The Annual Heatstroke Incident

I finished reading another book, and unlike the previous ones, I was drawn away from and addicted to this one repeatedly (because it felt too realistic). It is very rare that the content that has been blurred in the past is presented very sharply in this article, like a bloody wound spread out in the sun, which is painful but can be felt. This is the best way to reconcile with pain. Face it and heal from it. In fact, when I was watching it, I ran away like crazy because I was powerless to help anyone in the story. Their pain was too vivid and too heavy. But even with such a heavy background, Fan Fan still firmly held the reader's hand and led everyone in, and whispered that it would all pass. It is never too late for people to love themselves at any moment, and people still love themselves at any moment. In fact, when I was reading the previous articles, I had already discussed with my friends whether there were people who had experienced this kind of experience or who had experienced it, or consultants from some public welfare organizations, because the pain in each article could be very realistically presented, and I could see children twisting their muscles and bones to grow in visible and invisible cages, and then break out and come under the blue sky. If the previous articles were about fruit-flavored effervescent tablets and sweet and sour medicinal supplements, this one is really like hydrogen peroxide. People without wounds just feel the water rushing through the skin, while those with wounds can hear different foams bursting in the wounds, but you will still see a rainbow afterwards, like a healing journey. Putting aside my casual reading experience, the content of this story is very profound. In my opinion, it is a story about a traditional family falling victim to ignorance in a traditional social background. Ignorance can mean - not knowing, not knowing; it can also mean - "not seeing" or "not hearing". Traditional society does not teach women the concept of being able to survive alone as a complete human being. (The father does not believe in a backer, he thinks he is a backer, and the mother is bound by the concept, trying to find a backer. In this context, the clinging daughters do not serve as a backer that the mother trusts, but are only sacrificed to the backer as sacrifices. Daughters who have read books actually realize that clinging to a "backer" is not enough. Reliable, but she was led all the way to the altar.) But I don't think this can be solely blamed on the mother. She actually fought, but she was abandoned. She relied on her husband for a long time and lost the ability to make a living. Then she was mercilessly attacked by society. She lost her mind and wanted to live her past life. She was blinded by the second meaning of "ignorance", and she was either deceived or voluntarily started a new horror script. The second ignorance can be "invisible", "inaudible" or "unconscious". The first ignorance leads to the lack of methodology, and the second ignorance leads to numbness and sinking. The long-term closure of the senses covers the eyes and the heart. The three mothers and daughters who should be twisted into a rope each numb themselves and fall apart. External objects also continue to confuse them, making them more willing to be eaten up as sacrifices. For example, the suppression of mothers by shops, the gossip of relatives and neighbors, and the poison of feudal superstitions, each of them makes the overwhelmed family worse. The cows and horses who were pua should be able to empathize (cover their hearts) and gradually paralyze themselves. They can only rely on self-rescue, self-enlightenment, self-improvement, and self-awakening... It can be said to be a very painful growth story. While watching, I wanted to shout more books many times! You really need to read more! Although it may not necessarily help me get rid of poverty and become rich, at least it will not let me go into a good night gently, say thank you to those who exploited me, and those who deceived me. At least I can distinguish right from wrong, and live like a human being 😭 After reading it, I am in a state of confusion, and it is really a bit incoherent, because many incidents similar to the temptation of women to fall are actually very close to us, and they are too confusing. Self-love and self-improvement, I believe are the best magic spells for girls 😭 I hope that they in the book and us outside the book can live better and better.

