[Xuan-Liang/Related to A Dou] The Way Is Lost

Liu Chan's life should be waiting, waiting for his father, waiting for his mother, waiting for his father-in-law to go to war, waiting for his father-in-law to return...

There is no one of the best written works by Xuan Liang that I have ever read. Personally, I think this article surpasses the author's other articles. Liu Bei never appeared, but with the vague memories and the comparison of the details of the characters, the contradiction makes people feel sad when reading it. The writing is so good, and such subtle descriptions and psychological changes can be controlled so well. . . Madam, take my knees, tears

It seems that A Dou is only interested in reading articles about the Empress and the Prime Minister, Kou Lian's child

At first I thought Xiao Dou saw his father and Liang in that place = = Face the wall, face the wall

Originally, I would not believe Xuan Liang bl even if I beat him to death. . . But after reading so many of your stories, all kinds of detailed and reasonable psychological descriptions, and your speculations about the original text of the Romance of the Three Kingdoms, I am now uncontrollably infected by the Xuanliang complex. . . . . . .

It's so sad. I can't read Xuan Liang's works. I just feel that even if the two of them are in a platonic relationship, they have to put their career first.

After reading it, I want to think about when did the writing about cats become so sad but not sad. Helpless and quiet. I still like it so much. Adou here is not sensible, but after all, he has many thoughts like a child. He is not completely stupid, but is still sensitive and fragile. This is true. It is no wonder that he doubts the relationship between his father and his father-in-law. But after all, it is a spiritual height that he cannot reach. A great cause. Prime Minister Zhuge here is also magnanimous and does not shy away from anything. He says whatever he wants. He does not let Adou continue to guess and struggle with this issue. Although there are some things that Adou will never understand and will always be entangled with. But the Prime Minister is always considerate... Therefore, we do not write about the protagonist's military advisor directly, but about Adou Yanhao. This angle is wonderful. What is lost is not only those letters, but also Adou's warm childhood that will never come back, the short days of Adou Yanhao, the love between the late emperor and the prime minister, and their great cause of revival. There is no need to mourn, no need to sigh about farewell, just the moonlight at night, see the world for thousands of years, how many joys and sorrows, and the vicissitudes of life... Besides, I suddenly remembered Mr. Cao's words that I would rather let the world down than let the world let me down. In comparison, Kong Ming here is so quiet. He just follows the tide of fate and does what he should do. It is such a quiet person who will always be kept in our hearts. If we want to love him, we think he is too high, if we want to throw him away, he is a part of our spirit after all. Even Adou is like this. The person who could truly understand him and truly love him stayed in Baidi City forever. Adou and I looked at Kong Ming and his thin shoulders, and asked if you were tired and how were you? Prime Minister Zhuge smiled and looked back, still warm and indifferent, and said, everything is fine. It's so cold at high places. Who can bear to look back at such a prime minister...

