
The Story of Junpei, Reborn a Hundred Times, and His Endless Entanglement with Mahito
这是重生一百次的顺平和真人纠缠不休的故事
- Status
- Completed
- Length
- 432k Words
- Genre
- Danmei (BL)
- Era
- Modern Era
- Updated
- 1y ago
- Source
- JJWXC
Synopsis
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Controlling the Whole World
The whip and the truth are in the protagonist's hands. I like proactive protagonists and prefer stories with a top protagonist. Pure wish fulfillment.
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Mostly Detective Conan, with a few other things too.
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Japan
Crossover anime fanfiction
My Love
So I can find them easily
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Gong-focused / switch / single / romance / shou-focused. The System ratings are not absolute, so read the reviews. A list specifically for recording interesting or underrated stories. Picky yet generous
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Dark Obsession, Inhuman Vibes, and Gloomy Characters
I have a pretty high tolerance, so these might be really painful and twisted, with few romantic pairings. I'll also include stories with gloomy or inhuman main characters. I just love a little twisted darkness.
Fanfiction (Attacker Lead)
They dote on each other. Cute, love it
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It's so cool to write in big letters! The underworld CP is completely ojbk [heart]. Junpei's growth and transformation so far is amazing. Although it is miserable, the way he struggles is really lovable. Junpei, who has been eroded and worn by the long years, is particularly good [like], and Masato has gradually been influenced by Junpei from the incomprehensible curse spirit in the early stage to a persistent and twisted curse spirit now. The mutual influence is awesome ❤️, I look forward to how he and Masato will break the situation, and wait for a big update [spread flowers]
It actually tied... It was the first time I saw a novel that left me so unpredictable in the plot. I read the latest chapter with the subtle conflict of wanting to know the follow-up and not wanting to tie the knot too quickly and enter the waiting period. Although I came across this book on the homepage, there were surprisingly few interactions. Damn it, no one has read such a good article. There are still a lot of comments, but everyone is silent and speechless. I really like the theories about the soul and sex mentioned in this article, as well as the compulsive behavior of love and hate and escape. My favorite plot is currently "I Hate Me Who Loves You" a few chapters ago. Real people are thinking about the same thing. It's really a strange feeling. I really like this lingering and entangled intertwining of love and hate. It's the first time I've seen love and hate that taste so authentic. The state banquet that I couldn't afford before is now in front of my eyes [Panda Head]
Thank you to the author for writing such a delicious story. [Pink Heart]🤩[Orange Candy][Purple Candy] When the two labels "rebirth a hundred times" and "underworld CP" collide, and when "hate" is crushed and mixed into the gaps of every reincarnation, "This is the entangled story of Junpei and Zhenmao who have been reborn a hundred times" written by Hua Zhiharu becomes a "black mud work" that breaks out of the conventional pure love framework. It has no sweet confession, no two-way tenderness, only two twisted souls repeatedly torn apart in countless lives and deaths, but in this extreme "evil" and "hate", people can read a symbiotic relationship that is more profound than love. When I first read it, I was easily shocked by Junpei's "madness" and "persistence". He is not a "protagonist" in the traditional sense. He does not have the open-mindedness to become more transparent as he is reborn. Instead, in a hundred reincarnations, he has boiled his initial hatred for real people into an obsession that has seeped into his bones and blood. The confusion of the first rebirth, the unwillingness of the third rebirth, the temptation of the eleventh rebirth, the paranoia of the fifty-second rebirth... The "number of rebirths" constantly superimposed in the chapter title is like a mark engraved on his soul. With each additional rebirth, the clarity in his eyes becomes less and the "chasing" of real people becomes more crazy. He would collect the buttons that the real person dropped when he escaped, and carry them with him through more than twenty reincarnations; he would accurately predict the real person's appearance on a rainy night, spinning worn old things on his fingertips, waiting for a confrontation that was destined to last forever - this kind of "chasing" is no longer a simple revenge, but a nearly self-destructive obsession that drags him into the abyss. The character of the real person breaks the shackles of the original setting. The "bad taste" the author gives him about the male body happens to be the key foreshadowing of this entanglement. He was originally a cursed spirit who regarded humans as playthings. At first, he was only bored and joking about Junpei's repeated appearances. However, after being "killed" and "counter-killed" a hundred times, he was gradually attracted by this paranoid hatred. He would leave the buttons on his cuffs when he fled in a hurry, he would show panic that did not belong to the curse spirit when Junpei pressed forward step by step, and even in a certain reincarnation, he would use the power of the curse to block a blow for Junpei who was dying - not because of love, but because he was already used to the existence of this hatred, and was used to this human being who was supposed to be the "prey", and in turn became a "shackle" that he could not get rid of. This kind of magical "response" is cold and clumsy, but it adds a strange tension to this relationship where there is only hatred. The most amazing thing is the author's interpretation of the idea of "hate and love are similar". There is no sentence "I love you" in the article, but there are emotions stronger than love everywhere: Junpei will stare into Masato's eyes when he kills him, trying to find even a trace of fluctuation in it; Masato will smell the smell of blood from the last reincarnation in Junpei after rebirth. There is no tenderness in their interaction, only fists, spells and blood. However, this kind of "mutual torture" has become the only way to confirm each other's "existence". As one reader said, "In their world of hatred, there is no one-sided dog-licking, only the mutual kidnapping of two twisted souls" - Junpei uses hatred to prove that he is still "alive", and Masato uses being hated to prove that he is not a "lonely curse spirit." When their hatred reaches the extreme, they can no longer tell whether they are torturing each other or torturing themselves through each other. Of course, the "underworld" of this work is also reflected in its "unpleasantness". It did not give the readers the "redemption" they wanted. Junpei became more and more distorted in his rebirth, and Zhenzhen did not become a "good person". Their ending was an "indiscernible bet" and a continuation of "death-to-death". But it is this kind of "unpleasantness" that makes it seem particularly real - not all