[Prince of Tennis] Sunflowers

Many years ago, I burst into tears when I read this article. After all these years, I read it out and read it again, and I still burst into tears. In fact, in real life, I have never met a prince charming like Yukimura, who is far away from me but makes my heart beat so much. But every time I read it, I feel the same sympathy for the heroine. When I read it again after so many years, I still think about what I would do if I were the King of Nets in time travel. In the past, I seemed to work hard to follow his footsteps like a little orchid. I looked up to Seiichi Yukimura, the son of God. I would learn tennis, and I would think about my sister who traveled through time and became xxxx. Now, when I think about it, I think I may just try to live a good life and make myself more dazzling. I will not learn tennis, but I may study painting, join the literature club, watch him play, but openly admit that I can't play. Now the tennis king has changed, but I have also grown up.

In fact, after reading this article, it caused me to think about the future and the current situation again. If Xiaolanhua can become such an outstanding person for Jingshi, can I? Can I put in all my efforts for a character that I know does not exist? I don't know, but at the same time I know that I will never meet such a person in reality. Such a powerful person, even if there is one, is out of reach of me. In fact, I admire Little Orchid very much. She can achieve a better version of herself, but I can only dream about the future every day without cherishing the present. I have too many dreams, and there are too many things I want to do, but they all seem to be pushed to the distant future. I don't know whether I can live to meet my expectations in the future, so I am very confused. I want to live my best life, but I can't resist the temptations from all directions. In fact, my own motivation and the motivation from others are too small, so I can't achieve a better version of myself (sorry for saying it wrong) In fact, I have always been a person who is very insensitive to emotions. I won't shed tears when reading sadistic articles. I feel a little uncomfortable but have no reaction. But what this article made me feel, just like what you want to express, Sister Yanhua, is the growth of Little Orchid, the growth of a girl. Maybe her ending is not to stay and fly together, but she has become a better Little Orchid. Isn't this a kind of he And I can't let go like Little Orchid. In fact, I'm only 14 years old. I still hope to go to the world of the Prince of Tennis to burn my own dazzling youth, or the emotions I want to feel even if they are out of reach. I still hold this immature thought and feel that I will never fall in love with anyone other than Seiichi Yukimura because he is too good. I will never meet anyone better than him. He attracts me. But in a few years, how will I feel? I don't know, maybe in a few years, I will be able to let go, but life is like this, who can say for sure? I'm really grateful to Sister Yanhua for writing such a good article! ! Even if I come back to see it many years later, I will definitely be touched!

In 2020, I came back to watch it again. Time flies really fast. When I first read this article, I was still a junior high school student, I had someone I liked, I was still a child, and I felt like I still had a lot of time. As a result, I am now in college in a blink of an eye, and everyone around me is urging me to grow up, but I don't want to, or even reject it, because I still miss the past, my junior high school and high school, and the myself who was filled with sweetness just by mentioning the name of the person I like. But I know it will be difficult for me to encounter that kind of emotion again, pure and passionate. Even if the difference between college and high school is only one year, it is still different. The emotions of people around you inevitably have some purpose or helplessly, and there are more practical factors to pay attention to. Sometimes I envy the people in the novel, they can be forever young and pure and passionate in it. After all these years, this novel is still in my favorites, and I still can't help but cry every time I read it. When I see Lan's performance, I still think of myself in the past, but I don't have her courage, and my love has never been expressed. Even if I can still find that person to tell it to, I still want to tell him back then. Time really flies by so fast that I am afraid to think about the future. I want to keep everything I have now forever. I want to keep my family and friends forever.

I have read this article many times, and every time I read it it makes me sad and moved. All I can say is that the author is really great. I don't have the same courage as the heroine. If it were me, my first reaction would be to hide when I found out that the person I was dating was the Lord. This is how many relationships are, you can't get what you ask for. It's not because you are excellent or not, it's just that you simply don't have that kind of heart. That boy in my memory, the boy who makes me feel heartbroken and sad every time I think of him. In fact, if the author had changed the ending to "Happy Flowers and a Full Moon", it might not be so memorable to me, because it would feel a bit contradictory to the previous plot. The heroine in the article is very ordinary and even a little timid in front of her, but she chooses to be brave for love and excellent for that person. It is easy to feel sorry for this heroine. She is too much like the people around us or ourselves, but we have some secret feelings that we never have the courage to express like her, so we can only let it ferment in our hearts, and sometimes even make us breathless. I can only say that I hope the two people in the article will be happy in the end, because seeing them happy is like seeing us all happy in the end.

