[SNH48] Lost in You: Shen Mengyao

Blurb 1:

Qi Xue is profoundly selfish. She is gentle and rational, yet coldly watches from the sidelines.

She craves love and feels insecure, so she has made a habit of shutting herself away and rejecting everyone's kindness.

In her one friendship, she was the third wheel. So at seventeen, she resolutely left Team H and went alone to Japan to further her studies. She thought she would have to spend her life alone, and began to accept it.

But at nineteen, she unexpectedly returned to where her dream began and saw her two childhood friends again. Strangely, the two who had once been inseparable now acted like strangers, though they still softened toward each other in private.

Her childhood friends began to show her compassion, and Qi Xue could only fall for them, one step at a time.

Blurb 2:

Though they were all childhood friends, Qi Xue was the third wheel in their friendship. She longed for someone to love her passionately until death, but knew full well that it was impossible.

She would never have anyone who truly understood her, and she was always excluded. So she resolutely left the sheltered life behind and set out to make her way in Japan and Korea, like a rising star. Yet at this crucial moment, she returned home.

Her childhood friends' feelings for her seemed to have changed a lot.

Little by little, through their concern, Qi Xue fell for them.

She tried to keep herself in check, yet she welcomed every moment of it.

The heroine isn't perfect. She has her flaws and shortcomings.

Some details are my own additions. Leave your brains in my care.

Theme: Moving forward with restraint