emotions can reach perfection, and not all obsessions can be resolved. Some relationships are destined to be an abyss from the beginning, but some people are willing to jump in, use hatred as a rope, and be entangled with each other until the end of the world. "Same-sex hate is easy to express." This work is about a more complex emotional form than love - hate, obsession, and symbiosis. It is two existences that should be on opposite sides. In a hundred reincarnations, the "enemies" have become the only "imprint" in each other's lives. Just like the old button Junpei held on a rainy night, it was not only the fabric that was worn away, but also the pain in every rebirth, but he still held on to it because it was the only "connection" he could touch with the real person. This work may not be suitable for readers who are looking for sweet pets, but it is suitable for everyone who is willing to face "extreme emotions". It allows us to see how deep-rooted hatred can be, and how crazy obsession can be. It also allows us to see - when two twisted souls meet, hate may be a "bond" that lasts longer than love. [Pink heart][pink heart][pink heart][pink heart][pink heart][pink heart]
It's been a long time since I've seen such a wonderful story about falling in love and killing each other. This article is simply the best explanation of love as the most twisted curse, and it vividly expresses the pure love with a sense of dampness in the cursed worldview. The author's writing style is very delicate, especially the psychological description of the characters. When reading, it seems that you can really hear Junpei's questioning mixed with the smell of rust, and you can also feel the small but real warm moments between Junpei and Masato, as pure and fleeting as white snow. After reading the entire book, it is like accompanying Shunpei on his journey of hundreds and thousands of years. As an audience, you may have different opinions. But no matter what, please don't deny their love and hate.
Congratulations on the completion! I didn't expect it to be so well written before I clicked in. I was very surprised! The feeling of love and hate is just too right... My poor brain has been thinking hard, but I still can't imagine that it will lead to this! Hate more or love more? This issue is not very important, as long as they are still entangled in each other to death... While they spurn themselves and fall in love with each other, they can't help being attracted and then fall in love with each other. Along with it is a thick and never-ending hatred. They can't stop hating you and they can't stop loving you... It's such a contradiction. What humans are best at is torturing themselves. The difference between cursed spirits and humans is that cursed spirits will not torture themselves. Cursed spirits will always act as they please and follow their instincts. However, in the end, real people have become like human beings and violated their instincts as cursed spirits. They have begun to "torture" themselves like humans. They want to entangle like this, carve everything into the depths of their souls with love and hate, and no one can escape. This is the story of the two of them. No matter who is involved, no matter who is involved, they are reborn again and again. Even if they have no memory, they still remember each other deep in their souls. He was getting crazier and crazier with each rebirth, and it felt like he never recovered in the end, and he was still going crazy calmly. It is the best ending for them to have no memories and become parallel lines that never intersect, but why? Can so many things be written off just because the memory has disappeared? It's not possible, it's absolutely not possible, you must remember, you must remember everything clearly, you must not forget it, never write it off, never forgive it, no one can climb out if we are immersed in the abyss together like this... Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I didn't expect anyone to really write about this pair... Actually, when I read the original work, I really liked this pair but ended up being replaced (). It was really well written. I felt like crying when I was halfway through the book. The author is really great at expressing the love and hate of the original work and Junpei very well. The entanglement of souls and the intertwining of fate made me feel that the understanding of the characters is higher than that of jjxx (). In short, we will follow you as the new cursed author once you give the order!
The teacher grasped the two personalities extremely well, including Junping's contradictory and complex traits, and Jinmao's cruel and innocent nature. This is what surprises me the most. To be honest, neither of the two characters have much personality nor are they very lovable. I didn't expect to have such a good meal in Lengquan. I was so moved that I thought about it so many times 😭 When I first read it, I always felt sad. Junpei was already very pitiful. If he hadn't met the real person, he would not have lost his mother, been used and died miserably. Now that he has gained the ability to be reborn, he still can't get rid of the real person. From a real person's perspective, he is also in pain. Being entangled with a human being that he hates and despises, being unknowingly affected by him, and even unable to kill people. It is also very miserable for this cursed spirit who has a wanton nature and enjoys killing human beings (for this guy, it may be deserved). So is their feelings for each other a superfluous and unnecessary burden? Is it because there is no emotion in the first place? I don't think so. Needless to say, Junpei fell in love with Makoto at first sight. For Makoto, not killing a stranger on the spot was already considered a good thing. When chatting later, his attitude didn't look like he was pretending. This guy was the type who found it hard to stop even making plans when his murderous intent surged. Maybe they were in love from the beginning, maybe they were more in tune with each other than shown in the original work. And in the process of being reborn again and again, they also have moments to make up for their regrets, fill the shadows left by the past, and achieve each other's growth. These sporadic warm fires are accumulated in time, and finally the quantitative changes lead to qualitative changes. It was indeed hate that connected each other at the beginning, but it is love that makes them unable to let go of each other. There is a lot more I want to say about the character creation, and I will add more when I have time. The chemical reaction between the two is so wonderful, with a wonderful taste that is sweet and bitter like coffee.
Thanks to the teacher for producing such a delicious novel, it is so delicious... I happened to be listening to Shizhu recently, and I kept looping "Deep Sea Fish" while reading this book, and it felt a little smooth.
It's so sad... The two of them will be entangled forever. But it is meaningful to them, and it is enough for readers who observe them ~ Thank you teacher for bringing such a shocking story!
It's so cool to have this love-hate relationship [Bi Xin] I stayed up all night yesterday to read it, and after walking around lof I found that I was kicked into a cold pit