After Becoming a Widow, I Married an Evil God

This book is too difficult to write right now. I'll come back to it after I sort out my thoughts. The Empire's army storms the Divine Court. The goddess Shuang Deng falls from grace and is forced into marriage with a powerful noble. Three years later, she is widowed. At the funeral, drizzle drifts through the air as her husband's coffin is lowered into the ground. Shuang Deng, dressed in a black skirt and veil, is cornered by her stepson beside the gravestone. He leans close and whispers, "Can that old man satisfy your emotional needs?" Shuang Deng's cool gaze passes through the curtain of rain and settles on Pei Juan beneath a distant cypress tree. He is the stepson who became her husband just a week after she married into the family, and the mastermind behind the destruction of the Divine Court. On the eve of the wedding, Pei Juan knelt before her and bowed his head, baring the gland at the back of his neck. "Could you... mark me?" The fresh, woody fragrance of bamboo after the rain carries a hint of something burned. She refused. Pei Juan personally led the army that destroyed the Empire's faith in the gods and dragged the pure-white goddess down from her altar into the mortal world. Unfortunately, even with the gods gone, she still saw no one but herself. And after his identity as an omega was exposed, he lost every honor and was forced to marry his political enemy. On the eve of the wedding, he begged her to take pity on him. At the funeral, she pressed the tip of her umbrella against his chest. "Only a god can satisfy me. Now get out of my way." Pei Juan heard her. He fell into depravity. He devoured the defiled relics of an evil god, bite by bite, and became a new god. The new god was wicked and deranged, and all his divine power came solely from his love and faith in her. Without Shuang Deng, he had nothing, not even his godhood. On the ruined altar, Shuang Deng, dressed all in black, stands against the light, still as holy as an angel. Her smooth, flawless bare foot lifts Pei Juan's chin. The goddess tilts her head and asks, "Oh... can gods want to have children with me too?" The evil god devoutly kisses her toes. "Yes... May I be permitted to serve you, source of my faith?" Everyone knows that the former goddess Shuang Deng was forced to marry into the Ji family. They all lament that such a great beauty will become the old family patriarch's canary. Later, when the old patriarch Ji dies of illness, everyone assumes that she will be dependent on his son. But Shuang Deng becomes the head of the Ji family, builds a new Divine Court, and marries a new husband. They say her new husband is the new god enshrined in the Divine Court. Reader's Guide: 1. Female alpha, male omega. The woman is not a virgin, the man is. Many people have one-sided feelings for the heroine, but the male lead is set. 2. Because of the twisty narrative and missing perspectives, readers may get the wrong impression of the heroine early on, but she is neither a good person nor a canary. 3. There are both plot and romance. The cover is used with non-exclusive permission. Artist: Wenzi (Shaohua Meng). Clothing: Jisheng. Blurb dated March 1, 2022. Theme: Self-reliance