A Summer of Fish

I think according to Chen Xiyun's character, he will definitely not sit still and wait for Yu Xia to leave without saying goodbye. With his kind of action, he will definitely figure out the cause and effect of the matter in three strokes, five divided by two. (Maybe he will even run to find Yu Xia) However, the heroine's illness is indeed the biggest obstacle. I actually want to know west Yun's reaction when he learned about Yu Xia's illness. For a teenager who is still in adolescence, this should be something beyond his ability to bear. Do those throbbing and heartbeats before death have any meaning? Are they not worth mentioning?

"Summer of Swimming Fish" and its continuation [very dreamy!!] The day he received the note from Chen Xiyun, Yu Xia was in a daze the entire day. There seemed to be two villains fighting in my mind. One said that Chen Xiyun actually liked me a little bit! It was Chen Xiyun! The other said, but you have no future. Even if he says that he likes you, what will happen? The two villains were fighting, and Yu Xia's head became groggy. Lying on a quiet dormitory bed at night, the moonlight poured in from the window next to the bed. Half of Yu Xia's body was in darkness, and the other half was illuminated by the moonlight. Yu Xia was also very confused. She really didn't know what to do. Want to be brave for once? It seemed that Chen Xiyun was by his side in all the brave things he had done. The first time he skipped class, the first time he lied to the teacher, the first time he went to the police station, the first time he lied to his mother... Although they all sounded very bad, they all seemed quite happy, and Yu Xia chuckled. But the big hand of reason grabbed her and told her, do you know you are sick? You won't live long, you know? Even if you can live happily now, this is still stolen time. Yu Xia sighed softly. She was exhausted physically and mentally from the upcoming exam, so she became a little dazed thinking about it. She seemed to see her father while half asleep and half awake. Yu Xia saw her father who was in his prime. At that time, the family was harmonious and beautiful, and his mother always had a smile on her face. Unlike now, you can always see her eyes red from crying secretly. Yu Xia returned to the small villa where their family lived before. The Luan trees in front of the door were in full bloom, and the camphor trees also made a rustling sound. It was so pleasant. She saw her father making a swing for her under the tree, and her mother cooking in the house. Yu Xia ran to her father, raised her head and asked her father in a childish voice, "Dad, Daddy! What kind of tree is this? The flowers are blooming so beautifully." Her father knelt down and touched her. Hair, and said in a gentle tone, "Xia Xia, do you like these trees?" Yu Xia said, "Yes!" Dad smiled heartily and told her, "This is the Luan tree. The Luan tree only blooms in summer and will not bloom in autumn, so in autumn Xia Xia you will I can't see these flowers." Yu Xia asked her father, "Why can the luan tree only bloom for one summer? Such beautiful flowers should bloom all year round!" Dad laughed, "No kind of flower can bloom in four seasons, Xia Xia." This is true for any kind of flower. Although their flowering period is very short, as long as they bloom freely, we will understand this truth when we Xiaxia grows up~" Xiaoxiaxia nodded as if understanding, "I will grow up soon, Dad!" His thoughts gradually drifted away, and it was the fixed biological clock time again. Yu Xia slowly sat up from the bed, still thinking about the words he heard in his dream. Chen Xiyun's appearance also appeared in his mind. Yu Xia buried his head on the quilt, a tear slipped from the corner of his eye, "Dad, I should be right to do this... Isn't it too selfish..." The wake-up bell rang. Yu Xia hurriedly packed his things and went to the class. As expected, Chen Xiyun had not arrived yet. Yu Xia sat in her seat, looked at the sticky note at hand, secretly pressed it under the recitation book, and then looked back at the classmates in the class. No one noticed her, so a line of elegant words was naturally written down. "Are you free during lunch time? I want to talk to you, is that okay?" The tone of the question was still cautious, but the girl had already taken the biggest step. The post-it note was folded up and placed under the cup on the back table. After a while, Chen Xiyun arrived at the door at the same time as usual. His eyes collided inadvertently. He seemed to be about to say something. Yu Xia also straightened his back and was ready to listen. Unexpectedly, Song Fuxing shouted, "Chen Xiyun! The head teacher wants you to go to the office." Chen Xiyun said hello, and what he was about to say was interrupted. Yu Xia also breathed a sigh of relief. This morning, Yu Xia was a little restless. Chen Xiyun should have seen the note, but said nothing. A promise that only two people knew about was slowly waiting for time to be fulfilled. But Yu Xia hasn't decided what to say yet? How to say. Just tell Chen Xiyun directly that he has that disease? In this case, would Chen Xiyun feel that he was kidnapping him morally? Yu Xia felt that she, a snail, had finally climbed out of the first step of her long march, but she didn't expect that it rained on the first day and she had