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Introverted girl x gentle teacher
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Also known as: "The Cold White Moonlight She Regrets Too Much"
Reunion after a long separation | Sweet and sour pull
Qi Yu never thought he would meet Jiang Ya again.
After she graduated from high school and was rejected when she confessed, she clearly understood that the other person was a straight woman, and after she crossed the line, she never thought about it again.
Adults are all decent, even if it happens by chance, Qi Yu is determined to just be friends.
But she didn't expect that Jiang Ya would change after the reunion.
He would speak to her in a softer tone, would be jealous even if she hugged the cat, and would even knock on her door late at night when he was drunk and wearing a suspender skirt that he had never dared to wear.
Qi Yu learned not to be moved anymore
She has begun to put away her gaze and is even preparing to start a new online relationship.
Until Jiang Ya discovered her chat interface, she was completely red-eyed, chased her all the way to her door, pressed her against the wall and kissed her until she suffocated.
While breathing, Qi Yu heard the always decent man ask her in a trembling voice:
"What on earth do you need me to do... Before you can like me again..."
——Qi Yu later realized that her tears on graduation night were not rejection.
It is the first crack in the silent disintegration of the glacier after the snow melts.
The heroine is a self-defined straight woman and has never liked any man.
The protagonist is not a perfect character. He has flesh and blood and obvious shortcomings.
If you don't like it, please stop the loss immediately! ! !
Double cleansing routine he
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Purpose: Work hard to live and become a better version of yourself
Reader comments
If you don't make a sound, it will be a blockbuster. Mine is my deep love for you.
No wonder Xiao Jiang, you have a wife, it turns out you fought for it all by yourself [Like]
I finally understood why this ending was vaguely uncomfortable. It gave me the feeling of being forced to make dumplings. Of course, I am happy to see lovers finally get married. After all, too many movies with same-sex themes are be, so novels can be regarded as a kind of happiness hedge.
But I personally feel that too many works end with the "perfect" ending of getting support and approval from family members after coming out. I am looking forward to seeing a different ending, so that more sisters who have not come out can change their subconscious expectations. The best result of coming out does not necessarily require understanding and support. Staying away and staying safe is also a good outcome.
I always believe that how we love and how we face death in reality are largely taught by various stories in these novels and movies, as well as our subconscious expectations for one thing.
Just like many people think that the best outcome for a couple in love is to get married. If two people are not married, no matter how many reasons are given to convince themselves, the subconscious mind will think that there is something wrong.
It's so rare to see a novel in JJ that doesn't have all kinds of bloody settings. This kind of sourness and plainness is the life of our East Asian lesbians! The family conflict is very realistic and the inner drama of the song is very delicate. When I watched it, I unconsciously hallucinated reality, haha. The difference is that in real life, my ex-girlfriend turned around and got married and had three children when encountering this kind of thing. So Xiao Jiang is really brave and Xiao Qi is very loving. It is really a very good book! I really want to add it to the physical collection! [Pitiful]
Ahem, my writing skills are not very good, but this article is very realistic (can be described with this word, right?) Especially Jiang Ya's family, I can relate to it a bit, so I would like to share my story and my understanding of the characters here.
Jiang Ya's family is very feudal and old-fashioned. Her parents want her to be what they want. In terms of marriage, it is equivalent to what we hear most: find a good man to marry, and her control is also quite amazing. My family also has to report when going out. I can understand the worries of my parents, but Jiang Ya is an adult and has to report when she disappears for several hours. Her mental endurance is really strong.
Last month I changed my avatar, and my mother suddenly discovered that I had changed my gender on WeChat. She started asking me if I had any psychological problems, felt that I was a man, or had the wrong sexual orientation. She also said that having the wrong sexual orientation was a disease. I couldn't help but refute, I thought we could be together as long as there was love, and being gay was not a disease. Then we started arguing, and she said she didn't accept that I was gay, but Others don't care, I said I didn't say I was gay, I just respect and bless others. She asked me, do I bless others or myself? I have never been in love, and I don't have anyone I like. She should believe it. Finally, when it comes to study, life, and finance, she started to say that I don't care about study and I am disobedient. I asked her what does it mean to care, and do I act like I have to live or die? She said, if you want to die, tell me first. I will die before you. Then she couldn't defend me and fell silent. She also asked me who my favorite person was and what my relatives liked. I couldn't answer. Sometimes I thought she was nice, and sometimes I found her annoying, so she got angry. There were many other things that I won't talk about. After all, it was a book review. In short, it was really amazing that Jiang Ya could live with a healthy mind until she met Qi Yu again and made up her mind to be with her.
