I Hate How Deeply I Love You

In the first year after Song Yunji died, Song Yunting hated Yan Ning for not loving Song Yunji.

In the tenth year after Song Yunji died, Song Yunting hated Yan Ning for still loving Song Yunji.

Carefree rich older woman x clingy, seemingly aloof younger man (?)

Content warnings:

1. Older woman/younger man romance, with a five-year age gap.

2. The female lead has a real first love, the kind who stays in your heart, but there is no replacement romance.

Theme: Keep moving forward and welcome a new life.