Wait, I Think I'm an Evil God

This ending is great! When I saw that the chapter progress was inconsistent with the plot progress, I was still thinking, "How should I write the plot after recycling the evil consequences? I won't stop writing it, right?" But after reading the ending, I thought: This is good, this is the ending that belongs to Jiang Qi. Jiang Qi doesn't care about the survival of all mankind at all, she only cares about Jiang Daoting! Another idea suddenly occurred to me: If the character "Jiang Qi" is a positive character and a savior with great love, and she delayed for so long before taking back the consequences, causing more people to die who should not have died, then other people in her world and readers would blame and even resent "Jiang Qi", right? But because "Jiang Qi" itself is a villain and a symbol of evil, when she intentionally or unintentionally delayed the matter of "recovering the evil consequences", even if I took on the perspective of "other humans waiting to be saved", I was just a little anxious and worried about more casualties, but I would not blame or even resent "Jiang Qi", just because "she is inherently evil, and her willingness to recycle the evil consequences is already good, and we can't ask her for more." So, does this count as another sense in which "people are bullied when they are kind"? Just because "her" nature is "kind, selfless, and loving", I, and even all mankind, will have extremely high requirements for "her" and cannot tolerate the slightest flaw in "her"; and if "she" shows a nature that is "evil, selfish, and does not care about the life and death of others", then our requirements for "her" will instantly be reduced to "it is good that she is willing to do this." In other words, everyone subconsciously "bullies the weak and fears the strong"; if the "good person" is good, people will demand more from her and will not allow her to have any stain; if the "bad person" is evil, people will have low or even no requirements for her. If she suddenly does something good, they will even think "she doesn't seem that bad after all." Maybe my knowledge is limited and I don't know how to express this idea more accurately. In fact, many people have said this kind of "double standard". For example, "A bad person can become a Buddha immediately by putting down the butcher knife, but a good person needs to go through nine or eighty-one hardships." It is unrealistic to change the "bullying and fearing the strong" nature of all human beings. The only way is to change yourself and make yourself less "kind and selfless". Only by making yourself a little "evil and selfish" can you lower other people's requirements and expectations of you? In the final analysis, it is still the very simple saying "your kindness must have an edge". It sounds simple, but in practice it is quite difficult to do it. Alas... Do your best to be a "less nice person".

The emotional tension between mother and daughter stems from the asymmetry in power and relationship. When the agreement was first finalized, Jiang Mao was very curious about the relationship between mother and daughter, which indirectly led to Jiang Mao's choice to become Da Jiang's daughter. Mao Mao hoped that she would be unique in Da Jiang's heart, but due to the relationship between the agreement and her personality, Da Jiang's attitude was always intimidating. Da Jiang's respectful attitude also made Mao Mao think that Da Jiang had no feelings for herself and Xiao Xiaojiang. At the same time, due to her identity as a god, she saw the choices of Dajiang in other worlds, and thought that Dajiang would never choose her. The seeds of doubt and suspicion were buried deeper and deeper, but her obsession with Dajiang also became deeper and deeper, causing the line between Maomao and Dajiang to be a dead end. Turning back to Dajiang, facing a relationship in which identity and power were completely unequal, she felt sad and blamed herself for everything that happened around her, and finally became numb. She has maternal love for Xiao Jiang, and because she realizes that Maomao and Xiao Jiang are the same person, she pushes Xiao Jiang further and further away. Secondly, she also realized that the grown-up Xiaojiang and Maomao were the same person/god, and she transferred her maternal love to Maomao. However, she clearly realized that Maomao was a fun-loving person in nature, so she felt pain. Her sense of responsibility led Maomao to silently agree when she made more unreasonable requests. However, Maomao just wanted to use these to test whether Dajiang had feelings for himself and Xiaojiang. This in turn exacerbated the gap between the two. Dajiang felt painful and helpless when he saw Maomao's attitude. The relationship between Xiaojiang and Dajiang also became more distant. (As expected of Master Maomao, it was easy to hit the "Be". Congratulations to Maomao for scoring the second kill! Finally, we turn to Xiao Xiaojiang. At first, she thought that she would be closer to Dajiang through time travel. During the blank memory period, she also had a mother-daughter relationship with Dajiang. Finally, after merging with Maomao, she became more obsessed with Dajiang, confirming Dajiang's important position in her heart, and it is very possible to achieve the ending of he!

Teacher, please take a break! I have seen someone say before that writing may help the author release stress, but it may also make the author sink deeper and deeper into the quagmire of emotions. The teacher's writing talent is obvious to all. The characters in his writing are complex and three-dimensional, and the body is the most important. After all, writing is sometimes a laborious task, and no one wants your talent to be buried. Teachers can relax first. Don't be too anxious about many things. Just let nature take its course. Write when you are happy and don't write when you are not happy [dog head]

Finish spreading flowers It turns out to be reincarnation. It's really interesting. These two

I thought Jiang Qi would ask Jiang Daoting to accompany him forever

These two people are so naughty.

What an amazing novel, so great! ! If you like the world view, cheers for the author! ! !

Okay, okay, pretend that there is "living together happily" later

I don't know if it's because I've read Jiang Daoting's perspective, or for some other reason. Previously, I thought Jiang Qi was "not bad enough, but too moral, so why are non-human creatures still longing for human feelings?" Etc. This chapter suddenly felt that Jiang Qi is really bad... [Laughing and crying] That is to say, Jiang Qi is the protagonist, with a complete description of his mental journey and rich character design. Otherwise, he is really a villain that people want to kill quickly [dog head]

Jiang Daoting is so difficult. The more I look at Jiang Daoting's perspective, the more I feel suffocated [Cracked]