After reading this text, I have quite mixed feelings. Save it. The Prime Minister is so cute! I read an article today and was so stimulated that I just said a few words. I found that the Liang fan group is the one who likes to write "for the sake of the great cause, you can't be gay" - given that I have seen countless Xuan Liang controllers but have not found a second backup controller besides myself, let me say this for the time being. I saw another article today, but I was stung, because although the subject matter is weird, I can accept the logic in this article. This Zhuge Liang frankly admitted his feelings and his past with Liu Bei. After they entered Sichuan (I hope I understood correctly), they wanted to stabilize their great cause and could not give others control, so they did not do anything that was against the etiquette of a monarch and his ministers. I am glad that someone realizes that it is not a premise that foundation cannot be established for the sake of a great cause, and it needs to be demonstrated. Then I started to panic, something was triggered. People's words are fearful; public and private are in conflict. The latter was true under the circumstances; the former is modern and inevitable in a place like the United States—think of those presidents. I can find many reasons to explain away this realistic consideration. For example, masculinity was extremely strong in the Han Dynasty, and the emperors who had male favorites had nothing to do to prevent them from becoming wise kings and wise rulers. For example, in the Three Kingdoms era, there were many people in the neighboring country Wei who did this, and they no longer turned a blind eye but closed both eyes. For example, to put it more simply, this is the setting because it is necessary to write a BL story. But seeing Zhuge Liang who so frankly admitted that he and Liu Bei were indeed admiring each other, who so decisively said that the great cause was the most important thing, without any entanglement or show-like restraint, and just directly discarded the possibility of having an affair - this is completely different from the kind of coquettishly tormenting each other to death and in the end, doing everything that should be done and hurting each other - I can think of many reasons to explain why there can't be an affair between them. Other wise kings can do it, other countries can do it, but they can't; Liu Bei can make demands, or get together with others like Fazheng, but Zhuge Liang, with his status and many considerations, there is always a reason why he can't. So I suddenly became afraid, my whole body was stabbed, and I suddenly felt distressed. Sure enough, I still didn't think in a bright way, and I suddenly felt deeply that "the Prime Minister cannot afford to be cute". I have been entangled with Xuan Liang and especially Zhuge Liang for a long time. The first time I climbed the wall, it was partly because of Aunt Cheng, and partly because of the ideological differences between me and other Liang fans. At that time, both of them were my first love, and I was more in love with Zhuge Liang - that was my first love after all~ But my way of thinking and that group of people are just not on the same path. I had a lot of quarrels with them at that time, and finally gave up on Xuanliang, and it was empty for a long time. In fact, it was very difficult at that time. I listened to Memory Wounds alone at night and thought about those two people, crying silently. And now that mood seems to be reviving. Later, after I became cute with Mi Zhong, I calmed down about everything. After crawling back, I felt that Xuan Liang was extremely beautiful. And now I suddenly feel panic-maybe it is because of love that we hurt each other. I have read too many articles about Xuanliang hurting each other and hurting each other with their emotions. Regardless of whether it's Mi Zhong, Cao Liu or any other CP of this type, seeing them hurt each other feels so natural, except for Xuan Liang. Even if it's your own game, you will still feel very confused if you think about them turning against each other or misunderstanding. They are obviously people who can, or must, go hand in hand like that. Apart from some conspiracy theory considerations (but no one actually writes articles from those perspectives), they can obviously be a pair with no suspicion or threat at all. It just happened to be this CP. I read countless articles where they hurt each other with their inner feelings. I'm not saying that this kind of thing can't be written, I'm just sad, why the more beautiful something is, the more people are willing to destroy it, but with CPs like Cao Liu, I see fans carefully creating some happy endings. (I don't accept other opinions, but I understand their feelings very well) This is also something I am reflecting on. I always easily hurt people who are close to me and have feelings for me, but on the contrary, I am indifferent but polite to strangers. If that's the case, I'm afraid no one will want to be friends with me. And this isn't just my problem, a lot of people seem to have this problem. This is also the same as Meng CP. Seeing that they care about each other and value each other, they use this feeling to hurt each other - it is precisely because they value each other that they shed tears because of his every move. What a cruel thing. So today, even though I'm talking nonsense to people about my fantasy of love and killing, in fact, I think I will never write that kind of article. This pair of CPs is so rare and not easy. At least I have to cherish them. That article said that you cannot teach others what to do. I understand this to mean that because of complex factional struggles, if you are partial, it will affect unity and destroy the great cause. This is Zhuge Liang's position. He cannot but consider the results, the impact, and the original reason why he and Liu Bei came together - for a common dream. In fact, to put it bluntly, it is a common interest. In fact, there is no difference. It's a bit like gay friends hooking up with each other because they are cute for the same thing. After you climb the wall, count on your fingers, how many people will be left by your side? When I think about it, everything becomes colder. Love is love, but because of this kind of love, I can't continue to love. So now I have begun to reflect on my view of love - this is the foundation laid by Xuan Liang, for a common goal. But in fact, rational choices may not necessarily last longer than feelings. In this ever-changing world, it may be even more impossible to guard a corner of the world and move towards a goal forever than guarding your heart and loving someone forever. But they must go on. Liu Bei could even ignore this kind of worry, because he was the king and the power belonged to him. According to the situation at the time, the great cause belonged to him. He can be willful. Zhuge Liang is a minister, so for his loyalty and responsibility, it can't be done. And he is Zhuge Liang, not someone else, so he is particularly bad. This may be the fundamental meaning of "the difference between monarch and minister". They didn't write it intentionally to cause trouble. Although many people did do it, I knew it existed a long time ago. They must worry about the fear of people's words, just like how wild I am, I can't help but be affected by these articles. This way of writing is just one of the settings and can be completely ignored, just like ignoring those conspiracy theories. However, when such an article really touches my heart, I can't help but not want to think about it. Zhuge Liang is such a character. I still haven't formed my own understanding of him, so I can't help but think that I can't afford such a person. Many people have said that if you really love a character, whether it is your destiny or not will not be affected by outsiders. In fact, my downgrading of Zhuge Liang to third place is indeed not due to the influence of outsiders - other Liang fans are at best a reference. In fact, my own way of thinking is not like Liang fans. But no one stipulates that bright fans must be like that, but most of them I see are like this. I think maybe it's like what I said, whoever is cute resembles whom, and whoever is cute will have certain characteristics, or characteristics that they aspire to. Zhuge Liang's public image is like a real communist - it's really interesting that for thousands of years, the image of a saint in people's minds has never changed. From Zhuge Liang to Premier Zhou, from Hai Rui to Kong Fansen. And I am not a person who worships saints. Of course, I don't think saints themselves are necessarily hypocritical, although many of them are. But there must be people like that in the world, why not? It's just that I can't do it and I don't envy it. I can think of the Zhuge Liang in my own mind, and then focus on cuteness, but until I think of it, I can't escape the image of Zhuge Liang in the minds of other Liang fans. Just like what people say is scary. And there is always a reason for the image a person is made up of. When I read Romance of the Three Kingdoms, he gave me this impression: calm, steady, conscientious, cautious and selfless. I can't find any other entry point at the moment. So I still have to face so many reasonable and unreasonable selfless things, and I still have to feel sad that the two of them hurt each other in this way, and they are side by side but can't join hands. I think it's impossible for me not to be cute about this CP, but as long as I step out of my own world and come into contact with other people's ideas, I will inevitably encounter various problems. Hell is other people is really the best portrayal of now. Perhaps it can be said that this is because I don't love Zhuge Liang enough. Maybe it's because I'm not a perfect person, so I can't fully love him for this perfect image. In this way, after all, I can't love this person because of other people's expectations. This can be regarded as a kind of fear of human words, a kind of meaning that the external environment cannot be ignored. I think maybe so.

"The Death of the Tao" Madam, your title is just me, right? [Split]

Why is Chapter 11 locked?