Summer Special

After reading the second BE story, I actually found it specifically to vent my emotions. As a result, I became more and more uncomfortable. The whole story is as dreamy as a summer day. Two girls get to know each other, talk to each other, and whisper love words on the bed. They fantasize about a beautiful future, intermittently, in order to seek spiritual sustenance from the future. I felt that the tone of the article was gloomy, like a gray sky, ready for a heavy rain. I couldn't breathe several times while reading it, because it always showed the sadness and cruelty of reality. After a heavy rain, the sky was still gray. I thought that at the end of summer, they I could still wait for the second summer, but it didn't happen. There was not much foreshadowing, and I didn't even describe the process. It just ended abruptly in one sentence. It was very sudden, but it felt reasonable and reasonable. There was a big blank, and I would think about how lqr should accept the reality of the death of his lover. Damn it, I feel even worse after watching it 😭 We met in the summer, I hope the memory will last forever in this summer. In the future, how will lqr spend the summers year after year? 😭

I read very few BE articles, because I think most people's lives are unsatisfactory, so reading a novel shouldn't make you feel unsatisfied. But I think this book is really good. After reading it, I always feel a sense of sourness and a sense of detachment. Let's talk about the two protagonists. Lqr has a very rebellious spirit. He doesn't seem to be afraid of anything. He and I are a bit similar. I also have a bit of a rebellious spirit, but as you grow older, you have to "obey" some people and things around you. As for Zly, kindness is his background, but at the same time he is also very cowardly and has a sense of vulnerability, which makes people feel pity for him. To be honest, I like this type very much and want to be saved by others, but it is often difficult for this kind of people to open their hearts. Even if their psychological problems are more serious, they will choose the same way of self-destruction as Zly. Therefore, it is often impossible to save. I think they complement each other, lqr I think he needs to learn to be gentle about things, not to be weak. As for zly, I think he needs to learn the fearless courage of lqr. But it's a pity that they don't, because character is not something that can be developed in a short time. ZlyHis suicide was unexpected, but inevitable. Because the damage caused to him by his original family was too serious, I don't think anyone can heal him. I have seen the author mentioned lqr's follow-up in the comment area. I think he will grow after experiencing the loss of the most important person. I think this will cause a big change in his character. And I think for him, the most important things in his future life will only be the memories he and Zly have together. This summer is like a dream, but you know it really existed. Lqr Do you toss and turn at night, unable to sleep, cry bitterly for countless midnights, and then miss that summer with Zly?

When I read it, I vaguely thought it was a be (even from the introduction of the article), but the further I read, the more I wished it was a he. Everything seems to be "destined", and I will bear in mind it hard.

This is my first time trying to write a review(>_

To be honest, clicking on the novel without reading the introduction is like opening a blind box. From the beginning of reading this book, I felt like I wanted to be. Then I couldn't help but read the copy, and it turned out to be a be. I rarely watch BE (basically never). From the beginning, lqr's narration gave me a very suffocating feeling. It was really suffocating. The misfortune of the original family seems to have destined this to be a sad story. She was abandoned by her mother, her stepmother cut off her chance to go to college, and she was beaten by her father. To be honest, when I saw lqr's father wearing that watch, I felt that he was really inhumane. He failed to fulfill his responsibilities as a father at all. Lqr's family ruined her future (I personally feel that family factors play a big part). She went out to work and was beaten. I was beaten in order to protect zly. In fact, I I really like lqr's character. She dared to resist, although she didn't get good results. The author said that lqr made this article contain a lot of violent elements (dog head), but I think this is a normal reaction of a nineteen-year-old boy, and lqr is really like summer, a girl like fire. If she was not born in such a family, she should be a very cheerful and popular person. Let's talk about zly, my first impression of her is that of Bai Yueguang. I can't refuse her at all. She is kind, beautiful and cute. It's right for lqr to send all the good words to her, but her only shortcoming is cowardice. It may not be appropriate to say this, but having said that To put it bluntly, I just think this is cowardice. Compared to lqr's resistance, zly is used to being submissive. Maybe the only time she was brave in her life was to take lqr home. She gave all her courage to lqr (this is how I understand it). Zly, tsk, it's a bit sad, but I still like her quite a bit, maybe it's a bit subjective. I really can't help but like such a kind-hearted girl. Her life without lqr might be a huge tragedy. She is not understood, not considered, and is full of being dominated. Fortunately, she met lqr. Maybe she is a real person only during the time she is with lqr. Zly and lqr are really two completely different people. The biggest thing they have in common is the misfortune of their original families. Lqr will never be able to forget zly in this life (for sure!). Zly has been thinking about others all her life (dog head), and it feels like she rarely thinks about herself. What a good little girl, she was ruined in the hands of these people. The most ironic thing about the whole article is that these parents, I should not say selfish, still haven't woken up in the end (the world is indeed a giant maggot (fog)), which is quite sad, isn't it? The police are also unsympathetic, and the most humane supporting characters may be the aunts. Sure enough, life is full of different things, and there are all kinds of birds in the forest. Finally, let me talk about my resonance after reading it. My mother is also a resigned person. Her high school admission notice was hidden by her parents. They hoped that she would go to work early, so she went to a technical school. Later, she took a self-study undergraduate degree and got a 985 diploma. It seems that the bonds of family and blood can smooth everything. I asked her how she felt now that she knew the truth. She said, after such a long time, she has no feelings. I don't believe it. But now everything has settled. My mother is a bit obedient, but fortunately her parents are not that bad. Then my unborn nephew had an arranged life. My cousin had intellectual problems. My aunt hoped that she would get married and have a child soon. She would raise the child and instill in the child the idea of supporting his parents from an early age. When I heard that, I thought it was incredible. The arranged life is really scary and suffocating for me. Although my aunt's starting point is for her own children, which is much better than zly's mother, but I find it difficult to judge this kind of arrangement for her grandson (daughter). I hope she will not become the second zly. Finally, I want to ask for zly: How is lqr's life afterwards? Thanks to the author, it's a really good article.

Zhou Lingye, you are the most powerful person in the world TT

I came after him from Chun Bu Lao. Yu Chuan's loneliness is beyond my control. In the summer, every time I see their miserable situation, I cry out in my heart: Come out and save them. But, no. It feels like falling before dawn. The heart is blocked. I also know that sometimes the reality is far more cruel and tragic than the text. I just regret that what I see is limited and how much I can help. Finally, I would like to thank the author. The writing is very good, the concept is very good, the characters are very good, and the story is very good.

So unfortunate, I really cry for you. Some people simply don't deserve to be parents. Fortunately you met each other, loved each other and saved each other.

Although I knew it was BE, I thought it was nothing at first, but later I realized how wonderful it would be if we were really together forever, and this ending was even more impressive. But in fact, it is also a relief for Zhou Ling to die? , Getting rid of her parents and other things that disgusted her. , Except Lu Chunran. The two of them may be considered to have stayed in that summer, Zhou Ling also stayed in that summer, and Lu Qianran was trapped in that time. This article gives me the feeling that the gray color has a bit of hope (very abstract thing), the darker cold color has warm colors hidden in the corners (almost, just some tone (?) And so on. I prefer to use color to express things (x). In short, the atmosphere is like this, Lu Chunran is red like fire, and Zhou Ling is also water-like. Blue, gives rise to some hope in a bleak world, and the water will be white and gray again. (I'm sorry for saying such abstract things. I'm trying my best to describe the feeling.) In short, it's very good, very smooth, and very comfortable to read. (Sorry for the low vocabulary.)

I heard it was be and come and have a look