[Crossover] The Creator Always Thinks Her Character Setup Is Beautiful, Strong, and Tragic

(Revised 2022.5.5) (Updates may drop irregularly while I'm preparing for graduate school exams)

Sitiya Lilith was someone who could have exploited her abilities to the fullest, but for personal reasons ended up being forced into the role of a beautiful, powerful, tragic heroine.

"I thought you hated Dazai-kun." The boss sighed, seemingly helpless, as he toyed with a scalpel. "Telling him so casually is going to put me in a difficult position, Lilith-chan... You don't want to be separated from Chuuya and Kouyou, do you?"

The little girl in the white dress said nothing, as if she had finally accepted reality.

"Then, as we agreed, this child will be included as part of the exchange for the Ability Business Permit."

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"Keep your thoughts to yourself." The pink-eyed little girl's gaze seemed able to see into her heart. "Don't think I don't know what you're plotting."

Not everyone is willing to turn a blind eye to someone who has had ulterior motives from the start. The Hunting Dogs' vice-captain, who had long been locked in a battle of wits with others, was especially strict about this.

"But if there were a source of fuel that never ran dry, who would turn it down?"

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"Lilith, you've lost your memory, haven't you?" The strongest in the jujutsu world leaned close to her, his tone making it impossible to tell what he truly felt.

Perhaps he didn't understand. Perhaps he carried a trace of resentment whose origins even he had yet to discern.

So he helped her remember, heedless of the consequences, taking her back once more to that summer of deafening cicadas, back to where the stars had fallen. The bloodstains across the ruins signified nothing. They merely dragged the one who had said, "It has nothing to do with me," down from the clouds and into the most unsolvable of Möbius strips.

[Who deceived me, and who did I deceive?]

"...I said, enough."

I never intended to save you from the start.

I never had any deeper thoughts or dreams of a "future" from the start.

I was never your god.

Unreasonable burdens, baffling orders, conceited pride, and keeping someone tame... They all deserve to be taught a lesson, don't they?

"Don't get your role confused." She gazed upon the many worlds, her mismatched eyes brilliant yet barren.

"I am the master of this world."

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P.S.

I thought about this for a long time, but decided not to include a romance plot in the main story for now.

After examining it closely, I realized the story is more about making peace with oneself.

Most of the characters have one-sided feelings for her, though I can't rule out that she has genuine feelings for them, too.

How should I put it? Her idea of "liking" someone isn't quite the same as romantic love. It's more like appreciating and enjoying beautiful things, and wanting them to last... If I had to give it a label, it does have a bit of a self-love angle (.

"I once believed deeply that I loved this world, only to realize in the end that what I loved was myself for loving it."

"The lies I told myself built the convictions that carried me through this world. In the end, I discovered that the answer was nothing more than a selfish motive, hardly noble at all."

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There are mountains of original character details, but I've given every character a fitting arc and ending. I'm writing this purely for love, and every comment and bookmark from you means a lot to me~

Theme: Understanding yourself matters more than obeying the world.