Now for the book review
When Jiang Ya was a teenager, faced with Qi Yu's sudden confession, she couldn't understand same-sex feelings, so she panicked and chose to avoid it with rejection and indifference. When I was young, I had limited cognition and could not distinguish between affection and love. Due to family reasons and other reasons, she is accustomed to maintaining a cold shell of alienation and respectability. She is not good at facing strong emotions directly and will subconsciously push away people and things that impact her original life order. When she wakes up, she understands that Qi Yu has closed her heart. She is not good at warm and straightforward expressions of goodwill, and pursues cautiously, but she constantly breaks the long-standing sense of distance.
Qi Yu's emotional background was fixed in the failed confession at her high school graduation. When she was young and enthusiastic, she rushed to the relationship, but after being rejected by Jiang Ya, she took the initiative to conclude that the other party was a straight woman and she had crossed the line. No entanglement, exit gracefully, and forcibly freeze this secret love.
We reunited after many years and mentioned adults many times. She has become more mature and no longer loves bravely and passionately. Therefore, the rationality of adults always reminds her to maintain the boundaries of friends and prevent her from being tempted or hurt again. She was calm and indifferent on the surface, but the remaining love in her heart never completely disappeared. She could calmly interact with Jiang Ya normally, but she couldn't withstand the wavering caused by the other party's continued approach.
Looking at the commentary, Qi Yu was also said to be at fault when he tortured Jiang Ya, but no one is perfect. Is it more true that both sides are at fault?
I have never been in love, and I don't understand the bitterness of secret love. I wish everyone can have a significant other who loves them.
Watching it in one day is perfect🥰!
I have the nutrient solution in hand, can I add more? !
[Orange Candy] Got it
Finish scattering flowers [fireworks] and launch mines! Take you to watch a fireworks display!
Lay a mine and blow up the author!
Xiao Jiang, you are on your way!
The author has great brainstorming skills, come and grab a bottle of nutrient solution and continue your brainstorming~
Sir, for the nutritional solution you ordered, our store accepts payment via updates.
I will spend my whole life supporting you, and may the nutrient solution guide your way forward!
One bottle for you, one bottle for me, the author comes to dominate the screen~
[Spread flowers] [Spread flowers] [Spread flowers] Good night
I have the nutrient solution in hand, can I add more? !
Good night
The Nutrient Solution (1/1) achievement has been achieved, and there is a certain chance of dropping an update. Please keep up the good work, knights.
This chapter is so beautifully written, with that youthful and budding feeling!
So pretty [star eyes]
Actually, I still want to see your kitten [poor]
Good at writing.
[Star eyes][star eyes][star eyes]
No motivation to code? Get a bottle of nutrient solution! No inspiration for writing? Get a bottle of nutrient solution! Nutrient solution - my deepest love for the author~
Let's talk about heroes over wine, and the overlord will come from my generation. A landmine represents my true love that will last forever!
A thousand words can't express my feelings, I can only try my best to water you with nutrient solution. You can feel my endless affection!
The mines are coming! Author, please accept it! I'm back with a bang [Spreading Flowers]
Why changed the name?
The author has great brainstorming skills, come and grab a bottle of nutrient solution and continue your brainstorming~
If you don't make a sound, it will be a blockbuster. Mine is my deep love for you. No wonder Xiao Jiang, you have a wife, it turns out you fought for it all by yourself [Like]
I finally understood why this ending was vaguely uncomfortable. It gave me the feeling of being forced to make dumplings. Of course, I am happy to see lovers finally get married. After all, too many movies with same-sex themes are be, so novels can be regarded as a kind of happiness hedge. But I personally feel that too many works end with the "perfect" ending of getting support and approval from family members after coming out. I am looking forward to seeing a different ending, so that more sisters who have not come out can change their subconscious expectations. The best result of coming out does not necessarily require understanding and support. Staying away and staying safe is also a good outcome. I always believe that how we love and how we face death in reality are largely taught by various stories in these novels and movies, as well as our subconscious expectations for one thing. Just like many people think that the best outcome for a couple in love is to get married. If two people are not married, no matter how many reasons are given to convince themselves, the subconscious mind will think that there is something wrong.
