Villainess, but I Picked Up Geto

My name is Fujimiya Chiyuki. In my past life, I was the villainess in a fanfiction. As the heroine's half-sister, I was obsessed with Gojo, who was in love with the heroine. Jealousy drove me to do all kinds of terrible things, and in the end, the Geto who had defected killed me. After earning enough good karma, I was reincarnated with no memories and lived a peaceful, ordinary life. Until The day my memories returned, I was transported back again! And wouldn't you know it, I landed right in the middle of the part where I drugged the heroine and accidentally took the drug myself. According to the original story, I was supposed to be assaulted tonight and fall completely into darkness. But Geto was at the bar around the corner, miserable over unrequited love, so without a second thought I ran in and threw myself into his arms. I had no intention of taking responsibility for sleeping with my nemesis from the start. I ran away. More accurately, I was transported back again. Two months later. The instant I opened the door, Geto's face darkened as he grabbed me by the throat, his deep purple eyes shadowed and tangled with emotion. "Found you." ??? "Exciting," I couldn't help thinking. Then his grip loosened, and Geto collapsed against me. "This is way too exciting!" [Bonus Scene] Chiyuki played dumb. "I don't remember what happened that night." Geto replied calmly, "Nothing much. You didn't remember the first dozen times, either." Chiyuki broke down. "I don't have cursed energy! I'm a monkey!" Geto smiled with narrowed eyes. "Funny, I'm into monkeys now." A few things to know before reading: 1. Suguru has issues and a beautifully messed-up mental state. He's basically a male ghost. The heroine is an ordinary girl with an equally beautiful mental state, and the two of them are mutually drawn together by their shared issues. 2. A 1v1 sweet romance. A short story under 200,000 words. The characters are older than in the original, and all are adults. 3. Third person. Written on a whim, with the story going wherever I feel like taking it. The writing is terrible, the kinks are unusual, and I don't accept writing advice. No story can please everyone. If a scene makes you uncomfortable and you can't keep reading, feel free to leave. I'll delete comments that make me uncomfortable. 4. The heroine's character design on the cover was created by my friend Lu Qi. Theme: Be independent and love life