Finding Joy in This Life

To be honest, it's not very well written. Read with caution.

[Blurb]

Shen Huanxin is a vicious cannon-fodder character with nothing but beauty.

At the polo field, her cousin showed off her skills, even catching the attention of the third prince, who had always been cold toward Shen Huanxin.

Consumed with jealousy, Shen Huanxin crumpled her handkerchief. Ignoring everyone's attempts to stop her, she insisted on competing with her cousin.

But she could barely ride a horse, let alone play polo.

A wooden ball came flying at her and knocked her unconscious.

When Shen Huanxin woke up, she discovered there was a man inside her body.

He was extremely tall, broad-shouldered and straight-backed, big and strong. He loomed over her with an oppressive presence, and the first time Shen Huanxin saw him, her legs trembled beneath her.

How could she possibly provoke someone so terrifying?!

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Due to a System malfunction, Xie Zhun was forced to transmigrate into the body of a minor cannon-fodder character in a romance novel.

The cannon-fodder girl was spoiled and willful, big-breasted and brainless. She did all sorts of stupid things, so of course she met a terrible end.

She was good at putting on a brave front, but she was as easily frightened as a rabbit.

Xie Zhun had little patience and even less conscience. At first, he just thought she was fun and amusing.

Then, somehow, she inexplicably captured his heart.

Every day, he wanted to steal the third prince's girl and snatch the little cannon-fodder away.

[The male lead transmigrates into the female lead's body, and they share one body. Later, the male lead will have a body of his own.]

For specific content warnings, see the author's note in Chapter One.

The heroine is the cutest person in the book, and nothing else comes close. If you can't appreciate an airhead in the free chapters, please be cautious before subscribing~

#Beautiful, stylish, tsundere airhead kitty

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Blurb:

Cuicui doesn't know how to hide the love in her eyes.

She's the village jinx who supposedly brought about the deaths of her father and grandfather.

She's dull, timid, and perhaps a little foolish.

She was engaged to Brother A Fei, whom she'd loved since childhood, thanks to the favor of fate.

Later, she learned that Gu Fei, who had been by her side for six years in childhood, was actually the only son of the Duke of Gu in the capital, and a top scholar who had passed all three imperial examinations.

He was a gentle gentleman who smiled like a spring breeze.

He was perfect in every way, praised by everyone in the capital.

Cuicui married Gu Fei full of joy and fell in love. She was blind with love, yet sensitive.

Gradually, Cuicui realized that Gu Fei didn't actually like her.

That was fine. She wasn't good enough for him anyway.

Cuicui swallowed her reluctance and asked for a divorce.

As usual, Gu Fei smiled gently, his expression warm and agreeable. But the curve of his lips was unnaturally wide, and his voice seemed to tremble. "Cuicui, I won't agree."

Later, Cuicui discovered that Gu Fei was actually a madman.

A madman who had spent years pretending otherwise.

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Gu Fei was born lacking emotions. He found it hard to feel anything himself, let alone understand what others were feeling.

Perhaps he was so clever that he thought he could control anything. He looked down on everyone from on high, easily seeing through their intentions and acting perfectly in response, while feeling nothing inside.

Gu Fei was a monster who had spent years pretending to be normal, hiding among ordinary people. A monster wearing human skin.

He was a stagnant pool, cold and wicked.

Deep down, he despised the foolish, ignorant masses, and he despised Deng Ke Cui, an awkward woman struggling to survive in this world, as ordinary as could be.

Gu Fei realized that if he treated Cuicui a little better, she would devote herself to him completely.

In his eyes, Cuicui was the most foolish person in the world. She never learned to hide her love, making it obvious at a glance. Gu Fei saw right through her. She really did love him, so very much.

So when Cuicui, who loved him so deeply, asked for a divorce, Gu Fei could easily see through her and figure out what had gone wrong.

He gently explained, "Cuicui, you've misunderstood. I do love you."

Deng Ke Cui shook her head, warmth, acceptance, and pity shining in her eyes.

Timid Cuicui tried to leave him. She struggled, but it was all in vain.

Gu Fei watched the love in her eyes grow fainter and fainter. For the first time in his life, he felt helpless and terrified as things slipped out of his control.

Cuicui could make him feel.

Gu Fei pressed a hand to his chest. It hurt. It hurt so much. He grinned as he watched Cuicui's retreating figure, a smile blooming across his bloodstained face. His voice was filled with unrestrained delight. "Cuicui, so this is what pain feels like. I'm in so much pain, so much pain..."

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Gu Fei was a monster with nothing, hollow and numb. He gladly fed on Deng Ke Cui's overflowing love. He looked down on her, but he would never let her leave.

Theme: Live life with a positive attitude.