[Jian Wang 3: Beggar-Flower] Painting the World

What an unexpected ending, ah woo hoo. Have you thought about how to draw the world? Ji Fengqi wants to paint the human world. Being drawn into the world. In constant giving, he learned true acceptance, which is great. The process of painting the world is the process of establishing a connection between oneself and the world. When Doctor Ji faced Pei Yu's questions, he would have remained silent to the end, but after six years of turmoil, he now knew how to express his feelings to those close to him. He is at least trying to understand himself and be loyal to himself. He can only live like a penance. This reminds me of Siddhartha. I once heard that to forget a person, you must first forget his voice. You remember his voice. When that voice, just that voice, appeared, I saw you instantly tighten your grip on the pen in your hand. How to describe it, the light of the sky that makes people reluctant to let go. Just as bright as a young boy on horseback. When he walked down the stone steps and saw you. It was you who walked towards him. What does touching your face mean? It's like trying to feel real, trying to see if this is a dream. He is no longer the handsome and handsome person you pictured. He can only face you in such embarrassment, but this embarrassment is yours alone. Take off the cloud curtain, be honest, aboveboard and single-minded. His blood soaks into your skin along the lines of your palms, as if he has become your life and you are his life. I'm not sure yet whether your lips moved when you saw his blind left eye, wanting to ask why, or whether you were trembling to cry. It's just that the wind blows your long hair, and the strands of hair splash towards him, like spring sunshine. A small piece of spring, a whole world. What was being teased softly was actually not only the hair, but I guess there were also tentacles stretching toward him from the heart. I had always thought that the reunion would be heart-wrenching, but I only wrote about how Qiao Mu paid silent attention because he didn't dare to give Ji Fengqi a chance to speak up and let him go. He saw his sweetheart so close and didn't dare to get close. What is greed? Live one day at a time. The initiative has always been in Ji Fengqi's hands. Ji Fengqi finally knew. He turned around and walked to the study without saying a word. Is this a test or just fun? Or is silence better than sound here? This time, Qiao Mu will have to follow him, and he will have to follow Qiao Mu himself in the future. Testing the whole second half of life almost gave up trust for the second half of life. I'm still wondering whether all the misunderstandings in the past have been clearly explained. Or is this no longer important in the face of six years of respective accumulation? Or is it no longer important to care about the right and wrong of the past for the feelings that still exist? I'm still very disappointed. I originally thought that Tang Chuizhui and Lu Yadan could fake corpses and come back to life, but I didn't expect that they actually died together. Double death, that is, he, hurts. The direction of others, the clear part, is very sad, and the unknown part, maybe there is hope for a good life, or maybe it is not as expected. As long as life continues, there will always be new hurdles. Dr. Ji's biluo must be made for Qiao Mu to taste. Qiao Mu, please take your wife to see your former residence that you decorated. General Tie would be very happy if he knew that Qiao Mu had found his lover, but it would be better for him not to know that that lover was Ji Fengqi. I am halfway through the painting, can I still continue painting? Woo woo woo. This painting has played the role of a love letter, a hidden and divorced letter, and it might as well serve as a renewal letter of feelings. Damn, please make a sequel! Ask for extras! I want to see the cars whining. Shouldn't the relatives of Ji Fengqi and Qiao Mu sit at a group table and have a wedding banquet! Shouldn't it? Please make a side story. I felt lost. Your words are like a delicate net, which sometimes makes people's skin ache and heartache. After reading it, I feel empty and confused, as if I have fallen through a hole in the Internet. In an instant, I am thrown into the ocean of reality. This story becomes "a small piece of spring, a small piece of out of reach". There seem to be shadows of the characters in the story in the human world, but in the end they are not there. At a loss.

I suspect whether this book is a he or a be will become a philosophical puzzle. I studied this issue again from this angle. 1. Length I found that the serious journey of chasing my wife starts nine-tenths of the way through the article. Oh my God, it's too late. Most of the time, this old man's wife-chasing crematorium won't be saved... 2. Protagonist's personality In the past, when I watched it, I felt that Shou was very divine, forbearing, and awkward. Now, I actually see a bit of madness in him. It turns out that the hatred for her husband is written in a very subtle way, so subtle that it makes people think that he is showing off, but ignores that he is showing off in revenge. 3. A little reverie without a center I carefully analyzed why I felt that they had a sense of BE, because I like to pay attention to the 1% that is different from the other 99%. The same goes for the protagonist. Although they have done ninety-nine things to show their love for each other, as long as there is one thing that causes misunderstandings, the rift will be like a La Nina phenomenon in the earth's ocean currents, which is unstoppable. Then the process of them testing their relationship is like the classic metaphor of breaking porcelain. When the porcelain is broken and the depth is tested, the relationship also breaks down. Secondly, and what's even more terrible is that I have a solidified idea that the mission of healing in emotional novels must be accomplished by close relationships, just like eating French fries with ketchup. However, what is the author's most amazing stroke? He arranged for an ordinary person with no previous experience to complete a certain project that Shou has always been worried about. As a result, I always felt that I missed 100 million. In fact, I have had countless opportunities to help Shou complete this project, but (the author is not a human being). At this point, I suddenly thought, could it be that because Shou is very affectionate, I have higher demands on him, which leads to the lack of feeling of being loved? Therefore, the more you love attacking, the more you will be unable to pursue your own philosophy of life. And the same goes for attacking. It made me laugh so hard, I suddenly felt that they were a perfect match, and their illnesses in love were mirror images of each other. In the past, I always felt that the ending gave people a feeling of being enlightened and heartless. Here I want to scold the author for not being a human being (although I still appreciate this kind of non-human behavior in a perverted way... Perhaps what the author wants to express is that only after they have gone through many vicissitudes can they become each other's mature lovers. Youth is passionate but cannot last forever. This is difficult to do in ancient times.