As I typed this line of text, the heavy and dull pain in my heart still did not dissipate. The mixed emotions immersed me, and the complex and active thoughts often pulled me back to this story. The ending is gratifying. I am happy for Xiaochan from the bottom of my heart. I congratulate her on her new life. After all the hardships, she has endured hardships and perseverance to carry her to the next season of life, which is the golden, gentle and harvest autumn. This is still the best season of life. I am also happy for Lin Jia from the bottom of my heart. Insecurity has enveloped his growth process, and the dilemma of being unable to trust requires him to grow armor. But in the autumn when the sweet smell of roasted chestnuts makes people rich, and in the autumn when the temperature is just enough for two people to wear a scarf, the lovers reunite, and the heartbeat is still the same. They can walk through the cold winter hand in hand, and look forward to the next spring together. Year after year, they will always be with each other. Xiaochan and Jiajia are similar and complementary. They are masters at digesting loneliness and pain, but they are also brave men who run for love and believe in true love. Keeping silent is to protect yourself, but people always seek light and warmth. Different misfortunes have caused them to be in the same situation. Even if they are accompanied on a daily basis, they can communicate with each other and melt away the heavy burden in the silent flow of emotions. They will not be knocked down by life, but will straighten their spines and clench their fists. They are bound to fight against fate to survive and fight against setbacks to grab a sure win in happiness. They didn't know how to love at the beginning. Xiaochan expressed her firm love but was still unable to deconstruct its ingredients. Jiajia was humble and wandering, denying that she couldn't handle this love. And because of frequent accidents, they fell in love but missed each other for many years. The eleven years of indulging in pain are too much, but fortunately, the old friend is still there, the wind and frost on the eyebrows will be gently brushed away, the wrinkles at the corners of the eyes will be carefully smoothed, their hearts are lighter, Xiao Chan still retains the cuteness and agility of a girl, and Lin Jiaye still retains the passion and freshness of a boy. The more mature they collided with the most suitable fate. What touched me the most was the sisterly love between Xiaochan and her sister Daxi. Both flowers are rooted in the same soil, and the competition for resources and nutrients is inevitable, but they are indeed each other's closest companions. The external appearance is quarreling and talking back, but the deepest desire inside is that you must have a great life. I am most worried about your condition, and I pity your pain the most. So in the repeated "traveling", we are each other's savior. When it comes to being strong, no one knows you better and understands you better than me. There will be jealousy in comparison, but love never changes. "Karma" runs throughout the book, which is the confusion about one's own destiny being controlled by others. The mother of the two sisters is too superstitious. She is weak, cowardly and helplessly possessed, giving people an overwhelming sense of powerlessness, and the depressing and dull atmosphere makes people breathless. The sense of tragedy is too strong. I hate that my mother did not dare to face the reality and persisted in ignorance. I am sad that Xiaochan was so happy that they have reached an agreement to run to a new future together but one person left the world. I am painful that the punishment for the evildoers is still too light. I regret that in the end, the family could not be together and accompany each other. I'm so happy that you grew up in a small town and are bright and beautiful. You don't give in and move forward courageously. You are eager to take on the responsibility of the family. You are simple, simple, innocent and kind. No one has taught you how to be vigilant, no one has shown you what love looks like. Once you step into the trap, you are wandering in the depression and depression day after day, struggling over and over again, but this sea is too deep, and you feel like you are drowning, and you can't find any light. Even so, you still take care of your family and use the experience of uncovering scars to try to avoid risks and darkness for your sister. Unable to accept your departure, you should be a painter and pursue your love with your free body. In the parallel world, Daxi and Xiaochan must have successfully escaped, and the family will live a lively and happy life. ​Autumn letters are sent to the past, where my sister, mother and father have always been with Xiaochan, and are happy that she has ushered in a new chapter in her life; to the future, Xiaochan and Lin Jia join hands, no longer afraid of the hot and bitter summer, and can enjoy countless golden autumns together.

The last time I read the author's novel was Unsolved Mysteries of Hot Flashes and Rainy Season. I can't remember the plot clearly. It was probably a bit fantasy, and the male protagonist has been left in the past. I only remember that I burst into tears at that time. In the blink of an eye, more than two years have passed. I was about to graduate and I read this article again. I remember that I opened the introduction of this article many times and then closed it again. The content above was so bloody that it was difficult for me to distinguish it from those "I give you my life" novels. Fortunately, it was still different. I have the habit of listening to novels before going to bed. Last night I was really not interested in the novels on Hot Bang, so I clicked on this novel. The more I listened to it, the more excited I became. So I didn't fall asleep at three o'clock in the night, and the scheduled one-hour listening session was postponed for another hour. During the two time-travels in the free chapter, I almost really thought that Jiang happy had changed the past. Jiang Xiaochan was not sent to her uncle's house and did not encounter those darkness. She was brought home from the city by Jiang Xi, who was so brave when she grew up. And Jiang Xi, who had experienced more when he grew up, was not impressed by the benefits of "Uncle Seven" and relied on his future knowledge to make money to support his family. However, the last chapter of the free article was probably the first chapter of the paid one. I realized that this article was not as "cool" as the previous chapters at all. The author wants to reveal the things about Jiang Xiaochan and Jiang Daxi to the readers. This made me very entangled, it was so cruel, I had to be mentally prepared before I could continue reading, and I wanted to give up the article at one point. But fortunately, I was very reluctant to catch up on my DDL, so I made up my mind to read on. What if—what if—what if the author could make everyone laugh? It turned out that it was not the case. Jiang Daxi was not resurrected, and Jiang's mother still committed suicide. The moment I saw the wooden box under the bed, all the paintings left by Jiang Daxi were Jiang Xiaochan, and I burst into tears. Compared with the love line, the family line in this book is obviously more profound. Men like Lin Jia are probably just like the men created by the author before. They basically do not exist in this world. They are perfect and gentle. How can there be such men? Where is such a woman? Furthermore, where is such a person? But this is fiction and we can have these visions. Looking back at family lines, in the past era, Father Jiang was common. They worked in the city and supported the whole family. They were relied on by the whole family and had one heavy responsibility after another on their shoulders. However, such people in the city are light, weightless, and can be abandoned at any time. Mother Jiang is common. She has little education. If she loses support, she loses everything. She has no core. Everything about her revolves around the family. Once the pillar of the family falls, she cannot stand on her own. So she was superstitious and credulously believed Master Jia's fallacies, and sent her daughters one after another to the people she thought were her supporters. However, she pushed both children into the abyss. Perhaps, essentially, she didn't believe in herself or her two daughters who were both women, but this was so common. In that era, there was nothing to blame. The weight of a family was really too heavy for her, so she committed suicide. She only needed a reason to atone, but she only let the surviving Jiang Xiaochan fall into the nightmare instead of her. Two girls, Jiang Daxi and Jiang Xiaochan, were born at the same time in a family with limited supplies. They were destined to compete for the thin flow of love in the family and were constantly compared. However, they loved each other deeply and hoped that the other could have a better life. They cut the hemp rope at the smallest point, but the burden of life fell on their shoulders prematurely. They are completely different children, but they are equally coveted, with evil and dark hands constantly eager to devour them. As simple as life in small towns is, cities are like monsters eager to devour people. Only the flowing love and the desire for self-reliance are real and moving, and can allow us from villages and towns to resist the gloom of the city. Let's talk about some reality. I haven't seen an article with this intention in a long time. I also experienced the dissociation in the article when I was young. I can barely be considered a normal person now. It's just that when I meet ddl, I lose my mind. The anxiety has been lingering in my heart but I haven't taken action. After seeing the ending, I understand. I guessed halfway through that the author might have experience in dealing with mental patients, but I wasn't sure how in-depth it was. Shortcuts are always so tempting, but now I don't know if I have taken this so-called shortcut. The gifts of fate have been secretly marked with a price, and what price is waiting for me, but it is indeed difficult for me to feel the love from my lover, which makes me feel very, very boring, as if My soul is thirsty for water. At this moment, I don't know whether this feeling is right or wrong, and I really don't have the ability to stand on my own... Maybe time will give me an answer. I hope the author can continue to write such excellent works. Good works make people flesh and blood. There are too many novels that numb the nerves. It would be great if those time travels were real. T_T

