Weibo: Xuxu Buxu
Story blurb:
"You appeared in my world and became my eternal salvation."
[Devoted, loyal, and endlessly indulgent x Sensitive, self-loathing, and quietly prickly]
1,
The phrase "childhood sweethearts" always brings to mind endless beauty and innocence, making people envy it again and again.
And yet, in her junior year of college, Xie Han, always gentle and devoted, was the one who initiated a breakup with Jiang Jingze, her boyfriend of three years, whom she had known for fifteen.
Neither of them openly clung to the other, but in secret, they couldn't help hiding away and watching each other's lives from afar.
Four years later, the former lovers meet again, at the most desperate and lost hour of Xie Han's life.
Xie Han looks haggard, dressed in a white nightgown, sickly and quiet as she sits there.
Jiang Jingze, meanwhile, is dressed in a suit, mature and distinguished, his chest still heaving from rushing over in a panic.
Xie Han's world is barren and dim, while Jiang Jingze seems to radiate light like a deity. He forces his way into the darkness surrounding her, trying to adorn it, trying to illuminate it.
2,
Ever since they met again, Xie Han has deliberately avoided letting Jiang Jingze get close.
Then one night, she encounters a drunken man who has sneaked into the elevator with bad intentions. The suffocating tension takes her straight back to the time when her mother controlled her.
In her panic and helplessness, Jiang Jingze happens to message her, then races over to her side and takes her hand, giving her a sense of safety.
That night, Xie Han has a trauma response and screams, drowned out by the fireworks outside the window. Someone appears and wraps an arm around her shoulders.
As she closes her eyes, she hears Jiang Jingze let out a long sigh. "If only I could have stayed by your side all along."
At that moment, Xie Han can no longer hold back her tears.
She begins to waver.
3,
Xie Han deliberately shows Jiang Jingze her wicked, unreasonable side, hoping he will see her for who she is.
But Jiang Jingze withstands her most malicious tests.
Countless times, Xie Han has wanted to drag Jiang Jingze down into the mire with her. She tries her hardest to restrain herself, but her wicked desires are like a chasm that can never be filled.
So this time, when Jiang Jingze opens his palm before her and says, "As long as you reach out, I'll take your hand," she reaches out.
She never wants to let him go again.
Then let them sink together, falling into even the darkest trap side by side.
But how could there be darkness when she's with Jiang Jingze?
He will never again leave her alone to stumble through the dark. He will take her out, onto the bright and open road.
Because when Jiang Jingze is there, so are light and salvation.
No one doesn't long to be saved, and she is no exception.
--"He still caught me before I fell."
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Reading guide: 1v1, both leads' first relationship, primarily set in the city, with some school scenes
The female lead is flawed, and some details are original to this story. No real-life inspiration.
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Pre-release divider
Pre-release: Moonlight Brushes Away the Dust
"You are like a bright moon and a gentle breeze. When you pass by me, you brush the dust from my body."
Obsessive, calculating, and always laying plans x Feigning obedience, but truly willing to take the bait
1,
The sound of blows landing in a dark, deep alley rings out again and again. The boy's muffled groans and the thugs' foul-mouthed curses fill her ears.
Wen Yu curls up in the shadows around the corner, both hands pressed tightly over her mouth, afraid to make a sound and give herself away.
She doesn't know how long the beating lasts. Once she's sure they've left, all strength drains from her, and she collapses to the ground.
After a while, she manages to get up and walk out. The boy lies sprawled on the ground, radiating menace. In the darkness, moonlight catches his gleaming black eyes, full of danger.
He's like a vicious leopard lying in wait in the shadows, ready to capture its prey. One careless move, and he'll pin you beneath his sharp claws and fangs, leaving you no way to escape.
His attempt to shield her and the injuries he sustained fill her with guilt.
But in truth, the moment she entered the alley, the trap had already been set.
2,
The day before Yu Jin leaves the country, he waits downstairs at Wen Yu's building from early morning, hoping she'll come out.
Wen Yu knows he's waiting below the whole time, but she refuses to go down and see him.
After he's waited all day, night falls and heavy rain begins. Wen Yu can no longer bear it.
She walks through the rain, then stops in front of him with an umbrella.
Unexpectedly, when Yu Jin looks up at her, the corners of his eyes are red and the veins stand out on his hand. He pushes beneath the umbrella, grips Wen Yu around the waist, and pulls her forcefully into his arms. Then he lowers his head and kisses her fiercely, saying:
"Wen Yu, we're not finished."
3,
Four years later, they meet again on a rainy day.
The same night sky, the same heavy rain, and an umbrella in each of their hands.
The only difference is that now he's the one holding the umbrella for her.
Yu Jin restrains himself from dragging away the man standing beside Wen Yu. He stays where he is, brows furrowed, staring at him in displeasure.
"A Yu, come over here."
Beneath the black umbrella, the hand gripping its handle has distinct knuckles, and the veins standing out on the back of it reveal how jealous and afraid he is.
Theme: Become a better version of yourself for love
The Dark Road Is Hard to Escape
The Pure Rainy Season
Hearing the Wedding Vows
Don’t Hit on My Bro
I Mistook You for Someone Else
Mr. Wen, Would You Like a Little Red Flower?
The White Moonlight Won't Take No for an Answer
Hard to Read [Broken and Reunited]
Forbidden Desires, Unthinkable Longings (The Claiming Series)
The Full Moon Comes from Afar
Crimson and the Color of Love
Climb the Ranks by Waiting for Your Chance
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When Xie Han falls, there will always be someone who remembers her
I have recently refined the entire text, and the last chapter of the extra chapter should be 3,000 words long. The breakup scene is probably the most regrettable.
In this wave, I stand with Jiyue (Shasha is paranoid and crazy, I like it)
Wow wow wow the extra story is so touching
I really love a boyfriend who removes your makeup and packs your luggage before going to bed.
Spread the flowers, spread the flowers, spread the flowers, spread the flowers
I've finished reading. It's great. Keep up the good work, author.
After reading this novel, I remembered my boyfriend and I. We had been in a long-distance relationship for four years. Every time my parents quarreled and my mother ran away from home, I told my father that I wanted to find my mother. My father would tell me to go out and die if I wanted to find my mother. When my mother came back, she would scold me for being useless. At that time, he He always comforted me. Later, during the Chinese New Year, I called him and heard the sound of firecrackers. I had a stress reaction and dropped the cup, cutting my hands. He noticed something was wrong with me and called my cousin and asked her to come and accompany me. He asked her to tell her mother to take me to the hospital. Later, I felt that I was bad enough. After I dropped out of school and was hospitalized, I broke up with him while he was at school and couldn't see any news from me. My sister told me that he has been using her to find out how I am doing over the past year, and will contact me only after he knows I am better. After we reconciled, I told him the truth and told him that I was having a hard time this year, and he also told me that he was having a hard time. It would have been nice if he had been by my side at that time. He said that in college before. I want to take the exam for this province. Later this year he failed the college entrance examination. I told him that I was going to Guangzhou to meet my brother in college and didn't want to stay with my parents. He said that he would also come to Guangzhou to accompany me. In the end, he stayed with me. Whether it was when my parents quarreled when I was young and I ran away to live with him, or when my parents got divorced and I became homeless, he was always by my side and he saved me.
Finished with flowers~~~ Well written in big letters!! Like like