Not a Ghost

This is a story of forced buying and selling. *** Shen E was resurrected ten years after being killed by his lover. The name of the person who resurrected him was Mingqiu. Shen E did not know him, and Mingqiu was ugly, vicious and difficult to communicate with. He seemed to be only immersed in his own world, thinking that the favor of saving his life should be given with his body. Shen E couldn't explain it and couldn't run away. He thought about taking medicine, but he didn't expect to take too much and was knocked unconscious by Ming Qiu and forced to vomit. Shen E really wanted to die. Being forced to stay by Mingqiu's side made his life worse than death. * Mingqiu grew up in an abnormal environment and did not feel that he was a normal person. He has liked a person silently for many years, even if the other person doesn't know his existence at all, because he has never appeared in front of Shen E. Mingqiu silently watched Shen E's life, watching him fall in love with others and then die because of it. Mingqiu finally felt regretful. He thought that he should have the courage to appear in front of Shen E. …… Ming Qiu used ancient secret techniques to recreate a body, cut out the bones and cut out the heart to serve as the bones and heart of the body, and finally poured Shen E's soul into it. He thought that he could finally have the one he loved. ——The most "complete" Shen'e, from hair and skin to bones and blood, and even the heart, came from him and was created by his own hands. Ming Qiu recalls the sweet relationship between Shen E and Mu Changzhen, and imagines that such wonderful things will happen to him, even if he is haggard, skinny, and has a short lifespan due to the forbidden technique. Mingqiu hopes that she can stay with the people she loves for the rest of her life, and then die happily. But it wasn't until the moment Shen E came back to life that he began to realize that Shen E didn't love him. Everything is just wishful thinking on his part. Shen E hates him. …… Mingqiu didn't waste a long time before calmly accepting the fact that she didn't deserve the happiness she imagined. Although he couldn't become a lover with Shen E, as they got along more, they at least became friends. Perhaps out of hospice care, Shen E was obviously more considerate to him, and Ming Qiu felt very satisfied. Shen E is still very broken. He loves Mingqiu very much. They are connected by flesh and blood and share the same heart. But Mingqiu didn't believe that he loved him. *** The gods do not love the common people. All things are nothing but mayflies in His eyes. How dare you betray His good intentions? *** At first, I let myself go and wrote this. Because I was afraid of hurting others, I didn't plan to apply for the list. But now there are multiple channels~ I feel like this article has found a home~ I originally wanted to clear mines, but everyone's minefields are different... All we can say at the moment is that the author is neither attacking nor controlling, nor is he a clean party. Gong really used to love his ex very much, but due to the environment in which he grew up and his life experience, his understanding of feelings was problematic at first. My xp is that: when you realize that you deeply love the other person, separation is as painful as tearing out the heart and bones, enough to make the soul missing. If you like it, you can add it to favorites~ Purpose: Everyone will find their own salvation