Love Out in the Open

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Does Meng Zhaoran's character attract you? Meng Zhaoran is the sentimental, romantic and compassionate No. 4 In the Enneagram personality type. He feels different, has rich imagination, creativity, and is full of empathy. He is prone to moodiness, self-pity, and depression. He feels that he is not understood by others and feels lonely. Meng Zhaoran's character is full of contradictions, resolute yet fragile, sensitive yet withdrawn, kind yet righteous, mischievous yet creative. The author describes Meng Zhaoran's character in Chapter 83: "Their only daughter's personality is very much like that of Meng Jiaqi. Like her who has never experienced poverty or the misfortune of her native family, she is sometimes strong, sometimes fragile and sensitive, with the same stubbornness, perseverance, and indomitable spirit. She has the courage to not look back until she hits the wall." This is a short summary of Meng Zhaoran's character. Although this contradictory character has flaws, it is very attractive. 1. Perseverance and courage Meng Zhaoran is a girl with a strong character and does not give in easily. She worked as a trainee in South Korea between the ages of 15 and 18. The life of a trainee was difficult. She had to learn singing, dancing, and bodybuilding. Her parents didn't want her to miss out on her studies, so she had to fly back to Hong Kong every week to take extra classes. The environment of the trainee dormitory is poor, the walls are moldy and there are cockroaches. In order to maintain a slim figure, I have to diet and have problems with my menstruation. She was originally a daughter of a wealthy family, but in order to pursue her dream, she gritted her teeth and overcame these obstacles. In the fifth year after her debut, the company asked her to wear revealing singing outfits to shoot an album, and also asked her to sing high notes and lip-sync. Soon after, she quit the group and returned to Hong Kong. The day after she returned home, she was unable to speak and suffered from dissociative conversion disorder, a mental illness. After recovering, she insisted on coming back. Before her comeback, she learned singing, composing, continued to practice dance with Zhou Zhen and other teachers, and participated in variety shows. She persisted even though she was not feeling well. Li Qingyuan repeatedly made trouble for her, causing netizens to violently attack her. She fell into emotional lows many times, but she continued to fight and failed, and never backed down. In the process of regaining the copyright of her album, Meng Zhaoran had to review the whole incident when giving evidence. The incident had the chance to cause secondary trauma to her, but she did not give up and insisted on getting the copyright back for herself. Because she was verbally stimulated by Li Qingyuan in prison, her dissociative conversion disorder relapsed. With the company and support of Zhou Zhen, she gradually recovered. She sent Park Seok-hun who hurt her friend Lin Fei'er to prison to seek justice for Lin Fei'er. Finally, Meng Zhaoran stepped on the stage again, held a concert, and won a music award. 2. Sensitive and fragile Meng Zhaoran, like her mother Meng Jiaqi, is a highly sensitive person who is susceptible to what others feel and also cares about what others think of her, especially Zhou Zhen's, fans' and viewers'. She is prone to internal friction and PUA. When something happened to her, she was always worried that her family would worry about her, so she swallowed all the hardships in her stomach and did not talk to anyone. When she was 23 years old, she suffered from dissociative conversion disorder because she was squeezed by her company and couldn't find an outlet for her emotions. She suffered from aphasia, lacked channels for emotional circulation, and was depressed. She couldn't connect to her inner feelings. There was a gap between herself and others, and she was unwilling to communicate with others. After her comeback, she was still susceptible to external influences. Every time she was bullied online, she would shed tears in her heart and was unwilling to ask for help. She lacked the strength to stabilize herself internally and her core was not strong enough. She often felt that she had not done well enough and was easily hit by rumors. The mysterious death of her friend Lin Fei'er has always made her unable to let go. It is her nightmare. Every time Lin Fei'er's death is brought out, she will fall into an emotional depression. Meng Zhaoran went to visit Li Qingyuan in prison and was stimulated by the "truth" she told her. She believed that she had indirectly caused Lin Fei'er to commit suicide. She was overly shocked and unable to digest and accept the so-called truth. She blamed herself and felt guilty, which led to the recurrence of dissociative conversion disorder and the return of aphasia and somatization symptoms. Meng Zhaoran is also a sentimental person. Sometimes he feels sad for no reason, has indescribable worries about the future, and thinks that he is not worthy of living a happy life. Once, she watched Zhou Zhen bathe two capybaras, imagining the beautiful life she and Zhou Zhen would have together with their children. Facing the sunset, her heart suddenly felt inexplicably sad. She thought of the inescapable sense of fate in "Twilight of the Gods", but forgot that in the story, the last surviving god and two humans rebuilt a new world. 