Yu Mai was born beautiful and gentle-tempered, the only useless beauty performer in the transmigration bureau.
So many of his colleagues were annoyed by how delicate and useless he was, and how he always stole their scenes.
As a result, every time, Yu Mai could only play an ungrateful, treacherous, attention-seeking useless cannon-fodder character.
After once again transmigrating into the role of a cannon-fodder grade-schooler who secretly studied vocabulary, only to be dragged out and mocked in front of everyone, Yu Mai finally burst into tears of grievance.
No one knew he was an unfinished bionic human made by the Lord God. He was not permitted to learn any other skills, and even if he did, his memories would soon be erased.
Even so, Yu Mai still wanted to do something meaningful in his spare time between missions, even if he would soon forget it again.
That had always been what he worked toward. Now, it had become an excuse for others to mock and bully him.
At last, the little cannon-fodder character turned dark. He fooled the Lord God's system terminal and sent himself into the worlds he had transmigrated into before.
--[Transmigrating into the universally despised fake young master who stole someone else's identity and recklessly brought ruin upon himself]--
He had already acted out all the earlier plotlines. All that remained was for his eldest brother and sister, at the end of their patience, to expose his identity and kick him out of the family.
Yu Mai released his pale lips, kicked the door open, and ran out by himself, conveniently delivering his eldest brother's line too: "I'm sorry. I'm not a child of the Yu family. I don't deserve to be here."
His eldest brother, who had not even gotten the chance to lecture him about not dating too young, called after him, "How are you not one of us? Sweetheart, listen to your big brother explain!"
Yu Mai ran into Feng Yan, the refined and handsome head of the Feng family, so he simply grabbed his hand and shoved the token at him.
"You're the real young master of the Yu family. You saved me three years ago. I stole your bracelet, so the Yu family mistook me for you. I'm sorry."
"Also, there's something wrong with your eyes, and I'm the only compatible match. You can have mine."
After saying that, Yu Mai let go and stuck out his little neck, waiting for death.
But Feng Yan, usually cool and distant and rarely willing to speak to Yu Mai, lowered his eyes and carefully studied the frail, tearful boy before him. Instead, he smiled, tugged down the hem of the boy's shirt, which the wind had blown up to expose his little belly, and wiped away his tears with his fingertip. "Are you hungry?"
Yu Mai inexplicably lost his nerve. "...A little."
"Let's go eat." Feng Yan didn't wait for the dazed boy to respond. He took his hand and led him away.
Later...
He was trapped in a villa strewn with roses. Feng Yan, now recognized as the rightful heir of the Feng family, bent down and kissed his ankle, patiently putting a protective bracelet on him.
When Feng Yan looked up, his eyes held an undisguised, profound love.
"How could someone as wonderful as Mai Mai ever be wrong?"
"You were just too scared. You still don't understand anything. It's not your fault."
"How about big brother teaches you..."
Yu Mai, who still couldn't understand why he had been forgiven, quietly bit down on the blanket...
If he refused, he wouldn't survive three episodes. According to the original plot, he was already dead.
If he agreed, would big brother end up killing him?
--[Transmigrating into the beloved white moonlight who loves the rich and despises the poor]--
As soon as he transmigrated, a rich second-generation heir sent him a message: "Show me your legs. Ten thousand for one photo."
If Yu Mai sent one, his boyfriend, the campus heartthrob and top student who was struggling financially while starting his own business, would discover it through a phone plugin and hate him from then on.
Yu Mai immediately took a screenshot, opened his boyfriend's chat, and sent it over. "Someone wants to buy my photos, ten thousand each. I was the one who hit on him. Let's break up."
Admitting he'd been a bad boy was much more fun than following the plot and sneaking around with a guilty conscience.
His boyfriend, the campus heartthrob, received the message with a dark expression and disappeared in silence for two days...
Yu Mai assumed the breakup was mutual and was about to head out to class when someone suddenly yanked him into a dim school corridor.
The man pinned him down, his eyes vicious as he repeatedly rubbed the boy's bright red lip with his fingertip. Looking at Yu Mai's trembling, fragile appearance, he smiled.
"Didn't you get excited and want to send photos? How come you haven't even opened the camera once? The online class app has been running for 58 hours?"
Frightened, Yu Mai pressed against the man's chest and stammered, "I just haven't..."
Before he could finish, he was silenced by other means.
His boyfriend, now driven to a dark state of mind, carried him back to the dormitory, opened the camera, and coaxed him like a devil. "Good boy, take the photos and send them to me. I'll watch you do it."
Yu Mai was scared into tears.
--[Transmigrating into the evil, beautiful younger brother who stole his brother's identity and lied to a powerful man, claiming he had saved him as a child]--
But the powerful man really did fall in love with him, green tea act and all.
--[Transmigrating into the spoiled, pretty cannon-fodder character in a period novel who can't endure hardship and is about to cheat with the neighbor, Old Wang]--
He meant to turn over a new leaf and take the initiative to divorce. Who knew his husband would rush home in the middle of the night, bundle him up, and take him to the city, where he would never see Old Wang again for the rest of his life.
--[Transmigrating into all kinds of black-moonlight characters who exploit devoted male supporting characters while remaining entangled with the male lead in a painful romance]--
He tried to persuade the obsessive male supporting character to love someone else, only for the man to think he had amnesia and lost his mind. Every day, he coddled him and told him to call him "husband," saying they had been married for ages.
★★★Blurb from the male lead's perspective★★★
Feng Xingyan had lived through many cycles of reincarnation. In every life, he was a heaven-blessed darling, admired by all, yet there were always people who thought he couldn't tell good people from bad, that he was blind and foolish.
Because in every life, he "forgave" Yu Mai.
But no one knew that he had once personally seen Yu Mai, still a cannon-fodder grade-schooler, hiding in the bathroom with a history textbook and secretly memorizing it.
The book was so thick, but Yu Mai went over it again and again, each time more fluent than before.
Yet when the exam bell rang, Yu Mai seemed to wake from a dream, as if he had forgotten everything, and handed in a blank paper.
Everyone thought the boy was stubborn and beyond help, with no desire to improve.
No matter how others mocked him, Yu Mai just lowered his head quietly.
Feng Xingyan tried every way he could think of to help him. He tutored him, encouraged him, and went to school with him. Each time, the boy obediently agreed, only to do the same thing again the next time.
On the day the college entrance exams ended, Yu Mai handed in blank papers for every subject and leaped from the top of the teaching building.
He said, "Time's up. I have to go."
"But don't worry. I'll keep trying."
That was the last time Yu Mai smiled at him.
From that moment on, Feng Xingyan understood why Yu Mai had always asked him, "Do you believe people can defy the gods?" He understood why, even after he drove away countless bullies, new ones kept appearing out of nowhere, transferred in from elsewhere. He understood why, at the final moment, he had grabbed Yu Mai, yet somehow his palm had ended up empty. He understood that, in the face of Yu Mai's "fate," every effort was useless and utterly powerless.
Unless... he replaced the god who ruled over it all.
★[Reader's Guide]★:
1. All the male leads are the same person.
2. A gentle, obsessive, devoted, lovesick, heaven-blessed darling who slays gods x a receiver who works hard to fight for what he wants but really is a gorgeous little layabout.
[This advance preview was originally meant to be a bonus chapter, but Jinjiang now has a bonus chapter feature, so it is no longer necessary to publish it separately. The preview has therefore been changed.]
Theme: Accept your imperfections.