to retreat back into her shell. Soon the school bell rang, and Yu Xia refused Huang Yaran's invitation, saying that she planned to go to dinner later and finish the homework first. Huang Yaran said a few words and then went out with her friends. Chen Xiyun has been quiet this morning, not as quiet as him anymore, and he is still quiet now. He sat in his seat and immersed himself in solving the problem, as if nothing had happened. Yu Xia mustered up her courage and called Chen Xiyun. He raised his head and walked out with Yu Xia. Yu Xia couldn't find a suitable place to talk, so Chen Xiyun finally took her to the computer room they had been to together before. Yu Xia's mind was confused, so she followed him. After entering and locking the door, Chen Xiyun stood opposite her and looked at her. "Chen Xiyun, I have something to tell you..." "I don't know if you still remember me. We met before when we were in the first grade of junior high school. It's just that I only attended that school for one year and then transferred." Yu Xia smiled lightly, feeling very relieved on his face. Now it was Chen Xiyun's turn to be stunned. "First grade of junior high school?..." Yu Xia nodded, "Yes. When I read my composition aloud in the first grade of junior high school, someone deliberately laughed at me, and you stopped me." Chen Xiyun was really stunned now. He didn't want to think about the people and things in junior high school, but he didn't expect that Yu Xia was among them. "I didn't expect to meet you after I came to Daizhong. I also didn't expect that we would meet because of some things and become friends. To be honest, I am very satisfied." Yu Xia slowly lowered his head when he said these words. "But Chen Xiyun, I still want to be selfish again." Thank you for the note you wrote to me yesterday. I think... I have the same idea as you. I don't want you to think too much, so I decided to tell you in person. "Chen Xiyun, I'm very happy." Yu Xia raised his head at this time, his eyes were misty. Fireworks were exploding in Chen Xiyun's mind. At this moment, he felt that he was so stupid and didn't know how to answer. He was about to ask Yu Xia, why was he crying? "Chen Xiyun, I'm sick. I've checked and found that this disease can't be cured. My father died of this disease." Yu Xia's tears unknowingly flowed all over his face, and his nose was swollen. When Chen Xiyun saw Yu Xia's tears, his heartbeat suddenly calmed down. He opened his mouth and found that his voice was hoarse. "What's going on? Can you tell me?" He gently wiped away the dried tears on Yu Xia's face. The girl's eyes were closed, her eyelashes were wet, and they were trembling. But letting his hands move gently, Chen Xiyun realized that the girl was so thin that he could cover her entire face with one palm. With Chen Xiyun's comfort, Yu Xia slowly told the whole story, including her father's illness, her grandma's affairs, and the bullying she suffered in junior high school. The girl seemed to have found an outlet and told everything in one go. Chen Xiyun was a perfect listener. He didn't say anything from beginning to end. He just handed Yu Xia a piece of paper when tears hung on her chin again and again. Later, the lunch break bell rang, and the two of them hurriedly packed up and returned to class. … Dividing line) I didn't expect to be able to code these things. I feel that some places may be OOC, but it doesn't matter. There should be some stories behind it, which I imagined. For example, Yu Xia's disease is not completely untreatable. Another example is that Chen Xiyun's father is a researcher and his research is in this area. Chen Xiyun's mother is a doctor, so she can also provide some help to Xia Xia. But I have never thought that this disease can be completely cured. I just want to say that in my heart, I hope this story can continue. Although it is a genetic disease, it is like a normal person when it is not affected. Coupled with the help of Chen's father and Chen's mother, I think I can at least live to my father's age. By then, it will not be particularly regretful. After all, there are still decades to go. So in my heart, it should be regarded as the ending of he, instead of like now. Xiaoyu knows that he can't live long, but he still insists on swimming in the water he likes until the day when his life really passes away. I have been happy, lamented, and finally regretful about this book. How can I feel everything? (Laughs, in a certain way, I feel that Xia Xia is happy. She has a mother who loves her very much and an aunt who cares about her. Even the matter with her grandma was because she cared about her son and wanted to continue her son's life, so she chose a very inappropriate way. Xia Xia now has her own good friends, and even briefly had everything she wanted. The confessions of people who dare not think about it are also steadily improving, but the premise of all these things is that the disease cannot be ignored. There is no solution, there is really no solution. But Xia Xia's final choice is very consistent with my thoughts (smile bitterly, hide, do what you like, and don't let anyone see you slowly decaying. In this way, we can have the best memories. In the eyes of others, we will still be the 16-year-old girl. That is enough. In fact, the fish in the aquarium will not stay in the sea all the time.

