The Years I Spent Lusting After My Dead Husband

On the sixth anniversary of his relationship, An Yang is pulled into a horror game, where he learns that his lover isn't human.

As he watches his lover transform into all kinds of bizarre, terrifying final bosses in the different levels, such as a ghostly senior with half his body rotted away, a bloodthirsty Wolf King, and a giant octopus with countless tentacles, he feels conflicted...

"Darling, don't be scared."

An Yang is thrilled. "So I've been into nonhumans all along? That's so exciting!"

"Listen to me... huh?"

An Yang: "You should've told me sooner! Then I wouldn't have had to work so hard to restrain myself, worried you'd find out about my real tastes."

"…?"

Who could have guessed your tastes were this weird.jpg

From then on, a legend spread among the players.

They said there was a man who would gaze adoringly at terrifying, indescribable bosses, declare his love, and even get bo, ki

Bystander: "??? Something's not right with you, bro!"

An Yang: "Damn, he got explicit! He must be trying to seduce me! What a guy! Show me more!"

Bystander: "… Everyone's free to have their own tastes, but I still recommend seeing a doctor."

Reader's Guide:

1. The protagonist is the bottom, and the top is always the same person. One-on-one, goofy, uninhibited, stress-relieving sweet romance, with no logic.

2. As the blurb says, the protagonist's tastes are unusual. If you don't like it or feel uncomfortable, please stop reading. Live and let live.

3. The bosses mentioned in the blurb may not appear. The author will make it up as they go!

Theme: Mutual salvation and striving to live