A Few Things About EXO

I seem to miss Baekhyun a lot lately, starting from the moment I suddenly realized the tenth anniversary was approaching a few days ago. Wow, ten years, such a long time, one-third of his life, he has seen the twenty-year-old, he has also seen the thirty-year-old. It feels really amazing to be able to see a person from twenty to twenty-one, twenty-two... Thirty. If someone hadn't become his father, I might not have a real sense of it. I used to be quite curious about his relationship, and sometimes I wished he would find a girl in the industry. I really wanted to like him and his lover. Just now I suddenly realized that after all these years, he has come this way, so he will no longer look for someone in the industry. It would be great to find a young lady outside the industry. After leaving the camera, he can shed the halo of an artist and become an ordinary person. Will you also get married in two years? As I get older, the purple grape in my heart has already matured.

I,,, have actually liked them for a long time, and I don't know how I feel now. I used to feel sad whenever I thought that they would have girlfriends and they were far away from me, but now, I have become very indifferent to them. I even just hope that they will be good, be happy every day, earn a lot of money, and that the person I care about truly loves each other and gets married soon. I don't want to admit it, but I may make a mistake if I keep going on as promised. , What I call forever is actually very short-lived. I haven't lost my fandom, but I seem to have become dull. I don't know how to describe it.

I used to feel like I was going to live or die, crying and laughing, exaggerated and innocent, but later I found that as time gradually faded, the emotions I had expected were actually not that ups and downs. Some people will come and some will go. This is how we are to them, and in fact, they are also to us. This way, after all, we have gone through a journey. If I occasionally think about it in the future, I will feel that there was a moment of softness, which seems to be quite good. If I completely forget it, it is also good to live my own life. I used to think that the day I really take off my food, I will say goodbye to them and my youth. But when it really fades away, I will think of the past things at a certain moment in my life, and then suddenly realize that I am in the recall mode instead of the ongoing tense. I see, not everything must have a brilliant and gorgeous ending. But now I am still in love with it, but sometimes I feel that because I am too far away, I only like a clay figure in my imagination, which is clearly separated from the real person. I feel that this kind of me is a bit hateful.

Suddenly, I felt like I was gradually fading away, and I was also paying attention to personal information. Although it was not as frequent as before, I was still very happy when I saw the news. I still remember that the first thing I remembered when watching them was Jingxiu. Later, I slowly started to distinguish each person and voice, and now I have slowly started to fade away. But I have no regrets after liking it. Instead, why didn't I like it earlier?

We will eventually return to reality and focus on ourselves. The love for our idols will slowly fade away, but it is like a spark covered by ashes. Although it is not passionate, it is always there.