What Are You Hiding From?! (Insectoid World)

[Upcoming Story: "Can You Tell Me Apart from My Older Brother?"] [Note] Both the gong and shou have flaws in their personalities and will grow gradually. 1. My name is Jiano. I have a childhood friend, Miuzi, and we've been close ever since we were little. We promised to be best friends for life, but then something unexpected happened. I... turned out to be a male insect?! When my female parent told me, my mind went blank. I like my childhood friend, but he hates male insects most of all. I thought that if he found out what I was, he'd definitely kill me, so I started distancing myself from him, then ran away. But why does this guy get red-eyed and press me for an answer when he notices me pulling away? Why does he ask whether I've fallen for those arrogant, cruel, stupid, lazy male insects?! And why, after we meet again years after I ran off, does he cling to me and refuse to let go?! I, the "arrogant, cruel, stupid, lazy" one, shake my head and sigh in resignation. "Actually, I'm a male insect." Just look at how stunned my childhood friend is... Wait, what does that smile mean?!! 2. Miuzi has been very bothered lately. He's noticed that his childhood friend has been slowly distancing himself. He doesn't want to sleep together, doesn't want to bathe together, and even comes back to the dorm and goes straight to sleep without saying a word. He thinks his childhood friend is just in a bad mood lately, and does his best to hold back his irritation. He never expected that his childhood friend would smile at other male insects and even hold hands with those disgusting female insects?!! Miuzi completely loses it. He corners his childhood friend against a wall, eyes red, and angrily demands an explanation. Then his childhood friend simply disappears, driving him to a complete breakdown. He searches desperately but can't find him. The two insects meet again in the Yaoni Legion. 3. At the Yaoni Legion's welcome banquet, everyone is thoroughly drunk. A bold insect sees the two childhood friends, once inseparable, now acting like strangers, and says wistfully, "Hey, Jiano, I remember you and Miuzi grew up together. Weren't you two really close back then...?" Miuzi shows no reaction and drinks a glass with an expressionless face. Jiano smiles faintly. "We were just okay." Miuzi crushes the glass in his hand. Late that night, the blue-haired insect wraps his arms around the white-haired insect and bites him hard, demanding in a low voice, "Jiano, do you even have a heart, you bastard?!!" A crybaby gong who's outwardly gentle but inwardly tough, with a temper now and then, cries while going all out. A shou who's sharp-tongued but soft-hearted, a bit of a chuunibyou and a little king as a child, and extremely clingy and possessive. Both insects are a little crazy and not quite right in the head. Please be understanding ^ ^ [Reader's Guide] 1. Lots of personal worldbuilding. I'm sensitive, and I don't accept writing advice. If you don't like it, click the upper-left corner ^^. 2. The protagonist gong is connected to the gong and shou from the previous story. You can read this one without having read that one. 3. During his school years, the gong is delicate-looking and on the short side. He'll grow a lot taller later. 4. Readers with extreme gong or shou preferences, please don't read. They have mutual unrequited feelings. 5. It's not long, around a hundred thousand words. 6. Check out the upcoming story, "Can You Tell Me Apart from My Older Brother?" 7. This is a fictional setting with no connection to reality. Please don't conflate it with real life. Theme: Don't generalize based on a single case