[Female Lead Is Not a Virgin | From Casual to Committed]
Glamorous, flirtatious, confident big sister x cool, gloomy, possessive yandere
"For all these years, he watched the men around her come and go.
At last, it was his turn."
*
After getting thoroughly drunk in the rain, Ji Yu sat in the passenger seat of a Maybach and rolled down the window for some air.
She heard people talking: "Do you know Yu Yan from the physics department? He's seriously handsome in person."
"I heard he's pretty broke. Someone saw him working at a convenience store. Even the scholarship doesn't earn him enough."
"He's so hot, but he turns down everyone who confesses to him. He's impossible to win over."
When the car pulled up at the villa, Ji Yu had just stepped into the dim room when the man's overwhelming presence hit her, pressing her into a narrow corner.
Yu Yan lowered his eyes, pleading in them. "Sis, don't leave me."
"Then be good, and I'll stay with you." The woman looked down at him, exhaled a puff of smoke, and smiled, wild and alluring.
*
Ji Yu had never taken love seriously. She was always the one in control.
But one day, she met a pair of dark, deep-set eyes.
For the first time, she felt defeated, as if she'd fallen from a mountaintop.
From then on, the prickling feeling of being watched seemed to follow Ji Yu everywhere, like prey trapped in a cage, gripped hard by the throat until it couldn't breathe.
But whenever she turned around, there was no one there.
After successfully kicking Yu Yan to the curb, Ji Yu thought they would never cross paths again.
She entered the apartment and saw the walls covered in blood-red words:
"I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you..."
The next moment, a cool, low voice sounded behind her:
"It's been seventeen days since we last saw each other."
Yu Yan buried his face in the hollow of her shoulder and kissed her gently.
"I missed you so much. Did you miss me?"
*
Later, just before Ji Yu was about to leave the country, she found that lonely figure on a small island by the sea.
Yu Yan lowered his eyes to the cup filled with medicine, hiding the vicious wounds on his wrist.
The lit match revealed his sickly expression, his eyes red from crying himself dry.
"I've been so good. Why don't you want me?"
"Ji Yu, it seems like only by dying can I truly have you."
| Reader's Guide |
* HE. The male lead is a few months older than the female lead.
* Readers with strong moral sensibilities, beware. The male lead is a true yandere, and both leads are completely unhinged! But they won't commit crimes or do anything illegal! The story also doesn't promote self-harm!
* Blurb updated on August 25, 2025, and saved.
Theme: I hate you for making me love you so much