3. Shrinking from feelings (emotional line between Meng Zhaoran and Zhou Zhen) Meng Zhaoran's withdrawal from relationships is not only due to his own experience, but also due to genetic factors. Because he is afraid of being hurt, it is not easy to make friends, but once he meets a friend of the same frequency, such as Fang Wei, he will treat each other sincerely. Meng Zhaoran was 6 years old when he met Zhou Zhen in Beicheng. They had a short but happy childhood. Later, Meng Zhaoran and his mother returned to Hong Kong City for business. Eight years later, when Meng Zhaoran was 14 years old, she went to study at Yaowei International Middle School in Beicheng. Zhou Zhen fell in love with Meng Zhaoran during this period (just like, not puppy love). When she was 15 years old, she went to South Korea to be a trainee, and Zhou Zhen also followed in her footsteps. After they finished training at the company, they would eat and watch movies together. Zhou Zhen even played the guitar for her. On the eve of Meng Zhaoran's debut, they were accused of being too close and suspected of being in love. The top management spared Zhou Zhen and punished Meng Zhaoran. Not only did Meng Zhaoran have to copy the love prohibition order many times, she almost couldn't debut. From then on, she had feelings for Zhou Zhen and deliberately distanced herself from him. When Meng Zhaoran was 24 years old, Zhou Zhen followed his father-in-law's policy and tried his best to get the certificate with her, but he never got into her heart. Meng Zhaoran agreed to the marriage because her father Shen Zongting used it as a condition for her to return to the entertainment industry. She only wanted to divorce Zhou Zhen at the right time. Meng Zhaoran kept a distance from Zhou Zhen, not only because Zhou Zhen almost made her lose her career, but she also didn't want love to affect her career, and she thought Zhou Zhen liked Li Qingyuan. Furthermore, she inherited her father's avoidant attachment personality. This psychological disorder caused her to avoid expressing emotions and long for close relationships, but she was afraid of being rejected/hurt. She kept a certain distance from people in interpersonal relationships, avoided investing too much emotion, and found it difficult to extricate herself. She would rather be strong than rely on others. Even though she had close contact with Zhou Zhen after marriage, she was unwilling to talk to Zhou Zhen when she was hurt by online violence on her birthday. Zhou Zhen walked towards her step by step, and she gradually fell in love with her, but what completely opened her heart were the several incidents in which Zhou Zhen loved her with his life. The first one was when Zhou Zhen retrieved the camera used by Li Qingyuan to secretly film Meng Zhaoran for Meng Zhaoran, and then rode his motorcycle and collided with the motorcycle thief's motorcycle as if to save his life. The second incident was that Meng Zhaoran's dissociative conversion disorder relapsed. Zhou Zhen quit the entertainment industry and accompanied her to Hong Kong and took a cruise vacation until she fully recovered. During the vacation, Meng Zhaoran was so excited that she almost hit an oncoming car. Zhou Zhen saved her at the last moment, but he was almost injured. The third incident was that during her concert rehearsal, Wia tripped and Zhou Zhen caught her, but he fell into a coma due to the force of the impact. After Zhou Zhen fell into a coma, Meng Zhaoran found a lot of evidence that he loved her, and also learned from his friends that he had liked her for twelve years. 