Loving You Heals Me

Ten years ago, after his parents died, Pei Su was forced to drop out of school and became a delinquent who was lousy at studying and quick to fight.

Pei Su thought he'd live that way for the rest of his life, until one summer night, he accidentally climbed over a wall and fell into a room.

Pei Su stared wide-eyed at the boy in front of him. They looked exactly alike, but the boy was clearly younger.

Pei Su: "Help me..."

Pei Su: "Wait, who are you?"

*

Pei Su had gone back ten years, to a time when his parents were still alive.

Back then, he was still called Pei Luo. He was the school's model student: handsome, gentle, and a little rabbit who would turn red-eyed and cry if you teased him.

Outside the bathroom, Pei Su leaned against the wall, watching him with a grin. "You're too skinny."

Pei Luo covered the other's eyes, his ears bright red. "Aren't you afraid you'll get a stye?"

Pei Su: "Good student, I know where every mole on your body is."

Pei Luo: "...You're taking advantage of me!"

Pei Su: "Then I'll let you feel my abs."

Pei Luo's eyes reddened with embarrassment. "...Get lost."

For the first time, the good student was forced to swear.

*

Later, the events of ten years ago unexpectedly came to light.

Pei Su lay covered in blood in the courtyard where they had first met.

The boy in the courtyard had grown taller, but was still as warm as he had been when they first met. Pei Su held him tightly in his arms and laughed at himself in an almost hoarse voice. "Good student, from now on, your life won't be as messed up as mine..."

But in Pei Luo's eyes, Pei Su wasn't that kind of person.

When the two worlds unexpectedly collided,

they were like two entangled quantum particles reunited.

One was black.

One was white.

[They were clearly the same kind of person.]

"Big brother, I think I've fallen for someone lately."

"I want to give it a try with him."

Reader's Guide:

★ Self-love romance: the top and bottom look alike. Don't read if that's not your thing.

★ A short, 200,000-character campus sweet romance about saving each other.

★ Pei Su was called Pei Luo before he dropped out; after dropping out, he changed his name to Pei Su.

★ One-on-one, both are virgins.

★ The plot idea was posted on Weibo on December 16, 2022, and the blurb was written on February 20, 2023. Plagiarism will be pursued.

Theme: A person's self-redemption, becoming better and better along the path of growing up