I tweaked the synopsis a little. It's fun seeing its features keep getting updated.
I saw on Douyin that stories with protagonists like mine are being posted in a toilet forum as ones to avoid, so here's a warning.
This story includes transmigrating into someone of the opposite sex, as well as potentially romantic (?) interactions with other women or men. If that's not your thing, feel free to leave! Please don't flame the author. I'm sensitive, okay? I'm just an ordinary, silly writer, so please don't insult me. If real life were like that, I'd only be able to fantasize about it in a novel.
The title may change as the story progresses. It was originally called A Jumbled Reincarnation, but now I think Moonshadow Reincarnation sounds better. I picked the old title at random.
After a bizarre "death," I open my eyes again and find myself lying in a burning city, with a man holding my hand.
"Thank you. Thank you for still being alive..."
Wait, holy crap, isn't that Kiritsugu Emiya?
"Would you be willing to live with an uncle you don't know?"
"Then from now on, your name will be Shirou Emiya."
Looking at the man's despondent expression, I answer without thinking, "Then I'll fulfill Dad's ideals for him."
I am Shirou Emiya, female (crossed out)... male, sixteen years old, a student in Class 2-C at Homurahara Academy, a private school.
Life is pretty ordinary right now, except that I seem to keep seeing the faint outline of a red figure nearby.
I perfectly avoided every flag related to the Holy Grail War, because I really can't win a fight.
But then, on my way home, I ran into the blue Lancer charging in with a spinning attack.
The strange thing is that after I die, I'm not saved by Rin. Instead, I return to that morning.
So after school, I take a different route home.
And I run into what seems to be Berserker, out on a patrol.
I'm back to that morning again.
After school, I find a classmate I'm on pretty good terms with and ask if I can stay over.
The sad thing is that a few days later, I'm forcibly sent back to the morning of that fateful night again.
So the heavens are forcing me to fight in the Holy Grail War, is that it?
Once I realize this, I enter a strange electronic space.
Before me is a red Archer with a rather sour expression. "Have you finally decided to face your fate, Shirou Emiya?"
Huh?
This is probably a story about saving others, saving yourself, comedy (a little), and explaining the lore (a little).
I dedicate this perhaps imperfect story to the first feelings of wonder Fate gave me.
It's a fairly long story, and there's a second part, too (when will I ever finish that?).
No fixed pairing in this story. Ship whoever you like.
Theme: Love for Fate
I feel like I haven't really interacted with many people except Ritsuka's director Mashu and a few heroic spirits. The people I know and have good relationships with are basically the "key characters" who mainly appear in the plot and are depicted in vivid colors. In Shirou's eyes, those "ordinary people" are just NPCs standing on the side of the road in the game... He doesn't think about why NPCs act and what their thoughts are. He only pays attention to the protagonists in the stories he has read. However, this is actually a quite normal thought for people who have entered the game, especially for those who are not in a good mental state to begin with and have just come out of the "game" where they died.
Although it is said that he has a bad personality, this is actually the mood that human beings would have. Although it is difficult to say that Shirou is a normal person now, and the children are now broken. But I still want to say that Shirou is very charming. It is the collapse, brokenness, toughness, persistence, and the glory of humanity struggling in life and death that attract me. (Of course it's not just these). 🐶🌹 And because his heart beat too many times (?, Every heart palpitation was only momentary. Shirou is now a person who has experienced strong winds and waves.
After all, fate is a story between a boy and a girl. But I'm quite curious about [Demon Appearance]. It feels like it's quite important, and [Never Fades] in this context is like a curse. [Covering face and peeking] I feel a little bit tongue-tied (although I said words like "free will" and "your ending", it seems that Shirou himself was driven by fate to embark on this path... 😣
It will probably take me several weeks to write the detailed outline of 2.6, And I feel that the next update is far away... There were some revisions to the 2.6 Outline before. The good news is that all the settings have been completed. Originally, "The Return of the Final Wish Star" was an attack of literary youth. I felt that the content had nothing to do with this topic, so I rewrote it. Now it is all completed 💪 Thank you everyone for your comments and likes!!!
It's very depressing to watch. He has accumulated too many negative emotions and they will always burst out at certain times. It's very painful for me to watch. I hope he won't be so stressed anymore. As an ordinary person, he is good enough, but... I hope he can have a good ending. Although sometimes I feel that he is very unfulfilled when watching it, it feels a bit like me. In fact, it seems that I am also like this. I am also such a selfish and greedy person who is afraid of death. I am not qualified to criticize him. Well, I like it [pink heart] ❤️
Oops, so Morgan's focus is because of his "past" peers? Speaking of which, Shirou's mentality is really worrying. Although his personality has big problems, his situation is almost perfect? In the world of Two-Spined Salamander, you are constantly comparing yourself with the surrounding environment. It is impossible for your mental state to be normal. I feel that these countless times of self-deprecation will lead to a solidification of thinking, and then you need to break through yourself? Always failed and then got pregnant Doubt or deny yourself, etc. ˵>ㅿ<˵
Auction... Ah, is this going to be Muramasa's scene? 🙏 Is there any chance to see, Shirou: "I can't do anything". [Password is correct]✔, and so on. If you think about it this way, can the Emiya Collection also be regarded as a kind of Alaya/Honkai Guardian/Herrscher? . We still don't know what kind of enemy [destiny] Shirou will face. Damn it, I really want to know, it must be HE QWQ 😣
This emotional line left me with a feeling of "facing the rising sun and starting a grand escape". 🌈
There is no moment of mourning for the completed emotional line, what is about to come is the exciting battle! [Sunglasses] Haha, I finished writing the specific outline of the next Lostbelt today.
Very good article! I wasn't very good at eating soul wear, until I met the teacher's article. Wow wow wow, it smells so good, it's the best writing about Xing Yue I've ever seen! The teacher said that the plot and writing style impressed me so much You must not give up!!