4. Kind, innocent and empathetic Meng Zhaoran has been an innocent, kind-hearted child with a sense of justice since he was a child. When she was a child, she used red wine to water Zhou Zhen's father's money tree. Her original intention was to make the tree grow better, but she used the wrong method and watered the tree to death. She couldn't bear to let Zhou Zhen take the blame, so she volunteered to admit her mistake to Uncle Zhou. In middle school, Meng Zhaoran launched a campaign to protect campus birds at Yaowei International High School. Because many birds hit the glass and died, she went around the campus looking for students to sign her petition, asking the school to put anti-bird collision stickers on high-rise windows. She was maverick and did what she thought was right, regardless of the looks of others. When she was looking for an agent before her comeback, she discovered two scammers defrauding a girl who wanted to be a star. She knew that once a girl was cheated, she might not only be swindled out of money and raped, but could also be trafficked. She exposed the two scammers righteously and guided the girl to study hard. Li Qingyuan has always regarded Meng Zhaoran as a competitor, and wanted to speculate with Zhou Zhen for CP. She did a lot of bad things to Meng Zhaoran in private. However, when Li Qingyuan quit the "Let's Play" variety show and gave Meng Zhaoran a handheld knitted bag, Meng Zhaoran doubted whether he had been hostile to her before and wrongly blamed her. Later, Li Qingyuan invited her to participate in charity education activities to support girls. Although she had a busy schedule, she agreed in order to give these children the opportunity to study and pursue their dreams and change their lives. In order to help Lin Feier get justice, she was willing to write a letter of understanding to help Li Qingyuan reduce his sentence as a condition for her to testify against Zashi Xun. Although it was an exchange of conditions, it was very magnanimous to help a person who had hurt herself all over. 5. Strong creativity, naughty and naughty Meng Zhaoran is full of creativity and imagination. Not only can she sing and dance, she can also compose music and lyrics. The globally popular "White Night" is a song she composed with the blessing of the goddess of muse. Her MVs and concerts have also incorporated a large number of elements that she conceived, such as her first album Return of the Queen, Morpho hecuba butterflies like queen butterflies, horses, peonies, hyacinths, Tiara gem crowns, double handstand waist dances, etc., Are all the highlights of her ingenuity. Meng Zhaoran is also a childlike, naughty and cute girl. During the recording of the variety show "Let's Play", she had to go to a place in the suburbs. She didn't eat breakfast, walked on foot, and fainted when she arrived. Zhou Zhen asked her not to touch his head when he was carrying her, but she acted like a disobedient child and had to touch him several times. When Meng Zhaoran and Zhou Zhen were close, they often got into role-playing when they were playful. For example, they played the role of a queen knight with Zhou Zhen on a cruise ship, and they also played the roles of a rich woman and a male publicist in Zhou Zhen's office. In addition, Meng Zhaoran likes small animals. In addition to the original flamingos in her residence, she also asked Zhou Zhen to raise a capybara. After recording the variety show, she adopted an abandoned little black cat to raise, and later a little rabbit. She likes to tease these little animals, especially the little black cat Carrot, and she often makes it very happy. After she gave birth to her children, she was very patient with them and loved playing with them. You may think that Meng Zhaoran's character is not perfect, but it is this imperfection that makes her character fuller and more flesh-and-blood. On the way to pursuing dreams and enjoying love, although she stumbles, her growth is obvious. She has become more understanding. A lover is willing to open her heart and talk to Zhou Zhen when she has worries. After experiencing the baptism of the storm, she is like a butterfly emerging from its cocoon, like a phoenix reborn from nirvana, becoming stronger and more optimistic. Because she almost lost Zhou Zhen, she learned to cherish the people in front of her. Zhou Zhen is calm, mature and stable. He walks with her, loves and cares for her, warms and heals her like the sun, and is her best companion in this life.

It's okay, Douding, although it's a bit blatant for you to put away the numb Abeibei like this. The most important thing is that you are not embarrassed, only your parents are embarrassed 😂. Zhaozhao, don't let Zhou Zhen choose in the future, how unreliable it is. Zhou Zhen used Shao Shao's little sock as a protective cover for the gear lever, which is very cute 😍! Their family photo Dou Ding Shao Shao reproduces the clothes that Zhen Zhen Zhao Zhao wore when he was a child, allowing them to realize the regret of their brief meeting as children, as if they were reliving each other's childhood. It's time to say goodbye to your family. Please remember to come back during the limited time bonus to express my longing for you. I wish Zhao Zhaozhen and his family happiness, warmth and contentment! Nannan, see you in "Total Control".

Archived on 2025.12.24

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh I have been saving for a long time and finally read it all in one go!!! Nan Nan is great! See you in the next one~

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