A sudden little idea.
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Shou has a heart disease that cannot be cured. Gong likes him very much. While he likes him, he is also desperate for his disease. The two emotions are intertwined with him throughout his life.
As for Shou, he and Gong liked each other, but when he saw that Gong was always worried about his heart disease and saw the despair that the other party showed from time to time because he was worried about his disease, he only felt that they liked each other even more. He felt a morbid satisfaction in it.
Shou liked Gong, and he also liked Gong's despair because of his illness.
Intention: I love you, and I appreciate your embarrassment when you love me.