I grabbed some food myself—— Qiao Mu followed Ji Fengqi on a medical trip and soon fell ill. Qiao Mu and Ji Fengqi had different opinions. Ji Fengqi grabbed Qiao Mu's pulse and said seriously that Qiao Mu needed a good rest. Regardless of his panda-like appearance, Qiao Mu insisted on following Ji Fengqi and never left. During the day, he stood behind Ji Fengqi as a coolie and did not let Ji Fengqi carry anything himself. At night, he would lie at the foot of the bed and pretend to be asleep. After Ji Fengqi fell asleep, he would watch over her with gentle eyes. Lying quietly in the moonlight is a tenderness bestowed on Qiao Mu in this world. Qiao Mu didn't even dare to touch it, but only dared to watch it quietly. The moonlight was bright, and he stared at the moonlight, and consumed his boiling thoughts with the breath of the night. Calm down, Qiao Mu, don't hurt him again. Ji Fengqi just forgave him. Forgiveness does not mean willingness to accept again. Qiao Mu was afraid that Ji Fengqi just didn't care who was with him, but Qiao Mu was thick-skinned and would stalk her, taking advantage of Ji Fengqi's temporary soft-heartedness. Aqi probably doesn't love him anymore. Perhaps it is precisely because the love has disappeared that I have no resentment or hatred towards him. Aqi no longer treats him. Qiao Mu smiled when he thought of this. He had a heart ailment, and Dr. Ji's superb medical skills cured his heart ailment. Qiao Mu will be Ji Fengqi's patient for the rest of his life. When people talk about Dr. Ji, they often say, "Gratefulness is not love, it's an illusion." Qiao Mu wanted to laugh even more. Ji Fengqi returned home. It was pitch dark, not even a light. Ji Fengqi's fingers suddenly became cold. He looked down at his own shadow, which was like a slap in the dark night. It wasn't heavy, but it was chilling and suffocating to the point where he wanted to open his mouth and take a deep breath. He was mentally prepared and walked into the door, only to see a man squatting on the ground and wiping fish juice. A mist filled his eyes, and his leaden throat finally became clear. "Why don't you light the lamp?" Qiao Mu stood up from the ground. Ji Fengqi wanted to go over and help him, but was a step too late. "I often walk at night and look at things at night. Well... I can gradually see things in the dark like daylight." Searching day and night, those six years were really heartbreaking, and no matter how dark the night was, it was not as strong as the fear in his heart. Qiao Mu watched Ji Fengqi finish a whole plate of fish before he smiled and said, "Aqi, I have something to tell you." Ji Fengqi smiled and said: "The cannibal has a short mouth. What bad thing did he do?" "You said gratitude is not love, but an illusion. I think so too." Ji Fengqi's breathing stagnated. "My feelings for you are all wrong. When I look at you, I think about the touch of touching you; when I touch your fingers, I miss the taste of sucking them; when I eat the snacks you made, all I can think of is your face covered with several streaks of flour, like a tabby cat. When I fall asleep listening to your breathing at night, I feel the moonlight shining on my face. It's really comfortable..." "Aqi, tell me, are these all illusions?" "Then you cure me..." The tall Qiao Mu bent down to hug Ji Fengqi, raised his neck, and greedily rubbed Ji Fengqi's neck. He looked like he was about to be killed, begging for love, and begging not to be rejected. Ji Fengqi laughed. Qiao Mu, I am not stingy with what I can give.

The two of you really don't want to pass on your internal friction to each other, and you both think you are taking care of each other, but each other's silence is the mountain that crushes the relationship. The author is a pig-hearted person. If other people don't have a long mouth, they have low emotional intelligence at best. The author's lack of a long mouth really makes people afraid to read it carefully. If you read it carefully, it hurts to the bone. I wish I could hit a wall. I hate myself for reading such a heart-wrenching article! I know you both love each other as much as you love life, why can't you feel each other's feelings for each other? The author leaves the greatest pain to readers who can open up God's perspective. As people in the situation themselves, they cannot see all the truth and understand all the regrets. Could Qiao Mu really explain everything clearly with just one mouth? There were some places where he didn't know that Ji Fengqi had misunderstood him. In the end, I just had to make do, and I really had a heart attack. Even though they are so in love, I don't think their feelings for each other have been smoothed out even after six years, but I always feel that there is a crack between them that will be difficult to mend in the rest of my life. I'm really upset! I hope that when I become hard-hearted, I won't think of this article again.

Henry Zhang, who has the best brains, is stupid, and Qiao Mu, who has the sharpest vision, is blind. Is this really ironic?

I watched it again. My point is that I don't hate abuse, but I hate unnecessary abuse. From the beginning to the end, from the main CP to the sub-CP, almost all the plots are based on misunderstandings. It is too repetitive, too delayed, and too confusing! After watching it, I had no other feelings except that I was tortured.

I'm so sad. I saw Jiansan's humanities. I thought it would be a light-hearted story, but I didn't expect it to be so heavy.

Suddenly he realized, did Aqi go back to the study to eat fish? Hahahaha, if you didn't tell me clearly earlier, I lost one yesterday.

Yeshu rushed back at night and night. He didn't know if he saw his lover or not. It was still not a happy ending. Will his wife write a follow-up? Woo woo

How time has passed...