I felt a little regretful and regretful when I saw the end, but I felt it was right. When Orchid likes Yukimura, Yukimura doesn't. When Yukimura felt that a woman who had liked him for so many years and who impressed him deeply was a good marriage partner, Xiaolanhua decisively refused. Just like Xiaolanhua said, Yukimura deserves the best and she deserves better. For Little Orchid, Yukimura is no longer her best, nor is she her better. Such a touch of regret makes people feel more sympathetic and impressive! (But author, here's the little extra story we agreed on! I still hope for a more satisfying ending!! I beg you~~~)

I have been thinking about what kind of feeling the so-called secret love is. "I love you, but it has nothing to do with you." I forget where I first saw this sentence. It sounds decisive and a little bit regretful of not getting what you want, but it can't help but make people wonder, "Is this kind of feeling really love?" Is it him that you like, or is it the reflection he projects in your heart. Is it the prince you love, or the one who likes the prince? Even if you ask such a question, even if you look back many years later and carefully chew on every detail of what happened, every frown and smile, every move of your hand, I'm afraid it's still a mess with no clue. Emotions are originally things that cannot be analyzed by rational calculation, logical reasoning and dialectical thinking to produce a unique and definite answer. It cannot be quantified or controlled, so those vague doubts and hesitations must have been an integral part of this foggy emotion. However, I personally always feel that such a seemingly free and easy statement is too cruel and unfair. For those who have a crush, they are burdened with the indescribable pressure of "secret love" for which they don't know who it is, because "the person they fall in love with is clearly not me." Longing is the emotion farthest from understanding. The moment Ran Asakawa fell in love with Yukimura Seiichi, she was probably destined to lose the opportunity to get close to him. She could no longer touch that person's true heart, always wandering around outside a layer of seemingly transparent glass walls without being able to get in. When she didn't dare to look at him because her heartbeat was too fast, when she couldn't be Asakawa Ran because she was too concerned about her image in front of him, maybe the opportunities to get to know each other slipped away inadvertently due to this mood. She looked at his paintings, she sang his favorite songs, with a slightly timid mood in her excitement, she tried her best to find out his clues from many small and tedious details, but she forgot to look at him openly, talking and laughing with him, talking about things other than beloved literary works, such as himself and herself. This is the correct way for two people to understand each other and get closer to each other. Because I cared so much, I forgot the simplest way to hit a straight ball. Asakawa girl, how much have you missed along the way? Asakawa Girl, maybe you had a chance to get a different ending? However, the reason why I can say such seemingly transparent words is because I am simply an indifferent bystander. At those ages when people were anxiously tossing and turning for a ranking, everyone was once blinded by pure love, and the world became blurred from then on, making it difficult to see the difference between oneself and others. There may be regrets, but there is no need to regret, because youth is used to squander and try all possibilities. Fortunately, we did not gain anything along the way. For the person you care about, some people may keep doing all kinds of things to attract the other person's attention, or some people may silently watch and lament, and write countless sad words... But the best way to deal with it is to turn this feeling into your own motivation. Fortunately, Asakawa Girl chose the last method. She worked tirelessly to get close to such a dazzling person, even sacrificing the most important friendship of her girlhood with her classmates. Although in the process of working hard, she seemed to only care about her own mood, but forgot the most important "communication" between people. Although this small and fatal error may have extinguished the hope she may have had, in the end, although she did not gain what she originally expected, she unexpectedly gained a better self. Had he ever liked her? The answer is probably no, because I am not a fireworks girl, so I cannot give a 100% answer. But I'm glad that Sister Yanhua didn't let him get together with her in the end. If he reluctantly stayed with her for the reason of "maybe I want to try dating", it would be an unforgivable damage to the young Asai who once insisted on liking him, and to the young Yukimura who once insisted on his inner thoughts. Although, this idea may be the real choice for adults who have been immersed in the adult world for a long time and gradually become incompetent in love. But in such an article that reminds people of the past, no matter what, I want to see that he and she are still the same as before, adhering to the purest feelings in their hearts and never surrendering or surrendering to reality. At the end, all the emotions and memories that had been buried deep in my heart with the passage of time came flooding back, and then I was moved and finally burst into tears. Thank you, Seiichi Yukimura, thank you, Ran Asakawa, thank you, Miss Fireworks. P. S. This is my first time to write a long review. I originally thought it would be a very difficult task, but I just sat in front of the computer and typed it out. It was smoother than code writing. Probably because I was impressed. "There has never been a story in this world that touched us. What touches us is ourselves, the past we remember." BY is just soy sauce (enough of appropriating other people's famous quotes)

