Back to My Girlhood [The Nineties]

Before she was reborn, An Ran was just a stranger whose name Fu Sheng knew. But to An Ran, Fu Sheng had been a nightmare from childhood onward.

An Ran had heard countless stories about Fu Sheng: first place in every exam, top scorer on the college entrance exam, successfully admitted to graduate school without taking the entrance exam...

Every time he achieved something, she was guaranteed a beating and a scolding. The pressure her mother put on her pushed her to the brink of collapse.

Before the accident, the last call An Ran made was to Fu Sheng. In the midst of her breakdown, she vented years of pent-up misery. On the other end of the phone came a voice cold beyond measure.

Fu Sheng asked her, "What does that have to do with me?"

As her consciousness blurred, An Ran wondered what someone so utterly cold would be like when he lost control.

She couldn't imagine it. She wanted to see.

So after she was reborn, she approached him quietly, slowly and steadily taking over his entire youth.

In the end, she finally returned the question Fu Sheng had asked her, and at last witnessed him lose control.

This was a revenge seven years in the making.

*Important note: The female lead is not a perfect character!!!

The story is set in the 1990s, but includes many original liberties, so you can think of it as an alternate world.

Mutual salvation. The blurb only covers part of the plot; read the story for the details.

Here's an upcoming novel: Soberly Sinking

When Meng Shu was sixteen, her mother died. Less than half a year later, her father was already planning to remarry.

With nowhere to vent the hatred filling her heart, she heard that the woman had a son her age, so Meng Shu went to see him.

He was outstanding, solitary, and cold in bearing. He was as good-looking as that woman, except that he was deaf.

At her very first glance at Shen Chenji, Meng Shu had already decided how she would make him hers.

Born into a wealthy family, she had absorbed its ways from childhood and knew how to manipulate people. She approached him without a trace, and easily stirred his heart.

On the day they confirmed their relationship, Shen Chenji took the initiative and kissed her.

A young man's first kiss was shy and innocent. His long, fine eyelashes trembled uncontrollably, and when he closed his eyes and bowed his head, it was as if he were offering everything he had to the one he loved.

He didn't see the casual indifference in Meng Shu's eyes.

Later, when she grew tired of Shen Chenji, she took him home, claiming she was introducing her boyfriend to her family.

As expected, Shen Chenji ran into his mother, and a relationship that had once seemed full of promise instantly fell apart.

When they broke up, Meng Shu said, "I don't want to make my father choose, and I don't want to see Auntie hurt."

With one sentence, she took revenge on three people.

But Meng Shu hadn't expected someone so proud to lower his head. Shen Chenji bent his back and humbled himself to the dirt, just to beg her not to leave.

Theme: Some people are embraced by happiness from birth, while others are surrounded by endless night.