I feel sad after watching it over and over again, feeling empty in my heart. Even if it is impossible, I still hope that luck will come to the heroine and give her more candy. My daughter is suffering so much.

It's so sad. It takes a long time to listen to the songs in it. I know that the ending is difficult to change and we are destined to be separated, but I still dreamed of not letting the heroine leave alone. They still have many regrets. I want the hero to be by her side. It's a pity that this is a delusion, because the heroine's character is so good that she was unwilling to tell the hero her true feelings in the end. If it were me, I would definitely do everything I dared not do in the limited time without risking my own life. I would tell the male protagonist everything and let him choose whether to have a passionate and short-term love. Maybe it's because I'm a selfish person. I'm not as afraid of dragging him into the darkness as the heroine is. I just long for salvation by being illuminated by the sun. At least when I leave at the end, I will write a letter to him seriously with all my thoughts hidden in my heart, and I will say goodbye to him properly. I can't say goodbye without saying goodbye even though I know it's the last time we see each other. I will even give him a cherished hug and kiss him gently at the end of the farewell. In short, I want him to never forget me. I think when I leave this world, the person I like will cry for me because he can't bear to leave me. He will always remember that there was an introverted but cherished girl who liked him for a long time in his youth. Maybe it's because I don't love the male protagonist as much as the female protagonist. The female protagonist is like "the affectionate male lead silently loves the female protagonist but doesn't want to bring any burden to the female protagonist." In short, it's so regretful and sad, but no matter how regretful and sad the heroine is, she will never regret meeting the hero. The hero is like the sun that suddenly broke into the heroine's gloomy life. For the first time, the heroine felt the warmth of the sun. It was the first time someone treated her like this and stood by her side without hesitation. It also made her understand that she was worthy of being liked, and that she was liked by the best person in the world. The heroine is greedy for the warmth of the sun. She is cautiously but uncontrollably attracted to him like walking on a tightrope. She is as timid as a moth to a flame but is willing to get closer. She clearly longs for the sun desperately, but after learning about her illness, she no longer expects to be close to him. "I love the sun, but he should hang high in the sky and should not be monopolized by me. I have been pulled into the light by him, and seeing summer is enough."

Well, let me think about it: According to this order, I think Chen Xiyun thought about it carefully, and there must be something wrong with her sudden departure. Anyway, he and Li Song found her with photos to give themselves an excuse to find her (: "Aren't you friends? You left so suddenly and didn't tell us what happened to you. Let me show you the photos of the three of us..." Crying! How could Chen Xiyun not act?

The description of this little psychology is so exciting, and the emotional direction is very good! Heart-pounding feeling! I haven't seen enough! I haven't seen enough! ! (Chen Xiyun slapped the table and couldn't sit still. He jumped out of the manuscript box and decided to continue writing about a better life... Put away Zhibao's knife and gave him a lot of candies.)

Goodbye summer has also come to an end. Although there is summer in her name, the only summer she has ever seen was brought by someone else. The genetic disease is a big knife, and it has indeed cruelly cut off her desire to express her thoughts and love to him for so many years... Such a brilliant young man, who wouldn't like it, full of the vitality of summer, so full of vitality However, the future is promising, just like a pool of stagnant water suddenly turned into a small pond full of spring... From the beginning, Yu Xia's description was dark and cold, just like the aquarium shop full of formalin. His intrusion can be regarded as a brief encounter with Xia. Although it was short-lived, the goldfish will never forget it after seeing the brilliant fireworks of summer.