It's so rare to see a novel in JJ that doesn't have all kinds of bloody settings. This kind of sourness and plainness is the life of our East Asian lesbians! The family conflict is very realistic and the inner drama of the song is very delicate. When I watched it, I unconsciously hallucinated reality, haha. The difference is that in real life, my ex-girlfriend turned around and got married and had three children when encountering this kind of thing. So Xiao Jiang is really brave and Xiao Qi is very loving. It is really a very good book! I really want to add it to the physical collection! [Pitiful]
Ahem, my writing skills are not very good, but this article is very realistic (can be described with this word, right?) Especially Jiang Ya's family, I can relate to it a bit, so I would like to share my story and my understanding of the characters here. Jiang Ya's family is very feudal and old-fashioned. Her parents want her to be what they want. In terms of marriage, it is equivalent to what we hear most: find a good man to marry, and her control is also quite amazing. My family also has to report when going out. I can understand the worries of my parents, but Jiang Ya is an adult and has to report when she disappears for several hours. Her mental endurance is really strong. Last month I changed my avatar, and my mother suddenly discovered that I had changed my gender on WeChat. She started asking me if I had any psychological problems, felt that I was a man, or had the wrong sexual orientation. She also said that having the wrong sexual orientation was a disease. I couldn't help but refute, I thought we could be together as long as there was love, and being gay was not a disease. Then we started arguing, and she said she didn't accept that I was gay, but Others don't care, I said I didn't say I was gay, I just respect and bless others. She asked me, do I bless others or myself? I have never been in love, and I don't have anyone I like. She should believe it. Finally, when it comes to study, life, and finance, she started to say that I don't care about study and I am disobedient. I asked her what does it mean to care, and do I act like I have to live or die? She said, if you want to die, tell me first. I will die before you. Then she couldn't defend me and fell silent. She also asked me who my favorite person was and what my relatives liked. I couldn't answer. Sometimes I thought she was nice, and sometimes I found her annoying, so she got angry. There were many other things that I won't talk about. After all, it was a book review. In short, it was really amazing that Jiang Ya could live with a healthy mind until she met Qi Yu again and made up her mind to be with her. Now for the book review When Jiang Ya was a teenager, faced with Qi Yu's sudden confession, she couldn't understand same-sex feelings, so she panicked and chose to avoid it with rejection and indifference. When I was young, I had limited cognition and could not distinguish between affection and love. Due to family reasons and other reasons, she is accustomed to maintaining a cold shell of alienation and respectability. She is not good at facing strong emotions directly and will subconsciously push away people and things that impact her original life order. When she wakes up, she understands that Qi Yu has closed her heart. She is not good at warm and straightforward expressions of goodwill, and pursues cautiously, but she constantly breaks the long-standing sense of distance. Qi Yu's emotional background was fixed in the failed confession at her high school graduation. When she was young and enthusiastic, she rushed to the relationship, but after being rejected by Jiang Ya, she took the initiative to conclude that the other party was a straight woman and she had crossed the line. No entanglement, exit gracefully, and forcibly freeze this secret love. We reunited after many years and mentioned adults many times. She has become more mature and no longer loves bravely and passionately. Therefore, the rationality of adults always reminds her to maintain the boundaries of friends and prevent her from being tempted or hurt again. She was calm and indifferent on the surface, but the remaining love in her heart never completely disappeared. She could calmly interact with Jiang Ya normally, but she couldn't withstand the wavering caused by the other party's continued approach. Looking at the commentary, Qi Yu was also said to be at fault when he tortured Jiang Ya, but no one is perfect. Is it more true that both sides are at fault? I have never been in love, and I don't understand the bitterness of secret love. I wish everyone can have a significant other who loves them.
Watching it in one day is perfect🥰!
I have the nutrient solution in hand, can I add more? !
[Orange Candy] Got it
Finish scattering flowers [fireworks] and launch mines! Take you to watch a fireworks display!
Lay a mine and blow up the author!
Xiao Jiang, you are on your way!
The author has great brainstorming skills, come and grab a bottle of nutrient solution and continue your brainstorming~
Sir, for the nutritional solution you ordered, our store accepts payment via updates.
I will spend my whole life supporting you, and may the nutrient solution guide your way forward!
One bottle for you, one bottle for me, the author comes to dominate the screen~
[Spread flowers] [Spread flowers] [Spread flowers] Good night
I have the nutrient solution in hand, can I add more? !
Good night
The Nutrient Solution (1/1) achievement has been achieved, and there is a certain chance of dropping an update. Please keep up the good work, knights. This chapter is so beautifully written, with that youthful and budding feeling!
So pretty [star eyes]
Actually, I still want to see your kitten [poor]
Good at writing.
[Star eyes][star eyes][star eyes]
No motivation to code? Get a bottle of nutrient solution! No inspiration for writing? Get a bottle of nutrient solution! Nutrient solution - my deepest love for the author~
Let's talk about heroes over wine, and the overlord will come from my generation. A landmine represents my true love that will last forever!
A thousand words can't express my feelings, I can only try my best to water you with nutrient solution. You can feel my endless affection!
The mines are coming! Author, please accept it! I'm back with a bang [Spreading Flowers]
Why changed the name?
The author has great brainstorming skills, come and grab a bottle of nutrient solution and continue your brainstorming~
Looking forward to the next one~[Cat's Claw]
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