How Could the Sickly Beauty's White Moonlight Be a Top?

(▲ This story is not recommended for reading. I'll update after revising the earlier chapters, but it'll take some time.) Chi Tao read a novel in which the male lead, Gu Chenning, had a beloved first love. The first love, Yu Ran, was stunningly beautiful but cold and distant, like a flower atop an inaccessible peak. After Yu Ran appeared, he became the untouchable white rose in the hearts of the readers. That is, until the latest chapter: "Yu Ran raised an eyebrow slightly, a faint smile forming on his lovely face. 'But I'm a man, too.'" Chi Tao: ??? Then he transmigrated into a book. He became a minor cannon fodder character who had a crush on the male lead. When he arrived, the male lead, Gu Chenning, was looking at him coldly, as if he were garbage. Chi Tao froze. His confession took a sudden turn. "I like you... I mean, your deskmate." Far away, Gu Chenning's deskmate, Yu Ran, dressed in a white dress, paused, then slowly raised an eyebrow. Chi Tao had always thought he was a straight man, until Yu Ran leaned in to kiss him beneath the dim lights. - Someone once told Yu Ran, "It'd be nice to keep a delicate little thing around." But no one told Yu Ran that one day he'd lower his proud, unyielding head, soften his expression, and say to someone in a quiet, aggrieved voice, "Chi Tao, it hurts." Yu Ran x Chi Tao Beautiful, troubled cross-dressing heartthrob seme x a handsome uke with maximum boyfriend energy who only softens for his seme Content warnings: 1. Cross-dressing seme. He does not dress as a woman all the time. 2. Apology statement in the author's note of Chapter One. Upcoming story: "After Getting Married, I Fell for the Aloof Omega" Please add it to your reading list =3= Xie Qiu first met Jiang Bieting at his mother's funeral. Dressed in a black suit, the young master Jiang offered him a handkerchief. The second time Xie Qiu saw Jiang Bieting, the boy in his school uniform jumped down from a wall, scattering osmanthus petals all around him. Those two meetings were enough to stay in Xie Qiu's memory for many years. After that, he watched Jiang Bieting unexpectedly go into filmmaking. Jiang won the Best Director award for his very first film, and the leading man in every film he made was always the same person. · Xie Qiu was striking, elegant, and beautiful. He was an Omega almost every Alpha wanted to marry, except Jiang Bieting. Jiang Bieting disliked how Xie Qiu was always so reserved and proper. To him, Bai Nianying, who came from a less privileged background than Xie Qiu, was much more lovable. Until a marriage contract bound him and Xie Qiu together. Jiang Bieting... ended up loving it. But Jiang Bieting discovered that Xie Qiu's tenderness could be given to others, but never to him. Jiang Bieting was furious with Xie Qiu, and gritted his teeth rather than admit he liked him. Then one day, Jiang Bieting found a box of things Xie Qiu had hidden away in the attic. Inside were a handkerchief, osmanthus petals from seven or eight years ago, and ticket stubs from all of Jiang Bieting's films... It turned out they'd missed each other for so many years. Jiang Bieting x Xie Qiu The Alpha who has been everyone's dream guy since childhood x the aloof beauty Omega who has been beautiful since childhood A sweet, first-marriage-then-love story~ Theme: Strive for a better life