[Complete. 70% anti-piracy. The main story has a tragic ending.]
[The story underwent multiple revisions while I was writing it. Please support the official release, thank you~]
Author's Weibo: Zhi Jiujiu
Bright and resilient southern girl x northern boy too timid to love
At eighteen, Shen Qinghuan was brave and passionate. She treated people kindly and was never arrogant, making her someone many secretly admired.
She grew up surrounded by love, and was the one standing in the very center of the dazzling spotlight. In Lu Zhengnian's words, she was like the moon in the night sky: bright, but never so bright that she burned you.
To Shen Qinghuan, Lu Zhengnian was more like the sun, always brimming with vitality and youthful energy.
They were alike yet different, perfectly matched in their youthful boldness, evenly matched, and both were drawn to each other in their "mutual illness."
When they weren't in love, they were two blazing lights. But when love finally arrived, they unexpectedly became slow to understand and timid.
Their pride was too great. In the end, they fell silent and grew indifferent, each with their own thoughts but nothing to say.
So before either of them could summon the courage to speak, Lu Zhengnian suddenly disappeared from Shen Qinghuan's eighteenth year.
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When they meet again, ten years have passed in a flash. They are no longer each other's closest friends, no longer the people who understand each other best.
Now so far removed from the age of eighteen, they look into each other's eyes and seem only able to cry.
On the day Lu Zhengnian watches Shen Qinghuan leave Su City, a confession from years ago, buried deep in the past, slowly arrives. The long-delayed snow finally leaves its chill in his eyes.
It turns out that he is the one who most wants to return to the past, in dreams and in waking life.
*Flashbacks, mainly set at school before moving to the city.
*Both are virgins, 1v1, mutual secret crush, tragic ending, with a parallel-world happy ending in the bonus chapter. Not a conventional getting-back-together story.
*The early school chapters are silly, light, and funny. The whole story is a slow burn. Don't read if that's not your thing.
Theme: Life should always move forward
I had an unreal feeling when I finished reading Zang. Isn't it 300,000+? Why does it feel so short? Maybe I read too many short stories. 300,000+ Is really long for me now. But after finishing it, it felt like a dream. When I returned to the city, I was still wondering why there were so many chapters. Logically speaking, Lu Zhengnian should have answered Shen Qinghuan's question in Su Yizhong. Let's start from the beginning and rationalize my thoughts and talk about it slowly. I was in school when Zangshi was serialized, but I didn't dare to follow it because I knew it was a BE novel. Hahaha, I had to watch Zangshi during the holiday of the first semester, and finally completed it in the early morning. In fact, from the beginning, I was thinking about how a sincere person like Shen Qinghuan could be. What impressed me deeply was that when Lu Zhengnian saw Shen Qinghuan making noise with his classmates, he deliberately gave the contact information to the senior high school senior. Later, when we parted in the community, I forgot the specific words, but the general meaning was that they can do it, but you can't. My only reaction at the time was that I misunderstood two people who could speak out loudly, how could they be. In fact, no one can blame me for the misunderstanding about studying and playing games. If I were Shen Qinghuan, I would not bend that finger. I would also be sad about why Lu Zhengnian bent his finger after Chen Mian came. If I were Lu Zhengnian, I would also be sad about why Shen Qinghuan didn't bend that finger. It is obvious that the people around me are like mirrors in their hearts, but the people in the game don't know. As I write this, my heart is still in a mess. To be honest, if Jiajia had not thrown away the garbage, would they have been happy, at least Song Qinghan would not have left, and whether the white roses dyed red in a pool of blood could have been handed over to Jiajia in their original form. When Qinghan confessed, I was still thinking that they were finally a happy couple, but the fact is not the case. He was trapped in that rainy day when he was 18 years old and could never come back. Unfortunately, 18-year-old Song Qinghan will not continue, and 18-year-old Lu Zhengnian is also trapped in the news of the death of his father and grandfather before the college entrance examination, as well as the failure to keep the appointment in Beijing. Ten years later, it did not snow as promised in Sioux City. Ten years later, they have also changed. It's really incredible but reasonable to read the he story of the if line with a be heart. They should have been as long-lasting as the if line. After reading so many be collections, this is the only one that moved me so much that I could only accept the if line. If there was no if line, I think they should develop like if after the end of the text. Even if the 18 years old was so gloomy, Lu Zhengnian should not be trapped in that year. He should move forward. Even if he takes a step, Shen Qinghuan will run to him with all his strength. When we go to Tibet~ I hope we can all be as sincere as Shen Qinghuan, and I hope we can all be brave~
It ended perfectly. Although it is a pity that we are still not together, it was expected. Lu Zhengnian, you are a coward 😭, then I wish Shen Qinghuan will get better and better in the future and become a shining star! Chen Nan, be brave next time.