When we were young we had a crush, and when we were young we admired each other. In youth and boyhood, how the grass grows and the orioles fly. At this age, when this flower-like jade can spend as much money as he wants, get into trouble and do all the stupid things in the world, others will only say that he is young and ignorant. I have always felt that those were the best years. Loving someone can be so pure that it is clearer and clearer than any crystal, and then you can move forward without hesitation, break your head and burst into tears just because you like someone. Zhang Ailing said, I became very low, all the way down to the dust, but my heart was happy, and a flower bloomed there. Asakawa Ran likes Yukimura Seiichi, but Yukimura Seiichi doesn't like Asakawa Ran. Ran Asakawa has a crush on Seiichi Yukimura. She thought he never knew about it. She thought it was the best secret in her heart. The girl's thoughts are simple and complicated. She secretly likes someone, wants to work hard to get closer to him, and even likes someone. She is so desperate that she almost forgets what she looks like. Maybe this is what it feels like to be down in the dust. She likes him so much that flowers bloom in the dust. Work hard for him, change for him, become a great person for him, become a more perfect girl for him, transform and grow into a good girl worthy of him. However, for Yukimura, she is just one of those girls who likes him, and he has no obligation to respond to other people's feelings. This is probably the most pitiful and tragic thing about secret love. From the beginning, Asakawa humbly fell in love with a boy who stood at the top of Tatekai University. There were countless girls who fell in love with him as tragically as she did. Yukimura Seiichi is so outstanding that ordinary girls feel inferior and like him, but they always feel that there is a long distance between them and him, so they can only keep working hard and working hard. Finally, like a budding flower, it raised its head and broke through the blue sky to bloom alone. At this time, she had transformed into the most beautiful flower. She could stand next to the young man and look at him. At that time, she discovered that the world could be so open, and that it was so easy to like someone and have a crush on someone. She can do better and deserves more. Many years later, Yukimura met the girl again and she became even better. Only then did he realize that he regretted it. Because there is no one else who can love him as stubbornly and hard as she does. Maybe he will meet a better and more perfect woman when he grows up, but no one will be as humble, pure, and courageous as he was when he was a student, regardless of status, family background, or age gap, to like someone without any reservation. I think Yukimura must understand that kind of feeling, and he will never have it again, nor will he encounter it again. That's why he looked at that painting with so much melancholy. That painting made him stand out among the members of the Rikkai University Tennis Club, more dazzling and more energetic than anyone else. It was filled with all the bright, pure and beautiful feelings of the girl at that age in her life. Maybe Yukimura will feel that he has missed a lot of things, but a person with this personality will not regret the past. At most, he will only feel regret when he thinks about it. However, it is full of melancholy and regret, but it is also the most important part of life. He will be relieved because he is Seiichi Yukimura. Maybe when Asakawa grows up and thinks about Yukimura's youthful past, he will definitely feel that it is the most cherished relationship in my life. When I think back on it when I am gray-haired, I once loved someone so desperately and risklessly. Then she fell out of love, and finally grew into a good woman who made men cry, and met someone better worthy of her life. However, for every girl I have a crush on, I always feel that loving you is the best thing I have ever done. Meeting you among tens of millions of people and loving you once was the most beautiful thing in youth. I am here to give you a long review~~~~You must love others well~~I am so cute for you to see!

Really well written. I was very moved when I saw the drunken confession in the hot spring, and when Yukimura appeared later, my eyes were even redder. Moreover, the psychological description of the characters is very realistic and empathetic. And I admire Asakawa and Nauche for their persistence and courage. To be honest, I don't like studying, but Asakawa has sacrificed a lot for the people he loves. I can't help but have this feeling. Learning is the easiest. Since you can't make the other person fall in love with you, it's good to try to reach his level. Besides, the fox here is so cute. The author is so awesome. Loyal enough. Real. Asakawa's allergy, fox collects toilet paper from the whole class For this alone, I feel ashamed The friendship between girls may not be as good as that between Kitsune and Asakawa. I always feel that Yukimura is so heartless But, I like This is the true Son of God Speaking of the ending. Haha, totally agree with the author We all deserve the best

I have liked Yukimura for six years, and I have imagined countless times how great it would be to travel to Net King and meet him. Now that I have grown up, I suddenly realize that even if I travel through time, what can I do as an ordinary person? They are completely different from people in two different worlds. I really envy Little Orchid for having the courage to express her feelings and finally letting go. In the six years since I fell in love with Yukimura, I have slowly grown up, but as I grow up, I understand more and more that the direct gap between me and him is more than just a screen. I really, really envy Little Orchid for being so outstanding.

Today when I was reading other articles, I suddenly thought of this one. When I read it again, I felt that my mood was different from when I read it in junior high school. At that time, I felt that it had to be him. Now that I think about it, it is more important to suit myself.