On the seventh day of the twelfth lunar month, in the middle of winter, Xie Yuan jumped from a building.
He leapt from the roof of a six-story school building.
After he died, I often started having the same dream.
In the dream, Xie Yuan always faced me with that calm, pale face, bloodstains marring his face and clothes.
It was the scene of his jump that day.
After that, I sometimes began to see Xie Yuan, faintly and indistinctly. I saw his face, his figure, his outline, and heard his gentle voice.
I lived through that period oppressed by pain. My friends told me to accept what had happened, take it easy, and distract myself. They said that at most, the incident had been so traumatic that I was having frequent stress responses.
For a time, I also thought the hallucinations were because I had been through too much.
Until one night, Xie Yuan really appeared before me. In a casual tone, he said:
"Why are you afraid? Chen Zhihe, don't you want to see me?"
I had always thought Xie Yuan was crazy, including for what he was doing now.
He said he had been reborn, but to come back and stay with me, he had kept the memories of his previous life. The price was that he could only appear and disappear, and no one could see him except me.
He also said that the only way to let other people see him and let him live like a normal person was to kiss him 1,001 times.
*It may seem like a reunion, but in truth, it is only a fantasy.
*It's not that the story doesn't make sense. All the madness and irrationality have their reasons.
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What kind of person is Xiaoyuan? He is gentle, romantic, and irresistible from the moment he appears. And what about Zhihe? He is a person who is not good at expressing but has a very kind heart. After reading it, I felt very sorry, just like Zhihe, he realized that his brother loved him but had missed him. Just like in life, people walking in two directions on the road pass each other in a blink of an eye. Zhihe could tell from the very beginning that he was not a very optimistic and positive child at heart (he was even somewhat introverted) ← I'm talking nonsense, but it seems like he is. In short, he always felt that no one would like him, so he was lonely and withdrawn. (It is perfectly reflected in the article), but as for Xiaoyuan, no one knows Zhihe better than Xiaoyuan. When he confessed, he said, "If you feel that no one loves you, then do I have the right to swear that I love you at this moment?" ' This sentence is really exciting. He knows everything about Hanghang. And when Hanghang wakes up and sees Xiaoyuan's diary, I think it also vaguely expresses that Hanghang finally feels that he has been loved all the time. (I went to cry) But actually, what's wrong with Hanghang itself? This kind of love itself should belong to a kind-hearted child like him (Xiao Yuan loves him so much), but he didn't feel it before, and now he suddenly feels it and it will feel uncomfortable. And Xiao Yuan, I want to cry when I mention him. He is so good. Oh my God. I can't imagine how Xiao Yuan has lived these years. The extra line "I love you, don't hate me" breaks the defense directly. He is really a good brother. Maybe because of his illness, the two of them occasionally have some misunderstandings, but Xiaoyuan should have a reason for doing this, but Hanghang can't feel it, so the misunderstanding becomes deeper and deeper. Well, anyway, it's really hard to see them misunderstanding. Xiaoyuan only lived eighteen years. If he knew that Hanghang also loves him very much now, he would probably feel better (crying). I saw so many words in his diary: 'Don't blame me', 'blame', 'hate', these words make me very uncomfortable. Hanghang has never blamed him. How could a little fool think so of me? Anyway, the whole article is a pity, and the two Zaizai particularly made me unhappy. Finally, I hope that Hanghang can fall in love with Xiaoyuan earlier next time. Let's work hard now.
I really like this ending, congratulations on finishing it. After reading it, I also seriously thought about it, what did Xiaoyuan do wrong? He did nothing wrong and he was only eighteen years old. He spent his eighteen years of youth loving Hanghang. He is romantic and selfless. Knight means knight, and he may have always felt that knights are not worthy of princesses. But in these confused years, Hanghang loved him, loved him very much, so how could he be unworthy? In fact, they are each other's gods, and they deeply influence each other. They are equally noble and kind, but they don't realize that they are an indispensable light in each other's life, or even their entire youth. It is worth leaving all your time to love each other.
The writing is so good, my wife did a great job! Finally, I still hope that Xie Yuan and Hanghang can never miss each other again in the next life and stay together for a lifetime.
Oh my god, "His smile is like a sudden sunny day in winter." Wuwuwuwu, it breaks my defense.
The first is congratulations on the ending, and the second is the end of our friendship. I was just about to say it was so sweet and had a lot of emotions, but when I saw the ending, I immediately took out the 800-kilometer knife.
Woooooooo! The storm cries! Hanghang, don't cry, wuwuwu, but I really want to cry, what will he do if he leaves him? I am sooooooooooooo, now Hanghang must love him as much as he loves him (what am I talking about) wuwuwu, Xiaoxie wuwuwu! Hanghang must live well with his love and hope in the days without him.
I looked up what knight means, and it's a little bright spot⊙▽⊙
If time says I don't love you, then the rest of my life and the rest of my life will be telling you I love you 😭
So happy, a tender chapter, crying [ bursting into tears ] [ bursting into tears ], young couple 99
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhinging. Have you ever thought about writing hex lines? Xiaoyuan didn't jump off the building in the end. It's so sad.