[This story is only published in a censored version here. The complete version is on Huahua. Thanks for your support.]
Under the pressure of absolute death and unknown forces, you can either join them and become bad enough, turning into a bystander, an accomplice, a bully... even a murderer; or calmly accept your own death, becoming a martyr who cannot foresee the future but has escaped their chains.
How should you choose? What should you choose?
My batshit-crazy partner dumped me in a place called the concentration camp. His whereabouts were unknown, leaving me to claw my way through life alone. Sadly, human ability has its limits. With my bad-luck buff, he still got NTRed (Yu/Ke: Thanks for nature's generous gift.)
But that's okay. By the usual conventions, I should stop being human (crossed out).
By the usual conventions, after many twists and turns and enduring humiliation (not really), I escaped those two guys who don't do pure love, only sex. Then I went to a new map and found the designated recovery point: the cafeteria.
The rest of the story is about how I recruit a white-haired underling, meet a mysterious merchant, then punch the cow-to person and kick the snake-skinned freak, embarking on an adventure full of sparks and lightning.
At the very end, I rescue my imprisoned partner and get a happy ending where everyone makes dumplings together.
Forbid us from being good, forbid us from getting smarter!
Such a prohibition has no power over us.
But if death uses the bonds we leave behind to restrain us,
can our inner freedom gain anything from it?
Once we eat this wonderful fruit,
we are doomed to die!
"Then why doesn't the snake die?"
He ate it and is still alive.
He can understand, he can speak,
he can reason and discern,
though before, he had no reason.
Was death invented for us alone?
"Was death invented for me alone?"
[I've seen it! I've seen it! Everyone is gathered around me, celebrating the arrival of a beautiful utopia!!!]
(The more normal introduction follows.)
They say a person's character determines their life. Bai Fenghua feels that his life has been far too eventful. He spent the first half of it in a daze, and the second half trapped in a fog. After learning part of the truth, when faced with the choice that will decide his future, life, and fate, will he resolve to face reality, or become a lamb led to slaughter?
Content warnings: The protagonist gong won't appear until the ending, and spends most of the story alive only in memories.
Not pure romance. It's more of a solo exploration and trial-clearing story centered on the shou. Multiple partners.
The protagonist is very selfish (important). In this place where everyone is mentally ill, he thinks it's only natural to abandon certain things in order to survive.
Some character profiles:
[???] Bai Fenghua (shou)
[Original Wrath] Xu Minruo (protagonist gong, scapegoat)
[Current Wrath] Bai Ren (white-haired loyal puppy?)
[Warden] Kate (has a nasty sense of humor, likes machinery, and pins the blame on people)
[Warden] Lin Quan (poor thing, childhood friend; personally drove his affection to zero)
[Greed] An Yu (the guy below's older brother, into multiple partners)
[Gluttony] An Ning (his brother: You have to admit you're a bit chuunibyou)
[Warden] Carlos (psycho/sadistic)
[Sloth] "Seven" (alias; you're the only one whose real name never appeared)
[Envy] Trandi (a little boy, actually the oldest)
[Warden] Claude (very imposing, but quickly relegated to the background)
[Arrogance] Pasanias (hard to remember his name, so he appears late and dies early)
[Warden] Toronto (the story's one and only designated 0.5)
Note: This story has A and B endings. Only the B ending will be updated here.
Theme: I would rather burn myself than live without seeing the light
