The One I Long For (Scumbag Gong, Doormat Shou)

Chuli harbors fantasies about his senior brother.

And goes mad for him.

He willingly becomes his senior brother's shadow, doing every bad thing in his place.

Even if everyone curses him, he bears a lifetime of infamy and spends his life haunted by fearful nightmares.

He still can't bear to dirty Chiming's hands.

The world needs villains to set off its heroes.

So he'll be the villain, allowing Chiming to take his rightful place as palace master.

Even though his heart has long since grown ice-cold, soaked in blood and curses,

Chuli still reserves all his love and tenderness for his senior brother.

But in the end, the man he loves still hopes he will die.

+ (I can't think of a blurb. Updates will be irregular. Probably a scum gong × a lovesick, crazy, pathetic shou. They're both villains. Cliched, melodramatic angst, no groveling pursuit after the breakup, happy ending.)

Theme: Melodrama, scum gong and pathetic shou.