A Mute's Secret Crush

It's not Chu Yilin, can you see me? Were you born without a mother or raised by a mother?

Why do they bully disabled people? They have done nothing wrong.

Cen Xi's last words are very confusing. Bai Jinyi's death has nothing to do with Liang Jinzhou. After all, people don't know that Bai Jinyi put the flowers and saved Bai Jinyi twice.

"It turns out you really like me, but I never found out."

What a great knife, I hope everyone's secret love can see the light of day

. . . Does the heroine have to die in a sadistic novel?

If it wasn't the male protagonist, what did he do wrong? Why should you blame him?

I also think that the heroine should love herself and live. She has survived being bullied and so on, and it is not worth dying just because the hero threw his flowers away. Moreover, this news was told to her by the bully, and this news may not be reliable, so she can be relieved immediately. Life is not only about love. After finishing the college entrance examination, she can start over, live her own life well, learn to be confident and self-reliant, and if she improves herself, no one will dare to bully her. The male protagonist is not perfect and cannot be loved. They have no in-depth communication and do not understand each other. How can they have deep emotions? In fact, this kind of emotion can be restrained, and it is difficult to be unforgettable. Because there was no intersection, I was very busy studying. I also had a crush on a handsome boy, but when I was a student, due to the school's rules and regulations, the school's mainstream values, the restrictions of classmates' public opinions, and the limitations of communication, it may be difficult to interact even in the same class. What's more, the male and female protagonists have no intersection at all except for the help from the male protagonist. It is because of the female protagonist's experience that she is more impressed by the male protagonist, which amplifies her original love-related feelings for him (suspension bridge effect). If the male protagonist does not help her, she may not like him, and they may not know each other. But there is a gap between ideals and reality. If I were the heroine, I was so miserable and bullied, and then for the first time, a person helped me like this, and then helped me several times. He was probably handsome and very good. If I was so bad, I would subconsciously look up to outstanding people who stand high, and I would want to catch the light after standing in the darkness for a long time. However, because of the contrast of the light, I would feel even more humble and inferior to others. The situation is not good in the first place, and I cannot let go of my inner inferiority. Sometimes I would masochistically compare myself with outstanding people. (I tried it, but later I found out that I actually didn't like him. It was just because I was poor that I subconsciously yearned for good things, wanted to be him, and wanted to have the feeling of envy and jealousy he had.) In fact, maybe if the heroine is in a better situation, she may not like the hero because she is better. There is also the fact that when she encounters a tragic situation, she will regard the male protagonist as her hope for life and spiritual sustenance, but if she goes too far, it will become the reason for her to end her life. There was a time when I didn't want to live anymore, but because of the boy I liked, I had motivation and hope, and my life was a little sweet. Later, he fell in love, and I realized that I had nothing to worry about. I was a cheap person myself, so bad, it didn't matter if I cheated on him. (But I'm fine now) The reality is that if a lot of people who are not mentally strong are the heroines, they may not be able to withstand being bullied and losing the person they like (and being disabled and unable to speak), which is very scary. In that case, it's hard not to magnify a person's halo, although as you said, it's really not worth it. This is what a more rational person would think about. But people are emotional animals, and there are many emotional people in life. Moreover, the heroine is mute, bullied, and has lost people she likes, so her emotions are overflowing. Therefore, it is normal for the heroine to make the final decision. It may be a relief for her, but it is a pity. If she persists, she will be able to go further and see brighter light.

What do you do to the male protagonist? The death of the female protagonist is completely out of the female protagonist's mind and has nothing to do with the male protagonist. If the female protagonist dies, the male protagonist will have to take the blame, right?

It's really sad to have a crush on someone