I Met My Online Romance in Person and Found Out He's a Guy. I'm Devastated

In the game:

Quiet, reserved, devoted fan of the elf lady, strong, dark-skinned human knight ♂ x

Sweet, healing, fair-skinned beauty, naturally flirtatious elf mage ♀

In reality:

Frontier Star, emotionally expressive, straightforward, falls for a gaming partner, complicated sexual orientation, still devoted to the elf lady, elf enthusiast, mechanic ♀ x

Central Star, hollow inside, emotionally detached, raised in a monastery, naturally dark-hearted, genderless, twisted divine child ♂ (?)

Their genders in the game and in real life are reversed. The interstellar game has a couples mode with intimate contact. The divine child has no concept of human male and female, so human primary and secondary sex characteristics are randomly combined.

So this is a weird little sweet treat written to suit my very eclectic tastes. I write what I like; let's all live in peace??

Theme: This love is a little strange