I read the 996 book first. Xiao Chu shines brightly and never gives up on himself. He also writes very well about the boring life in the city, so it is very touching. Then I read this book and frowned while reading it. Maybe I wanted to write it more documentaryly, but I found that there are no good female guides in the works (except for Xiao Chu himself helping Yingying). There is almost an omniscient and omnipotent mother-like male character who plays the role of protector. But that's not the case. When girls grow up, they often have sisters or peers who they can trust and rely on. In the excellent study life of the protagonist and her sister, they actually have no female friends. They only have one friend, Lin Jia, which is a bit like a set up. The heroine was bullied as a child. Maybe she got excellent scores and went to high school and college. There is no female friend character who can listen to her. Only a boy who has a crush on her sees her beauty. Even describing the beauty and innocence of the sister is as scary as describing Lolita under the male gaze. The beauty of the sister seems to only bring bad luck. After my sister left the small town and went to a big city, going to school was also an opportunity to meet more people. However, it seemed as scary that after my sister left home, there was no friendship development beyond the original family ties and heterosexual love. Whether it is the heroine or sister, there are gentle and protective male characters in this life, evil men who covet, and disgusting men, but women are almost unable to protect themselves, and they have never even developed friendships between the same sex in their lives.

The character I hate the most in this book is the mother...

I have read four or five of my wife's books, and every one of them made me shed endless tears. After reading this experience of a social worker, I probably understood part of the source of the sadness contained in the book. A great and hard job. I hope you are doing well in life and don't bear too much emotional burden

Can you write more he in the future? The "be" you wrote is so painful to the eyes [touch your head]

Before I clicked in, I thought it was a bloody love triangle, but it is actually a touching story.

(My apologies seem to have been written in the form of random thoughts after reading) I suffered a heat stroke after staying up all night watching it, and it's summer again. I finished reading 996 in the winter of the art exam last year. A year later, an art student turned cultural student endured a painful re-reading career and ended up with a heat stroke, which brought an end to the exam-oriented study. From now on, every day will be green and every ray of wind will be gentle. Reading Fan Da Wang's books always takes me back to a certain afternoon in my childhood, when I pulled out the pornographic videos that were stored on my computer and watched them. Under the surveillance, the fan blades were shaking very slowly. I looked at my braid that was longer than my waist. Put in the drawer was the key card that I knew by heart. In fact, before I knew it, I had already lived the life of 007's front desk girl, but I didn't get paid to help the family hahaha (? What's a little distressing is that my slightly similar experience to Xiaochan's made me fall into recollection of the past without realizing it. The physical reaction seemed to be stronger than the emotional reaction, and the gastric reaction seemed to be clamoring to stop this recollection. "Forget it, Xiaochan." If forgetting is the solution, why don't research on psychotherapy turn entirely into experiments in memory-erasing surgery? Maybe the pain is caused by the annual heat stroke incident, or the constant rain seeps into the bone marrow and makes a dull pain that cannot be shaken off, so we try to coexist. Pass through all things and feel all things. Travel around the world and see the most beautiful scenery. We can always redeem ourselves. Thank you, Fan Dawang, for writing a great article to relieve the heat in summer ~ 😚

Although it is he, I feel even more sad. My father passed away, Daxi died suddenly, my mother committed suicide, and Xiaochan also missed Lin Jia for more than ten years. I don't know where the root is. Maybe this is really the karma that Master Jia (fake) said. Fortunately, Lin Jia finally waited for Xiaochan