I read a little bit of it and it was very good. I read it 3 times before I finished the high school entrance exam. I really can read Ajiu's articles endlessly. (Except for peeking, peeking is really too sad and I can't accept it.) I'm looking forward to Ajiu's next book.
Before opening this book, I recited the title silently, Confession Hidden in Time, it sounds like a regretful story, the past is cloudy and misty, my confession is silent, hidden in my eyes, hidden in time. After reading a few chapters, I felt a little heavy and depressed. I felt very bitter. How could I miss the most natural couple in everyone's eyes? It shouldn't be like this, but it happened to be like this. And I also started to think about a question. Is it more regrettable that we liked each other but never got together or that we didn't like each other? Zhijiu said that she feels it is the latter now, "At least we like each other and we met on the train we missed." I think, yes, liking is already very precious. Everyone has their own characteristics. Qing Huan is a little sun full of positivity. Such a bright girl will be unforgettable after seeing her once; Lu Zhengnian is a brave person with a melancholic little boy living in his heart. In the end, he is described as brave. Lu Zhengnian has not been knocked down by the hardships of life, but has stood up to fight and move forward countless times. To a certain extent, the two people are quite similar; Jiajia yearns for an ordinary and stable life, lacking in The family is warm but the friendship is very good to her, and she can live the life she originally wanted; Qinghan is gentle and considerate, considerate in everything, and takes care of everyone. Well, Song Qinghan will be eighteen forever, and I believe Qinghan will turn into a ray of free wind and stay with everyone; Jiang Huaiyuan is noisy, shouting without losing sincerity, everyone is the protagonist of his own life, he is full of vigor in his youth, running towards tomorrow, making progress and growing up Chen Mian is actually the vast majority of us. If we like someone, we may bravely say it so as not to regret it, we may be relieved to let ourselves go, and we may have various emotional changes because of this person. There is nothing wrong with liking someone, and there is nothing wrong with the person being liked, it is just inappropriate. But it's a good thing to like someone who is good in his own right. How come there are so many unpredictable things in the world? Accidents are always one step ahead of plan, so action is the first priority. Don't let yourself regret it for the rest of your life. This answer was hidden in time and forgotten, but it was also rediscovered and remembered many years later. I don't understand why after so many years, a coward can't be brave once. It's not until I see the back that I realize that the hardships of life are enough to overwhelm a person. Lu Zhengnian chose to miss it, and Shen Qinghuan fulfilled his mistake. Their ending was already doomed. But fortunately, in the end, the coward finally turned back to the brave Lu Zhengnian who was eighteen years old. Shen Qinghuan and Lu Zhengnian will be happy forever. We are destined to meet again! Dear Su Yizhong, dear Shen Qinghuan, Lu Zhengnian, Xu Jiajia, Song Qinghan, Jiang Huaiyuan, Chen Mian This book is more bitter to read. It is not easy for everyone, but I am very lucky that everything can be done in time, and regrets can be changed. It doesn't matter, because we are always eighteen, we are still young!
Happy ending of Ajiu, see you next time 💪
🤷 Finished spreading flowers~Okay, okay, our little couple has reconciled, hehe. As expected, Jiu, you still can't bear to separate the little couple, right? [Caigou] murmured 😭 It shows up every time and feels distressed every time.
Happy New Year Ajiu, the ending is scattering flowers 🌈
Goodbye, never see you again
Although, Lu Zhengnian, I am worried for you
It's stuck again. Alas, Lu Zhengnian's life has been bumpy.