[Irregularly revised and proofread]
The ending was decided from the very beginning.
North and south are so, so far apart. We would never know each other.
You Beining always believed that her first true encounter with Zuo Nanzhe had been in winter, beneath the school's rankings board.
Sparse snowflakes drifted down from the sky. No special beam of light shone on Zuo Nanzhe that day, but whenever she looked back, she always thought: A boy like him is a ray of light all on his own.
From the very first glance, she saw the sincere soul hidden behind Zuo Nanzhe's carefree nature. Longing to be illuminated, she secretly loved him for years, following him, then standing by his side, until they missed their chance. Perhaps it really did come down to the joke someone had made when they first met: "Left and right never connect, north and south never meet."
She wrote twenty-five letters on all those nights she missed him. Only after she let go and began a new life did she learn that the tragedy wasn't that their story had ended without a confession. It was that the boy had loved her too.
And in the end, her twenty-sixth letter was a farewell.
A secret crush is one person's affair. The ending was decided from the very beginning. Their mutual, unspoken love ended with the words: I hope you find happiness too.
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Content warning: Mutual unrequited love, tragic ending. My writing could use improvement. If it's not for you, please move on. Wishing you a happy life~
VB: Jin Li, good afternoon
Theme: Let us all look ahead
After reading this book, I was reminded of my own secret love. The boy I have liked for five years was ultimately just a one-man show for me.
There were only 3 chapters when I read it last year, and they are still in my favorites. No matter how many times I read it, I still have feelings in my heart. I saw an update yesterday. I thought it was Li Li's revision, so I simply clicked in and took a look. I didn't expect there would be stories. Now that I've read it, I have a faint feeling of déjà vu. It turns out it's empathy... I think it's time to let go of my love that lasted more than seven years but less than eight years. We said goodbye very early. Due to the transfer of schools, we left so suddenly that we didn't say goodbye properly, left no contact information, and lost contact. I could actually contact him through the class teacher, but by the time I realized it, it had been a long time, so I felt presumptuous, but in the end I still didn't dare. Do you believe in love at first sight? He believes it. The words "love at first sight" and "generous and generous" are vividly reflected in him, and he is like this to me. I didn't believe it at first, but later I realized that I was also a believer. We feel like we are friends. The feeling was different from the first time we met him. Later we realized that this may be a sign that we are destined to have a story, or it may be a sign that we are destined to have no story. As the postscript of Lili said, "Obsession is a very magical word. When I am lonely in the middle of the night, it always tells me over and over again that it never wants to forget." Have you ever heard of a sentence that cannot be forgotten? "You can't meet amazing people when you're young, it will mean that your whole life will be mediocre." Do you regret it? I think it will. C didn't know that the girl Z he once liked also liked him. He didn't know that the girl had been unwilling to admit that Z liked C because of her face. He didn't know that the girl had actually fallen in love with him quietly during the years when he liked her. He didn't know that she finally admitted her feelings for him in the first year after transferring to another school. But I, after admitting it, I knew it was a two-way relationship from beginning to end, but I didn't dare to point it out. Because by the time I realized it was love, it was already too late and I had no chance to point it out. I've been silently liking her for seven years even though I couldn't see her. It's silly, right? I know. This may be a lesson or punishment for my unwillingness to admit this love. Coward, don't like someone like this again. He has a nickname, which I gave him, called "Wooden Man". Our lives go on and our stories are unfinished. Wooden man, do you believe in fate? I believe we will meet again. ——Z
I love be. Be is reality and regret. Be may be a two-way secret love, or it may be a one-way secret love. Either way is a pity. We don't have a God's perspective. Even though he (she) likes you, how do you know? Regret may be reality.
Oh my god 🤔, his avoidant attachment personality made him afraid to express his love. He missed several photo opportunities by mistake, and his plane tickets were stacked one after another without ever seeing her. He finally recovered from his illness, but she was already married. And even if You Beining confesses to you in high school, he will reject it because of avoidant attachment. A few years in college have diluted everything. If You Beining never comes out, maybe they will have a chance, but that is unfair to her. I can only say that fate is really magical 😩
I read it last year because of the sentence "circling circles, non-circulating fate". At that time, there were only three chapters. I was so emotional. I don't know how to express it. I wish the author a bright future.
The earth is round, and the north and south may be connected after all. But crossing the distance between north and south is too far and takes too long. It is nothing more than a cyclical circle, not a cyclical edge.
I have read this novel a long time ago. At first, I saw a sentence on the Internet, which is the fate of a circular circle that does not cycle. I opened this novel and read it at that time, which was much updated. The most regretful thing is that when I wanted to read it again today, I found that it has been updated. At first, I was surprised and thought I was dazzled. After reading it, I realized that there really is such a story. I really like this novel. I like it very much.
Cycling circle, non-circulating fate, my fate with you has also come to an end
The left and right do not meet, the north and the south do not meet, the left is south and the right is north.
The world is far away and vast, and we may never meet again. But I sincerely hope you are happy