Halfway Through, Day and Night

Did Su Jiaying encounter guai, mai, wen, ge, or something else? Thirty years ago, my father uprooted his roots thousands of kilometers and planted them in a small town. Thirty years later, I uprooted my roots twice as far and planted them at the southernmost tip of the continent. I saw reflections of family members in Su Jiaying and Jian Su

I don't know what to say. Many times we don't know what we want. Our family members use their own experiences to pave the way for us. But are these really what we want? If they don't know, do we really know? I've been confused for half my life and I'm still full of confusion