A Monster's Love Diary

It's been a long time since I've seen such a well-written Hunter fic. I feel mixed and excited. From a personal perspective, Feitan actually really liked Lulu. He did, as he said, see and accept the real Lulu for a moment. But Feitan's inner and spiritual world are essentially very poor. He can't even nourish his own heart, so how can he have the ability to nourish Lulu. Lulu asking him for love was like asking a beggar for money. The beggar couldn't give him much money and Feitan couldn't give him normal love. Lulu, who is born alone, is not a normal person. There is indeed no "Feitan" in her eyes. To her, "Feitan" is basically just a tool to satisfy her desire to be loved. It can be Feitan or anyone else. Feitan is a smart, sensitive and extremely arrogant person. How could he not realize that the real him has never been in Lulu's eyes? He noticed his "tool" attribute, and he was angry, especially when he really had feelings. The relationship between Lulu and Feitan was a dead end with no solution. Both of them guarded their own boundaries and waited for the other to cross over first. Lulu is waiting for Feitan's love, and when it does, maybe she will have a unique "Feitan" in her eyes. Feitan is also waiting for Lulu to see him as irreplaceable. Maybe Feitan will be more willing to share his few feelings. So it's a dead end with no solution. Two people who don't understand love and the rules of love are destined to be unable to give each other what they expect. The final ending was a two-way journey. When Lulu was willing to die with Feitan, Feitan was truly seen by Lulu to some extent. Three pairs of cps, the funny thing is that in the end, you will find that even Feitan only has such a barren relationship, but compared with Chrollo and the knight, he can seem sincere. I would like to call it the only "pure love" cp in this article. Thank you to the author for bringing such a good fanfic. This is really one of the rare hunter fanfics that I have been able to read in recent years. The plot development is twists and turns, bizarre and quite interesting. The most rare thing is that the character's personality is very logically portrayed, and people can't help but sigh that this is indeed what Chrollo Knight can do. The final ending is also quite absurd and ironic, which I like very much.

At first, I came here for CP, but later I realized that it doesn't really matter whether I have CP or not. The characters in this novel are very rich, and everyone's desires, ambitions, and pursuits are intertwined with each other. The emotional sublimation is more touching than a simple mindless love. In the end, Lulu finally learned what love is from Coola, and finally Feitan finally admitted the response he gave, which was enough. They are indeed not suitable for being together. In fact, none of the three pairs of CPs in the article can be together. On the contrary, only te seems to be a matter of course. This is a very happy ending for me.

The author's writing is really good and fluent. I read it all at once, and the characters are also very full. The pairing of Feitan and Lulu feels like a "mismatch". What can I say about the other two pairs? In fact, they are only use and desire. Feitan and Lulu both gave their sincerity but they are both monsters. The ending of truth, goodness and beauty is too unreal. Just like Lulu said because she lived across from Feitan, she looked twice. If Lulu met Kurapika at the beginning, the ending might be different.

"Hate and love can go hand in hand in the same heart, because when you hate someone, you will always think about him, and in this sense you become his slave. The same is true when we fall in love." Lulu is always thinking about what to fill her already empty body with, but everything is in vain. She chewed the tiny bit of love carefully, until her mouth was full of blood, and she realized that what she was holding was just a piece of cold ceramic shard. The sweetness she tasted was never love, but the taste of blood. She hated him endlessly, begged him, and hated him for the ever-changing scale of her love. It was Lulu who couldn't see Feitan but still loved him blindly. Every moment, underneath this hate, shines love and... Madness... Extremely sincere infinite love and - madness. Dear Lulu: Love is a blind snake, It's a twisted umbilical cord, It's rusty iron, It's the puppy's ankle.

What a shocking fanfic, Amen

The writing is great, but this ending... Copying a new Lulu or something, even if the data is exactly the same, the personality, hobbies and behavior patterns are exactly the same, she is no longer Lulu. Everyone is unique, and Lulu is also unique.

The main focus of the three pairs of CPs is distortion. I can only say that the author's creation is perfect and reaches its peak.

I want to watch the if line Lulu meets Coola first 😭 😭 😭

No... You... I... Ah, this... I... (Lost the ability to think) It's really, really good and evil will be rewarded in the end.

Tsk, it's not easy to impress people! However, I always feel that the heroine and Ilmi look better together. It would be nice if there was an if line!!!