I was very satisfied after reading this story - it ended, and the strong reluctance shocked my heart. I really couldn't get enough of it. It was so good, I couldn't miss this story just because it says "be". This story is worth my time to experience! It's worth opening Jinjiang first thing when I'm sleepy sometimes! Looking back, every day is full of expectations! Reading stories is added to the beautiful rhythm of life, which is happiness! I felt their emotions and listened to their voices, which made me feel the strong attack of various emotions. I saw people with different personalities, all well-shaped. You are really great. One person can control the personality characteristics of so many people, and each one is very special. It makes me feel like I have a perspective, and I really have pictures in my mind! Now I still remember knowing that Kaiwen was so excited that he smiled when he went to sleep. I really want to see you write a story, and I really want to know what you want to express! Look what's going on, I'm spinning in circles with excitement! You have to praise me, you are really amazing, you have an indescribable sense of preciousness! You're finally ready to tell a story! I'm gearing up, and I want to see what story you bring this time after such a long time. It's the first time I've seen you write be. I really want to know how you will structure this article. I hope you will be happy when you write it, be satisfied with it, and live up to your own creation. I want to feel what story you are expressing! ! Rather than simply what the ending is, you can't miss it just because it is there. The story develops naturally, the characters have their own destiny, and any ending is respected! I am willing to immerse myself emotionally! Even if you cry heartbreakingly, as long as you tell the story you want to write without leaving any regrets, it will be fine! It's not easy to write stories when you're so busy. I hope you can create freely and express yourself freely without being restricted! The rest is my problem! But when I experienced this story at close range, I still have to say that some of Xia Xia's psychological activities and the emotional atmosphere set off by the environment... Were really exciting and particularly delicate, which made me immersed in it. I originally felt that I was not afraid of anything. Although I wrote, I couldn't bear it anymore when I saw Xia Xia. (It shows that you have the strength to write with empathy, it means that you wrote it in my heart), I was reluctant to give up, I hope she lives, but then I calmed down. This is the story you told. After you have expressed it, I have also finished feeling it. Seeing that you insist on writing this story, insist on being yourself! I appreciate you! However, the whole process of reading the article was also happy for me. The layers of secrets, excavations, and emotional advancement were all smooth. This process is very beautiful! ! There was a period in the middle when they were doing things together and I even forgot about the ending. I felt that they were great, awesome, and they had done great things! I saw the echoes, some foreshadowing, and the details, all handled very well! You are great at writing stories! It's been a puzzle since I first saw it, what's wrong with the Internet? What does tiger's mouth mean? Seeing Chen Xiyun was different... What happened? Look at her struggling to pedal, that feeling of tenacity! I really like to follow your rhythm to dig out the story, and gradually get to know her family experience. I sigh, a girl with no self-confidence and sensitivity, she really needs the good side, and she is not living well. When she saw Chen Xiyun going to the sea, she chased after him regardless of her own safety! She will pay attention to some of his information, such as chalk, composition paper, sticky notes, and pieces of paper with names in the drawer. Even if she knows the brand of clothes, she will be very happy! This Xia Xia is so distressing, I hope she is happy every day! ! This story is so good that I almost thought he was the same at first (you know, no spoilers) and what he said was really scary. Reading this article is like riding a roller coaster, with ups and downs, and waiting for updates! How about saying you can! As I write this, I have another image in my mind. They ran together, went to Nianhu Lake, and took photos. When they came back, they felt the same emotions as "Thank you for showing me summer" and "Autumn is here, but it doesn't matter. At least, they are still classmates." The impact! We went online together, cleaned toilets, bought salt sodas, married a fox, said she was beautiful, and wanted to get close to her... As early as a week ago, I began to adjust my emotions, calm down, and have a stable mind to accept the ending! When I started to see Xia Xia, I always walked in a good direction. I felt that it didn't matter even if we weren't together, it didn't matter if we liked her, and nothing mattered in the face of life and death, as long as she lived! Live well! Live a wonderful life! But life, old age, illness and death, she has her destiny! I realized that this was not the time for this story to go, so I took a step back to comfort myself. As long as Xia Xia is in this process, she feels happy, and Chen Xiyun means so much to her. In this high school, I met Chen Xiyun again. When they were young and full of youth, they bravely did a big thing together, close contact! (But there must be a lot of regrets, and there are still so many things that have not been done. She is still so young, and she still has a family who loves her. Where is her future?) Chen Xiyun is a shining and attentive boy. He will be keenly aware of Xia Xia's discomfort and provide timely help. The more their relationship develops, the more reluctant they are to let go! After reading the last chapter, my heart beat strongly, as if it was about to rush out. I really broke my guard this night, so let's feel and immerse myself again. Xia Xia supports her in everything she does. I cry too easily! There were no photos, so I just assumed she went to a good place. Later, medical treatment developed and she was alive and well! OK? If they are destined to meet again, they will definitely meet again! Goodbye Chen Xiyun in the summer! Thank you for finally putting away the knife and giving me room to imagine! I really hope the world is peaceful and full of love! To my dearest baby~ I hope you can swim freely in the world of online writing, and I hope you can be yourself in the world of pure words! I hope you can write happily, heartily, and do justice to yourself! How much you can feel the rest is my business, I will dig it out layer by layer, I will spare no effort, I will invest my sincere emotions towards you!Baby, thank you for meeting me! Thanks for coming! Waiting for you to continue telling the story next time!

Before I knew it, I stayed up late to read it. There is a feeling that my heart is soaked in tears. It is very boring. The sad emotions are not pushed to the highest point, so the fall is not so stormy. The writing is very, very good. I look forward to every subsequent work.

I firmly believe that we will see you again after goodbye