[Slowly revising]
Nan Xi X Yu Wan [Selfcest]
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After spending several years as a left-behind child, Yu Wan became gloomy and insecure. She thought she'd remain depressed forever, but Nan Xi's arrival cracked open the door to her heart and let in the sunlight.
Yu Wan was captivated by Nan Xi's beauty the first time she saw her. Looking at someone who seemed like her, yet wasn't quite her, she fell into deep thought.
Can people fall in love with themselves?
Can people be in a relationship with themselves?
These questions had always troubled Yu Wan. It wasn't until Nan Xi had been part of her life for over ten years, appearing without warning, that Yu Wan found the answer to the questions she'd asked herself back then.
She had simply fallen in love with herself.
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But when Yu Wan was locked in a hospital room and forced to take all kinds of medication, she finally understood that loving yourself could be painful.
Everyone thought Yu Wan was crazy, and Yu Wan thought so too. She had gone mad with love for Nan Xi, lost all reason.
Even as she lay on the cold operating table, Yu Wan was still confused.
How could anyone not love themselves?
She only loved herself. What had she done wrong?
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After losing Nan Xi, Yu Wan raised a sharp object and stabbed at herself. From the corner of her eye, she glimpsed the face in the mirror, a face identical to Nan Xi's.
Yu Wan put down the sharp object and silently looked at herself in the mirror.
"I want to kill myself, but I can't kill your body. I can't bear to, so I can't die."
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[Please note]
1. The protagonist has delusional schizophrenia and is one body with two souls. Nan Xi has no body of her own; she is a hallucination.
2. There's a brief BL element. The male supporting character and the protagonist have a friendship, but he has very little page time. The two female leads are both virgins, each other's first love, and have no exes. Neither will have any romantic entanglements with men. If that bothers you, block me and let's go our separate ways. (Shrugs.)
3. Not a bad ending.
Theme: Loving yourself is a lifelong goal
Song Xue is fine (tears) Ah ah ah ah why is mom so annoying?
The schizophrenic Narcissus is the most beautiful!!!!!!!! Only I can see you! You belong to me alone! 🥺 🥺 So cool!!!!!!!!!!
A relatively rare theme in the Narcissus novel, it is a type of one body with different hearts, which is very beautiful. But it always felt like the two of them were still a little bit uneasy about what happened when Nan Xi left. And why is it from the perspective of the subject? Is Yu Wan the subject? I'm really looking forward to a he. It's always easy to end up with only one person left in Narcissus. That's not good.
Wow wow wow it's so beautiful!!! Lily is a niche, and narcissus is also a niche. Lily and narcissus are really a niche among niches. I am so lucky to read this article! 🌈🌈🌈
The author really details that the flower language of gardenia is: strong and brave, silent protection, eternal love, abiding by the agreement. Nanxu is always described as having the fragrance of gardenia when she appears. The flower language is particularly suitable. Nanxu is really strong and brave, and has been silently guarding Yu Wan and abiding by their agreement. I also believe that their love will be eternal. The flowering period of gardenia is from March to July. This is also the time when Nanxu and Xuwan met for the first time (not sure if this is the author's detail but I acquiesce). I think Nanxu can be compared to a flower fairy, who came to protect Yuwan.
Seeing the benefits of teachers and family members, I was stunned. It was so real that I couldn't help but burst into tears. Ah, yes, yes, this is the best choice in the world. It's good for men, good for parents-in-law, and good for children. It's perfect, but also for yourself? Not important!
When will it be updated?
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So narcissus is really beautiful()
Yu Wan: I want to show off Nan Xi (chew, chew, chew) (chew, chew, chew) in my mouth (chew, chew, chew) (bushi) There will be a future. You will go to see the sea and settle in a small town in the south of the Yangtze River. You still have a long future.