When Ryunosuke Akutagawa Cosplayed as Ryunosuke Akutagawa

Dad, I came from your original account, but yours is even less than the original one.

A big hug and thank you to the Jinjiang customer service lady. I didn't read the last chapter, and I don't know why you came up with such an idea. However, as a person who has also failed in self-commitment, I don't know why I want to have a few words with you. Even now, I don't know why I am alive. Living or dying does not make much difference to me. As for what will happen to others, I am no longer here. Naturally, I will know nothing and feel nothing. However, a big reason why I am still alive now is because I read the book that Dazai held in his hand all day long. It passed many of my plans. This one was too troublesome, that one was unsightly, that one was too painful... It successfully made me unable to do anything. And one more thing, I always feel that life must have some value, otherwise it would be too wasteful. Even if I don't have a valuable life, losing money in a business will always make me feel very unhappy. So a big part of my motivation for living is that I want to leave something in this world. Before that, I won't leave. Finally, go to the hospital and see that medicine is still very effective. I have a friend whose life depends entirely on medicine, which makes her feel happy (her parents have some problems). I am severely depressed. When I am doing this, I will have an inexplicable idea in my mind that what I am doing is the right thing to do. I can still listen to other people's advice. It's already good. Don't worry too much. When I couldn't hold it any longer, I put on a song, locked the door, and cried. Call the national zs intervention hotline. Although you often have to queue up, in most cases you will meet a patient person who will listen to you. (Although sometimes you will meet someone who feels like she is constantly exploring the reasons for your psychological changes, using you for research and observation, which is very disgusting. If you encounter this person, just hang up, otherwise your mood may collapse even more) Finally, do you want to think about why you want to leave? Is there really no way out? If you think about it, this is what the protagonist must go through, and his mood will be much better. Well, best wishes

Thank you. You finally remembered that there are still holes to fill in. For your book, I created a special category called Updated.

Hug madam, welcome back, I really like you. I have been reading your articles on Baidu before, and I just came back from Jinjiang today. Everyone will be unhappy. We all have the same class teacher and the same pressure. As a senior in high school, I am about to enter a higher school. I can really feel this sense of oppression. It's kind of A person rots quietly while others only care about my brilliant feeling before rot (a bit of a middle school). I have thought about escaping from this world, but this world is also beautiful. There are people who care about me and people I care about, and you, the wife I like, hope you can cheer up, I will always support you, come on, madam!

It's not a show, maybe it's a subconscious cry for help. Come on.

I came to this one from another one, haha, why didn't you update it? ! ! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! Damn it! ! ! I've fallen into a trap again! ! ! Ahhhhhhhhhh! ! ! ! I kneel down for you! Update it! It'll be fine if it's over early, right? !

Welcome back! I like you! (But I don't know why I want to add: It actually hurts to drink cephalosporin with wine. My head feels dizzy and my stomach hurts. It's like having a high fever plus gastroenteritis (I don't know if it's because of the high alcohol content or just my body). Although Dazai It is said that entering the water is very comfortable, but if the water quality is not good, you will feel choked within a minute after entering the water, which is even more uncomfortable. There is nothing uncomfortable about unnatural death... Anyway, cheer up! Because there are many, many people who like you! By the way, welcome back!)

Happy birthday and be happy every day. This book was originally on my lifetime list, but it has been updated, which makes me super happy.

Teacher, are you still here? I'm a little scared about what happened the year before last... (No malice)

Hug me. Anyway, I still want to say that no matter what kind of unnatural death, it hurts.