shop, she saw Zhou Lingyun.
She had just taken off a cartoon mascot head and accepted a bottle of water from a girl her own age. She bent her knees slightly, letting the other girl wipe the sweat from her face.
Jiang Min had never seen her wear such a bright, carefree smile.
They had both begun healing themselves, but Zhou Lingyun was clearly doing a better job of it.
Jiang Min watched in silence, betraying no emotion as pain spread through her chest until she could barely breathe.
She wanted her kitty back.
#Substitute
#Ten-year age gap
Coming soon: Heard You've Been Looking Everywhere for Me
Blurb: Xu He hears that Quan Zhenzhen is looking everywhere for her.
She knows the woman has been sitting in her contacts list for days. She just hasn't responded.
Ten years ago, they had a relationship.
Back then, Xu He had just started college, while Quan Zhenzhen worked promoting a bar near campus. She wore a bulky bee mascot suit, her hips high and shapely, her exposed limbs pale and slender. She'd hook an arm around someone's neck, plant herself squarely on their lap, and sweetly call them “Sis,” then say, “Come have a couple of drinks with me.”
If all she'd done was say, “Xu He is an idiot with money and an easy mark,” Xu He really wouldn't have fallen out with her.
A bee doesn't stay in just one flower patch. Even with a lovingly tended private garden, it will still find every possible way to fly over the wall.
*
Ten years after their breakup, Xu He hears that Quan Zhenzhen is doing well. She has her own brand and sells clothes on livestream every night at eight.
Xu He hopes she does well, just not too well. Partly out of a desire for revenge, and partly because Quan Zhenzhen has honed her sales pitch over the past decade, Xu He still can't resist adding items to her shopping cart.
On a night of torrential rain, Xu He listens to her sob beside her ear and toys with her silky, cool hair. “You shouldn't be short of money now,” she says. She doesn't understand what Quan Zhenzhen wants from her.
Rolling over in bed, Quan Zhenzhen grins and wraps her arms around Xu He's neck. “I'm a masochist. I deserve to be scolded. Go ahead, be as harsh as you like.”
Revenge is a dish best served ten years later. Xu He humiliates her as much as she wants. A few times, she catches a fleeting sadness in Quan Zhenzhen's eyes, but assumes she imagined it.
Who could have guessed that before Xu He was done playing with her and ready to kick her to the curb, Quan Zhenzhen would reenact a scene from a TV drama and jump off a bridge? Her long skirt billows as her paper-thin body tumbles through the air, then vanishes into the rushing waters.
*
Before deciding to leave, Quan Zhenzhen looks back on her wild, unruly life. She's wronged a lot of people, but Xu He is the only one she wants to make amends to.
She carefully prepares a grand farewell. In the seconds as she falls, she thinks viciously that now Xu He will never forget her.
Theme: Treat others with sincerity. It benefits not only them, but you as well.
I like every one of Gu's books. Thank you for Gu appearing in Jinjiang. Thank you for meeting such a good writer like Gu. I can't get enough of each book. I feel that they are all real people. I also believe that there are such wonderful people like them in this world. I am really happy to read Gu's articles. Finally, I sincerely wish Gu Gu gets better and better and in good health. Believers will always follow Gu.
It's finally finished, and a new achievement has been achieved. In this book, at the beginning, I was very eager to chase my wife to the crematorium, but then I couldn't let it go. Gugu grasped the emotions just right, and it is another masterpiece! Remember to pay more attention to rest [come on] [come on] [come on]
[Crying] I really like the story of Jiang Jiang and the kitten! ! Waiting for updates at noon every day has become the most anticipated thing of the day. Thank you Gugu for bringing such a good story to our readers. I hope Gugu is in good health and everything goes well, and is happy every day [red heart]
The first half is quite interesting, but I feel that Jiang Min's character is a bit broken in the second half. The final part about why there is no official announcement is also lightly revealed. It's a bit regretful. I can only say that this kind of child bride literature is really difficult to write. There are some moral issues in the fact that the sponsor and his sponsor are together.
I have collected this book or read it over and over in advance a long time ago. The writing is very attractive to me. I read a few chapters when it was serialized, but I just didn't follow it all the way. It was only now, some time after it was finished, that I read the story in one go. It's so well written, Gugugu. Watching it made me smile with joy and burst into tears. The daily life is humorous and interesting, and the conflicts are enough to hurt people. Fortunately, the women in Gugu's works are entangled enough to love each other and cherish this fate. Because when I read this story, I also felt the emotion Gugu poured into it. It was labor-intensive but touching enough. Gugu should also take good care of himself, I like Gugu! I like mushrooms!
Breathtaking! So emotional! How can he still say s-words like this?
Gugu is so cute. I still can't resist the temptation to come see your kitten. I'll take it in advance. I'll take it. Isn't it okay?
I particularly like Gu Gu's writing style and hope to keep writing.
From the first Spring Letter to the present, I have loved every one of Gu's books and have been quietly following up on them. Fortunately, Gu can continue writing and write stories that you and we like [Spreading Flowers]
This is the first time I followed an article from the beginning to the end [covering my face and laughing and crying], but this book really touched my heart. Boss Jiang and the kitten are so cute.
I like every one of Gu's books. Thank you for Gu appearing in Jinjiang. Thank you for meeting such a good writer like Gu. I can't get enough of each book. I feel that they are all real people. I also believe that there are such wonderful people like them in this world. I am really happy to read Gu's articles. Finally, I sincerely wish Gu Gu gets better and better and in good health. Believers will always follow Gu.
It's finally finished, and a new achievement has been achieved. In this book, at the beginning, I was very eager to chase my wife to the crematorium, but then I couldn't let it go. Gugu grasped the emotions just right, and it is another masterpiece! Remember to pay more attention to rest [come on] [come on] [come on]
[Crying] I really like the story of Jiang Jiang and the kitten! ! Waiting for updates at noon every day has become the most anticipated thing of the day. Thank you Gugu for bringing such a good story to our readers. I hope Gugu is in good health and everything goes well, and is happy every day [red heart]
The first half is quite interesting, but I feel that Jiang Min's character is a bit broken in the second half. The final part about why there is no official announcement is also lightly revealed. It's a bit regretful. I can only say that this kind of child bride literature is really difficult to write. There are some moral issues in the fact that the sponsor and his sponsor are together.
I have collected this book or read it over and over in advance a long time ago. The writing is very attractive to me. I read a few chapters when it was serialized, but I just didn't follow it all the way. It was only now, some time after it was finished, that I read the story in one go. It's so well written, Gugugu. Watching it made me smile with joy and burst into tears. The daily life is humorous and interesting, and the conflicts are enough to hurt people. Fortunately, the women in Gugu's works are entangled enough to love each other and cherish this fate. Because when I read this story, I also felt the emotion Gugu poured into it. It was labor-intensive but touching enough. Gugu should also take good care of himself, I like Gugu! I like mushrooms!
Breathtaking! So emotional! How can he still say s-words like this?
Gugu is so cute. I still can't resist the temptation to come see your kitten. I'll take it in advance. I'll take it. Isn't it okay?
I particularly like Gu Gu's writing style and hope to keep writing.
From the first Spring Letter to the present, I have loved every one of Gu's books and have been quietly following up on them. Fortunately, Gu can continue writing and write stories that you and we like [Spreading Flowers]
This is the first time I followed an article from the beginning to the end [covering my face and laughing and crying], but this book really touched my heart. Boss Jiang and the kitten are so cute.